today the most sway ever. morning.. i was thinking of other things.. went up the bus without tapping ez-link card.. and i didn't realise it lor.. then the bus uncle called me.. asked me for the ez-link card and he copied down the informations.. then he say he will send to the school.. really forget what.. also not cheating money.. whatever la!! in school.. things are going alright.. after school.. i went to jolene house again.. to play. just want to waste my time. haha. played computer game.. so nice.. played until hand numb. play halfway my mother called me.. she asked me why i went home at 10 yesterday.. then i just had to bluff her lor.. i'm not allowed to go friends house de lor.. then she like very angry lor.. say i must be back home by 6 no matter what except fridays cause got np. a while later.. my father called... he said that if i need to reach home after 6.. i must call my mother hp and he asked me what time i reaching home and i said 7.30pm. haiz.. now got curfew le.. =( then after that.. already 7.30pm.. me and jolene went to the nearby hawker centre eat.. ordered ice kachang.. she shared with me.. but she pay for it. lol. after we eat finished at 7.50pm, then we left.. before we left.. i actually forgot to bring my bag along until jolene reminded me.. i really so forgetful! can i just be not forgetful and all these things will not happen?! then i went home.. reached home at 8.30pm. lol. while walking.. need to cross the road.. then when i was stepping down.. i didn't know it was so deep and i like sprain my ankle. so careless. haiz.. sadness.. my parents sure scold me one.. planning to sleep at 9.30pm so my parents won't come home and nag at me.. but tomorrow.. morning.. my father sure scold de.. still got saturday and sunday... scold whole day... don't think monday i am able to make it to go to stephanie's house to do the literature project le.. must depend on my father if he is still angry lor.. ok.. shall end here.. gotta bathe.

nothing much happen in school today.. so i got nothing much to talk about here.. kind of sad throughout the whole day.. =( i hate being sad. that mr chan (maths teacher), he know how to teach anot.. yesterday first lesson i already can't stand the way he taught us le.. he will still be teaching us for 2 weeks. wth la.. luckily tomorrow he not coming to school!! can slack during maths lesson. ok. nothing more le. bye..

school.. erm.. ok la.. is only got a bit.. a tiny little bit of mistake.. and i'm out of taf!!! 3 cheers for me!! others is alright. then.. after school.. stayed back again to practice the skit as the ma'ams want to see it too.. then.. i FORCED zhi min to go with me to compasspoint to meet jolene to pass her 2 tags.. 2 for sec1 2 for sec2. zhi min wanted to go home.. she didn't want to go with me to meet jolene. cos she shy mah.. haha. i took her tag.. so she needed to follow me!! haha. if not i will bring home and thats mine. then zhi min at burger king took 1 of jolene one.. then i ran to get.. the people there like very disgusted... 1 somemore say "excuse me" haha. but who cares! then.. zhi min went home.. left me, iryani and jolene.. window-shopping in compass.. then soon.. it was 5+pm.. went to the interchange to wait for bus.. melanie smsed me.. she said she saw us. but in the end say she not clear. weird.. jolene and iryani planned to send me home first.. but then i said i want to go to jolene house.. and in the end i did! haha. they thought i was joking.. but i was not.. went jolene house.. she got to walk so much everyday! pity her.. no wonder so skinny. must force her eat more. jolene house.. so purple-lish! all the walls there all purple.. lol. her house so nice.. her room.. better don't say le.. haha. played the computer game.. i just anyhow play.. lol. it's so nice.. i played until my leg numb.. then.. then.. er.. need to go home le.. cos its 9.02pm. jolene sent me to the busstop.. while walking.. we saw a rat! tail so long de.. cut it off suan le. was shocked la.. so scary.. and the air was so windy.. nice.. i just like it too much. haha. was talking.. and talking.. till the bus came.. and jolene's eyesight so good lor.. so far away still can see.. then go home le.. smsed jolene on the bus.. abit bored. finally.. went home! i wana go her house again!!
can say this is the nicest picture i took at jolene's house. =))

i hate today.. how i wish i had not go school today.. lessons are still ok.. chinese.. zheng lao ma called me to read the first chapter of the 1B book.. just now the topic on 'total defence' wa lau.. is it see we haven't touch on the project then remind me.. i read funny funny de.. stuttering words by words.. i just got to say that my chinese pronounciation sucks. history.. nothing really happened.. then after recess was home econs.. need to check the things if all there.. not there then must write down.. so sway lor.. my table there so many things don't have. then also cannot ownself choose partner.. i want to partner joanne then sit next to stephanie and jaswee de lor.. then that ms lee ruin all our beautiful plans.. need to partner avril.. but also not so bad la. then cme.. upstairs 4th level.. mr pang let us do our own studying.. but i was writing letter.. i put below that board there.. so that mr pang cannot see and confiscate it. was worried if i will forget to keep the letter.. then bell ring.. i really FORGOT!! why am i so.. forgetful!! i hate myself. i just want to get it back.. but i don't think we'll be there again.. i don't want the letter to be read by other people!!! then had geography lesson next.. sat outside the classroom to do the weathering topic.. so sway can. stephanie was telling me a joke.. then me and stephanie so qiao looked upstairs 3rd level toilet.. to see if got anyone we know. then so damn sway to see ... upstairs can? then at that time i started laughing cos stephanie tell finish the joke le.. wth lor!!! later she misunderstood.. heck liao la. i also not bothered le.. anyway its not important to me. after school... my squadmates met downstairs basement cos rowena ma'am wanted to talk to us about something.. then after it.. we wanted to go through the skit.. but is like my squad not co-operative de lor.. half of the squad got ready to act.. then the other half? keep talking.. then when they settled down.. that half of the squad that had actuallly been quiet began to talk.. how to act if it is like this? enough of it lor.. then patricia.. cos she get to act in one of the main roles.. then she like so bossy.. always wanting to catch attention.. wanted to tell her off.. but i just told her she's like so.... then i said nevermind.. and she demanded an explanation from me.. wth la. enough of it.. then after the skit.. went to the canteen to see the seniors training for pop.. joanne told me at the railings there ... diao me. cos i didnt see it ma.. then i was like so shock. diao then diao. i scared ar. next time she diao more la. since she like to diao people so much. waited till 6pm.. i wanted to pass jolene the letter.. then went home.. with that jaswee keep chattering in the bus.. her character had improved so much.. not like last time le.. ok.. shall end here..

today.. what a bad day for me.. my mother abused me in the morning.. just to make me wake up and go out.. stupid lor! ok.. then walked to kovan.. met my mother there.. as she gave me another 1/2hr to sleep.. after settled all the things there.. took 113 to hougang polyclinic.. but i took the wrong direction.. so the journey very long.. the bus inside is packed with people.. but i managed to find a seat for me la... i stared into space.. cos i still very sleepy.. then i suddenly saw someone which i don't wanna see!!! wth lor!! isit fated to see her!!! stupid!!! should not have sit the wrong direction bus!! i don't want to see her!! gggrrrr!!!! luckily a few more busstop she alighted the bus.. then PEACE in the bus! reached the polyclinic... as usual.. need to wait for hours there.. i hate it! i rather go to a private clinic can? went home with just cough mixture and flu tablets.. after waiting for hours.. -.-"

today went to school to practice the skit.. lol.. learned how to dance basic tango.. juliana and cindy they professionals le.. haha. so funny.. i keep doing the wrong thing.. then adeline say i must do well.. later in front of everyone i embarrasse myself. then while practicing the skit.. hui sei still the main character.. haiz.. she used wrong emotions at different time.. kind of ..... grr.. should not say.. after the thing.. me cindy juliana and zhi min went to punggol end.. the way there quite desserted.. and it is the world war II site lor.. so many people died there.. haunted.. lol.. joanne.. she yesterdfay just plucked out a tooth.. haiz.. sad for her.. sure very pain de.. 9th july still need to wear braces.. luckily is 1 day after pop.. if not i don't know how she talk with no pain when performing the skit lor.. ok.. back to punggol end.. we found a crab there!! lol.. should bring home call my grandmother cook.. FOC. took a bus to kovan.. ate lunch there.. then juliana shop for clothes.. but cant find any nice one.. then zhi min went home.. cos its 3+ le.. after that me cindy and juliana took mrt to ps.. go there didn't really do anything. just walk around.. juliana cant find any nice clothes again.. so.. bought some food and went home.. so SIAN de lor.. don't know why now i suddenly feel so sad.. i hate to feel sad.. the feeling is terrible. :(

today went to meet stephanie at 4pm to go school do homework. lol.. going to school at such late time.. people think we're mad. haha. k.. then went into the school canteen.. settled down.. all the uniform groups there training.. so nice to watch. haha. i think we talk more than doing homework la.. haha. i didn't do much there.. and mr pang gave me the 1-star kayaking cert. hehehe. so happy! got another cert le! did homework till 6.05pm.. then i walked to stephanie's block.. stephanie agreed to wait for me at the busstop there till 119 come. so we waited... and finally it came! the next busstop will be sjc there... and saw sec2 seniors up the bus. regina sat beside me again! haha. when she saw me in the bus, she said 'you again!' lolx. no face to see.. then regina going to kovan.. with christabel.. and regina called me to go. i don't want lor.. they forced me! first regina don't let me come out of the seat when i wanted to alight. then reached kovan that busstop, i wanted to wait for it to turn.. then christabel give a good idea la.. call regina snatch my wallet away.. later on.. went to eat sakae sushi as regina treating us. haha. ate 21 plates which cose $1.90 each. christabel ate a bowl of noodle which cost $6.90.. me and regina ordered drinks which cost $3. lol. total cost $47.90. still got gst and service charge.. regina had a shock man. wahahaha. then regina somemore bought durians.. 4 boxes for $10. ate 1 box which made us very full. lol. hate durians. finally went home.. kept laughing.. and regina took mrt with her 3 other boxes to her singing class.

today i late for meeting the people to change uniform.. the bus la.. so late.. make me wait for so long. then once got off the bus.. i ran all the way there lor.. sze hwee still laugh at me =(. at pa.. it makes me think of chij punggol the building.. as old as that ba.. haha. seriously i miss that building. went back to school.. do the skit.. then the seniors having pop training.. we like so extra.. there.. discussing the skit.. but in the end only discussed the roles.. actually my group for the total defence one will stay back after that to do.. but then discus until no time.. lolx. went to sculpture park.. played that thing again.. and now i'm afraid of getting down that thing la.. scared that i will fall down. haha. then i know i person there.. cos from oln too.. in 3 Love.. lol.. guess i had forgotten how that person look like le.

whee~ today stephanie's birthday!! 13 years old!! lolx!! but my routine is still the same.. 7+ wake up.. go auntie's house rot. lolx. later at 4.40pm.. my mother brought me, my sister and my maternal grandmother to bugis junction the 'seoul garden' eat. now.. i must declare that, I HATE STEAMBOAT! eat until sick le.. the the BBQ leh.. i BBQ until chao ta. lol. i'm such a genious! then my mother go don't know where.. make us waited for like 1 hour. sickening! then met my father.. my mood wasn't good at that time.. was like venting my anger on my father and my grandmother. lol. so guilty when my mother asked me wish my grandmother happy birthday and i was like so moody wishing her. i could tell from her expression on her face that she wasn't happy with my wishing. but let it be. i don't care. haiz.. after everything.. went to the taxi stand and i waited like 1 hour just to get a taxi. what a waste of time there.. while waiting, regina called me.. then we conference with 1 teacher. lol. and that teacher was like going to sleep. then regina keep laughing. that teacher sure will get nightmare de. haha. that teacher must dream of me and regina! haha. and i also a bit rude to that teacher. lol. heck la.. till 11.35pm and i reached home. but there was no peace at home! my father scolded my maid for don't know what serious problem.. then made my paternal grandparents woke up and they are now at the back of me talking!

changed my blogskin today after created like 2 days ago which i spent like 2hours on that! tsk. ok.. today that road safety park thingy.. so childish.. the traffic there all so mini.. before crossing a traffic light after crossing another 1.. half of them stuck at the road. what if there's vehicle there.. all get knocked down le. haha. then hui sei, always the extra-ordinary one, weared pe tee shirt and track pants. while others wear school uniform. how extra can she be? after the road safety thingy.. went with cynthia to meet jolene and iryani to play ball.. shoot always can't shoot in. so lousy right me. haiz. then later on.. went sculpture park again! when we reached there, there's no one! the whole scuplture was OURS!! haha. jolene and i wanted to race.. see who gets to be the middle first.. then i went up.. was climbing the on air ladder.. wth lor. i stuck halfway, cos i afraid that i will fall and injure myself! haha. i'm afraid of everything.. afraid of millipedes... heights.. some seniors.. etc.. too many to say. i'm a failure. i still need jolene to assist me in it. lol. in the end of course i went down. so scary. wait for a while and i tried again and.. YAY! i did it! haa. din't fall down! climbed 2 ladders. haha. see how brave am i. haha. then about 2+... cynthia went home.. what a sad case.. after me, iryani and jolene sent her home, we went to compasspoint to relax ourselves. went to the library.. main motive was not to read books, but to enjoy the air-conditional! haha. broke the rules of eating there.. lol. we smuggle sweets into our mouth! then went to captain's cook.. drank huricanne's float. nice! and me.. nothing much to do. took video and pictures of iryani but she did not know! haha. after i took and i showed her. i was laughing my head off. later, went to interchange there.. and guess who i saw. i saw AMANDA WONG AND TONG! so unlucky.. we really nothing better to do. walked out of the interchange by 1 door. and walked in again by another door. lol. iryani so funny.. walked by taking wide steps up and there's a lady from above delibrately walked nearly to the stairs and see what's iryani doing and iryani at first don't know! haha. until 5.. iryani and jolene sent me off when i actually don't want to go home! how bad can they be. 87 came. i said wait for the other 2 buses as i need to cross the overhead bridge. then 80 came.. i said i prefer to take 119.. then after a short while.. 119 came.. why come so fast!! no choice but to go home.. iryani and jolene said that they won't want to go out with me anymore cos i don't want to go home! lol. and the story ends here.

i cut my hair today!! lolx. don't know if i regretted it. but i know it makes me look fatter. haha. tomorrow going to school again.. don't know if i will get teased by my friends anot. last year i cut my hair on 26th may, the following day, jeanette saw me.. she laughed until she fell onto the floor. on 16th june i cut my hair. must remember this date. SO LAME =)

today is joanne birthday! met jolene today.. i was LATE. haha. supposed to meet her at 1.30pm.. she said she wil be late. so i also planned to be late but earlier than her. talked to her till 1.15pm. then the stupid bus so late then arrive. the main cause which delayed me. haha. yup. then went captain's cook to DRINK. haa.. later.. jolene say yue ying cynthia and maybe adeline will come.. waited for quite some time.. and guess who came.. yue ying, cynthia, adeline and CINDY! cindy cut her hair. so... don't know how to say. last time long hair.. then later cut shoulder length.. then now.. haiya. should not talk about it le. haha. went to sculpture park later.. played the round round thing.. then cos some boys wanted to play. we let them play and go and play the spinning thing. then we wanted to play the round round thing again.. yue ying spoke to them nicely. but they all just die die also don't let us play. what kind of attitude they give to us. somemore we older than them.. the red colour tee shirt boy still hug the round round thing. as if its his dear like that. then i just call all of us to sit on it. sit le.. the red colour tee shirt boy.. he lame lor.. run on the limited space.. cos we didn't sit there.. then i just move closer so he like got no space to run. and guess what he did? he just jump pass me lor. how i wish that time i just make him trip over. then he fall down. guess he will cry like a baby! wahahahaha. how evil am i. then after they gone liao. cos kanna thrown out by us mah. lolx. then they go and use a cup go and catch millipedes. they so.. blur lor. even millipedes and centipedes also cannot differenciate! how can centipedes so easy appear de. if so easy appear.. i think everyone kanna poisoned liao. haha. we are like playing the round round thing.. then later.. saw them catching millipedes.. later they come and threaten us by throwing it. so we also bu shuang. we used the mineral water bottle jolene and i just bought at cold storage go and catch the millipedes. cynthia and jolene not scared. so they go and catch. the others just stand at 1 side. lol. after a looooong while.. only managed to catch 1. lol. then we continue to sit at the round round thing.. the boys just keep catching.. don't dare to touch it. so stupid lor.. boys still scared of millipedes. not even 1 dare to touch. failures! haa. they there keep talking.. then if i can i just suan them.. talk loud loud for them to hear somemore.. they must be honoured. haha. they so rude lor. so i shall not be polite to them too. then later got 1 boy say 'metal piece' then i said 'tomato piece?' then he say metal piece la. i replied 'got talk to you meh? did i mention your name'? kind of lame la.. haha. then play and play and play.. then went home in the end with my head still turning around. haa. then went to hougang mall with cindy to eat.. then me shop around to search for joann'e present.. going around comparing prizes. haha. i no money de.. parents give me like $20 1 week only. see how poor am i.

today second day of the kayaking course.. went to sea to kayak. pair up with cecilia. must say she's unfortunate to have me this partner. haha. after going into the sea for a while, SEA-SICK! so damn giddy, feel like puking too. sometimes she need to wait for me just to stare at the stationery buildings. she sure very bored de. haha. luckily i got a partner, which is atiqa. she also sea-sick. then mr pang brought me and atiqa to the cafe there.. while walking, he said that if me and atiqa really cannot go to sea and kayak, we will not get our cert. i was like, so sad and shock at that time. just because of we had sea-sick and back out from the sea, and $36 is gone. then we had milo.. mr pang paid for us first! haa. so surprising. those went to kayaking 1 by 1 came back. i still say that they all had sea-sick. haha. but actually they had a 20-min break. and intended to continue the course in the pool just for me and atiqa sake. me and atiqa felt so guilty lor. just because of we2 then the whole group cannot continue the course in the sea. then mr pang don't know go where.. asked us to pay for his coffee after he left for a short while. then me and atiqa each put $1.50 on the table to pay him the milo we had. lol. so honest right? haha. after the break, continued the course. so fun. now think of it.. so fun.. except for the time in the sea. haiz.. time pass so fast. its 2pm and the course ended. headed back to school and along the way, cos in the morning mr pang late, so he drived to the big splash. so when going back school, he drived his car back. the sec2 seniors are discussing about the party they had organised for mr pang.

met amanda, cynthia, jolene, karin and yue ying. all seniors. me so shy. haha. ate there then went go cold storage buy drinks and sweets. its like 11.45am after we finish shopping. so we hurried to the bus interchange to take bus. hope we're not late la.. ok.. we're not late.. but when we stepped into the school gate.. while walking to the canteen.. we saw mr lim there! so scary! some seniors belt low... didnt wear name tag.. etc. break school rules jiu dui le. then we changed our mind.. went down the slope to the np store in order not to let mr lim find out that they break school rules. decided to go up after a long while.. cos we thought that by the time mr lim had already disppeared into thin air.. but when we were at the first floor stair case.. mr lim was going to walk up.. lol. then he look at us to check our uniform then go liao. phew.. ok.. went up the bus.. then reached the destination.. alighted.. the coach, eddie, taught us some basic skills.. so nice to kayak! but always cant get control of it. kayak for like the whole day.. got sun burn.. now hand still have.. as red as ever.. but the sun burn on the face gone le.. he also taught us about the rescue thingy.. me acted as the victim.. tried all ways to go up the kayak. haa. act like a stupid girl like that. went up the bus again.. this time sat with regina.. i knew some secrets of her today.. somemore is those kind of very little people know one.. me so honoured. haha. for the first time she acted so seriously. lol. shall end here.. bye..

shall continue frm yesterday.. first day of camp.. the ma'ams only give us 10s to pour out everything from our bags, then after they search liao, give us 10s to put back all.. can die... the physical training.. quite fun.. can make me slim down.. but i done it 3 times in 3 days.. i don't seem to slim down leh.. aha. second day, got footdrill training. the ma'ams wanted us to close our eyes and do.. in the end im the only one who did wrongly lor.. so embarrassed.. then at night got night sentry.. my group is late.. then got fire drill.. felt quite guilty of it.. then at 2am there's another fire drill.. is the ma'ams prepared one.. so they wanted us to wake the st john up. then i went to one of their dorm to wake them up. but one of their ma'ams help me le.. then i was like there standing only. the third day, got campcraft competition among groups. wombat is the first! me and christabel were the one to present.. but only christabel talk.. i was also there standing only.. while i was afraid that the ma'ams scold me la.. cos they like keep looking at me.. like going to scold me like that. next is the scavanger hunt.. for the 3 stage.. wombat is the first to reach outside np store.. but always cant find.. tried all ways to try to go into np store to find ai ting ma'am.. but all failed after 10tries.. succeeded at the 11th try.. haiz.. li jun cried after failing the 10th time.. i nearly cried too... congrats to rainbow who got first overall, and wombat for getting second and got the best flag and tag award. =)

came back from ug camp today.. torturing.... worse than sec1 orientation camp.. i think the sec1 camp is more relaxing than ug camp now. ug camp need to run here run there within a certain amount of time.. if not is either adding to the amount of punnishment or going back to the place we came from and run back again with the same amount of time. dont know if i got lose weight anot. i don't want to stay in taf. sick of running at the basement wasting our precious recess time. ok. back to camp matters.. ug camp is for squadmates and seniors to bond with each other.. but this makes me dislike one of my squadmates more. i just cant stand her attitude. most of my squadmates also dont like her too. she is like those kind of hyprocrite sort. in front of ma'ams, she act like very guai, got alot of iniciative. is like so obvious that she want to get the best camper award. but too bad.. the best camper is not her. like yesterday, when ms phang is debriefing us, ms phang said that we can drink water if we want to, then she was the first one to take. she took quite long to drink, then she faced down and she looked up at ms phang again. it's so obvious that she want ms phang to see that she was drinking water lor. then when we are in our dorms. she actually some-sort ordered ellena to do something and she was as stern as how the NCOs talk to us. what rights have she has to talk to her in this way. she treats some of my squadmates in this way.. i think she can sensed that me,cindy, joanne, juliana and yan yan dislike her, she don't talk to us in this way. when i was talking to juliana, asking her something. then that squadmate whom we dislike suddenly answered the question and interrupt us. i also not asking her lor. why must she answer? today after breakfast.. the NCOs wanted us to put back our mugs and utensils back into our dorm. then that person say after breakfast cannot run.. so we just brisk walk. but those squadmates in front of me and her was running. so i just run too.. and that person also ran. then i said: "i thought someone say cannot run lor. how come she still run?" haha.. suaned her.. she got nothing to say. SO SAD! lol. then yesterday the sec1 campfire skit those kind of expressions she used to say her lines, me and cindy were like there at a corner.. like going to puke like that. haiya, just cant stand her la. im tired now.. ~to be continued~

tomorrow ug camp le.. so neverous.. i scared i didnt bring all the things i need.. if not will get punnishments.. scary lor.. heard from regina that ug camp are torturous. now trying to remember how to tie those knots.. die liao.. i almost all forgot.. my brother can teach me.. just taught me the knot 'sheep shank'. do on the table already so confusing.. he still want me to do on air.. but i managed to do on table liao.. dun care abt the air one. later will be going through all the things again.. in case i really forget to bring sumthing. quite kiasu.. wil b bathing soon and go to bed.. shall end here.

today went out wif cara, christina, ferlycia and priscilla.. went to ps and heeren..watched madagascar.. the show is funny.. but no ending.. shld nt hav watched it.. waste my money.. told them watch cursed liao dunwan.. heck la. its already over.. took neoprints ofc.. regretted going out today lor.. onli waste my money.. the neoprint we took at heeren is nice.. they all choose liao.. den wad is left is for me.. n guess wad.. all is the same one lor.. i rather dun take it.. wasted my $2 there.. i sweared to myself tt i wil nv take neoprints wif them anymore!!! although $2 is little.. but stil i saved one lor.. its so easy to spend but veri difficult to save.. im not lyk those hu gets alot of pocket money frm parents one lor.. im grounded at home.. everytime i risk to go out wif friends... do they noe tt im afraid of being caught? forget it.. i just got to be a good girl next time...