BLAH.
the amath paper is like..

)):


did not do much questions yesterday.
blame me and my sleepyness, because i sleep a TOTAL OF 10HOURS yesterday and im feeling sleepy now.



read avril's interesting post about that lizard in her blog.
then read our conversation below.

falter as the music stops. says:
but it [the tail] can grow again right?
grace. says:
er. the lizard can grow the tail again
falter as the music stops. says:
omg i was damn disgusted i nearly puked out my lunch
grace. says:
eeyer
falter as the music stops. says:
oops,i thought is the tail can grow into a lizard




arghhhhh. i got AMATH tuition later.
dammit. will remind me of my daymare during exam just now. ):


edited at 1958hour;

back from amath tuitionn.
i feel accomplished this time round.
because for the first time, i know how to do 3 questions all by myself!
and yeah, its just on further coordinate geometry only. wahahs.

so yeah. met avril at 3pm at rp macs. :D
tried to study for geography, but its not really of any use eh?
since i have no idea what the stupid book is talking about. hah.
avril ah. wrote some notes and off she went doodling on the tissue paper.

part 1 of picture.


part 2 of picture.


imagine bringing this "calculator" to exams:D



taken when i was on my way to school some time ago.
the sky looked unusually nice that morning.



round off to three significant figures.

chinese paper 2 is such a killer paperrrrrrrrrr!
thought the passage was talking about some war when it turned out to be some tsunami? damn.

and yeah. paper 1. was struggling to find the right chinese words to substitute in.
chinese listening. damn tricky la.
chinese is such a cunning subject. ):

and yeah. i was thinking of tmr, that i can go to school at 9.15am and after amath paper 1, i can go home at 11.15am, when i haven't even finish completing paper 2. wahahs.

supposed to blog about this too, but yeah, the way teresa describe about shi han will be much comical than how i would describe her actions.

QUOTED FROM TERESA'S BLOG.
before listening compre, talked to grace and shi han. Grace screamed about the bee then rowena came out of the toilet. When we said there was a bee, Rowena hurridely dodged and ran away. Shi Han came out of the toilet and seemed to be standing there in a daze, thereafter when she saw the bee, she screamed and ducked, landing on her butt. After that, the bee seemed to be enjoying teasing her so it flew low and she screamed and got to her knees and hurridly crawled away. Grace, Avril and me promptly burst out laughing. She continued screaming about the bee until Ms Koh arrived to invigilate. Oh man, she's such a joker.

shi han is such a [whatever word you can substitute in here to describe her]. :D



i feel damnnnnn tired.
goodnight.

my chinese is seriously on the verge of getting F9 and i'm still here enjoying life.

reached home at 5pm today. just settled myself on the sofa and i fell asleep till 8.30pm. watched tv till 10pm and hoho. trying to start revising for chinese but all the stupid chinese characters seem so alienated.

damn.

feel like getting chinese tuition.
but what's the point of getting chinese tuition when chinese o levels is in less than 1 month's time?

wtf. i seriously just feel like murdering myself today and not take any chinese exams man.

went offline at 11.35pm yesterday.
had a good 1hour stoning session because i can't get into lalaland. ):

ss and emath paper 1 today.
blah. i was so tempted to fall asleep and not attempt the last question of sbq. but yada, not that i'd completed my paper actually.

emath, brr..
had to resist the temptation to sleep.

after emath paper, supposed to go home. but yeah. avril persuaded me into going to cp. ate GENETICALLY-MODIFIED chickens in kfc, and studied a lil of amath [not like i understand the chapter actually. HAH]. sharmaine's dark chocolate rocks(:

and yeah. SHI HAN WAS DOING WRONG THINGS IN KFC! :D

so shi han continued promoting her shihan-ism;
she was repeating it everyday that i can alr memorise all the laws by heart.
rule number 1: must be kiasu!
rule number 2: when you see long queue, you must also go queue! [even if you don't know what you will be queuing for]
rule number 3: cheese must be your staple food!

hmm.. luckily singapore is a democratic country mann.

english paper 1, english paper 2, english oral.

almost freezed to death during english paper 1 and 2.

oral is like, oh man, i screwed it up. can't even read the passage properly. the picture? i even used my own imagination and said the guy behind saw a spider on the prefect's hair because he was smiling at the direction of the prefect's hair. like wth-.- conversation? SCHOOL TRIPS and RECYCLING-.-

went i&e room to meet teresa next. went cp with avril, shi han and teresa.

shi han said that we would get HIV by receving ultraviolet rays from the sun-.-

met rowena halfway. teresa left for 156, rowena left for macs, shi han left for mrt. so i'm left with avril. dragged her into kfc with me, it's been long since i'd eaten in cp kfc(: sharmaine joined us halfway and left halfway. while talking halfway, avril suddenly spit at my spects with some SUBSTANCE. eeyerrrr. imagine if i'd not wear my spects. i think i'm so going to clean my eye with the whole bottle of eye mo man. HAH. but yeah. kinda miss her spiting at me. to think that she spit at me on almost everyday when we were in sec2. HAH.

went home next. made a roundabout to avoid certain people and 119 came only after 2 87 left-.-

oh well.
an achievement that i went home early today.
but i slept for 4 straight hours once i got home. -.-

tmr's english SA1.
my english is like adkafjdkfjage.


wheee. im tired alr-.-

slept at 11.30pm yesterday, thought i would be energetic today.
but yeah. i was so damn reluctant to wake up when my dad tried to woke me up and i pretended sleeping for a while longer. wahahs.

raining. was damn reluctant to carry an umbrella. but my father always have ways to trick me into bringing umbrella to school-.-

me: daddy, can i share with you umbrella? i lazy to bring to school later.
father: you just take the umbrella first, later i take from you.
me: -happily happily took my orange umbrella-
till at the point where we went on our separate ways.
father: from the busstop to the school got shelter?
me: er.. a bit don't have.
father: then you better bring the umbrella along with you.
me: huh. dont want la. i lazy to take.
father: -pass to me his gay purple umbrella- then you use this, later then you throw it away.
me: !!!

and yeah, was late for school. guess mr lim, mr sim and mr chang got a shock when they saw like a quarter of the school [as what they said] late for school. hah. so yeah. managed to be excused without any bookings or detentions(:

english, mrs sena wasn't in school.
amath, 3 "tests" which was quite productive.
history, mrs lee wasn't in school.
cme, slacking periods. was feeling super high. so shi han and i were behaving like total retards please. but yeah, i think shi han was worse. she took some mini torchlight, put at her chin there and pretended to be some ghost, going to everyone and tried to scare them from behind-.-

amath, mrs ong was down to prepare for the counsellor investiture.
assembly! counsellor investiture.
1 week ago, it was passing out parade. it wasn't even as grand as today's one-.-

so yeah, school was damn slack today.
went cp with avril, shi han and teresa.
met avril's friend and went to buy their friend's present. avril's friend left and we went to kfc. i don't like the present kfc. the old blue kfc, contains so much memories in it):

avril's master piece.


shi han!


suddenly felt like going to rp macs. so yeah. went there for a while and headed home.

late night chat with avril till 1.30am in the morning!
but i almost couldn't wake up in the morning -.-

supposed to go kovan, buy my terrapin's food then home, to sleep!
but yeah. change of plans, the I&E room tempted me to stay.
with avril, shi han, teresa and yan ping(:
was damn engrossed in amath that i didn't manage to fall asleep.

teresa and avril! [i have no idea of what's teresa's doing. hope she won't kill me after knowing that i posted this picture up]


avril's the daddy of the family by reading newspaper!


when we were the only ones left in the room, shi han was like some loud hailer man.

bee vs ant?
oh course bee win la. ant so emo, red and black, went to commit sucide alr-.-


so when we went out of the room, we forced shi han to switch off the lights and air-con, so yeah. teresa's and my combined resultant forces were much stronger than shi han's. so she was "locked" in the room. then when we let go, shi han came tumbling out after that. HAH.



some photos taken on 11th april(:

pop rehearsal at bbc(:


slacking out there when juniors were running here and there? hah.

dragged myself to school today.

chinese oral.
for 4 years, i'm always one of the last few to be tested.
today. passage is about recycling, but the conversation topic is children nowadays are sent to childcare centres or employ a maid to take care of them. like wth. totally no link okay!
had problems translating those english words to chinese words immediately afterall.
used english words during the conversation too-.-
blah.
i hate chinese man.

wanted to go home and sleep right after school. but yeah, change of plans last minute. and i feel so so so tired now):

went to cp with avril and shi han. bought ice cream!
roamed around, the movie at blue max caught our attention. so we stood outside blue max till the whole movie end. wahahs, the living plastic is cool(:

sian, tuition later..


edited at 2210hour;
yay! tuition ended, went to hougang mall after parents' workplace. was craving for foodcourt food [for the first time], father brought jane and i to macs! like EEYER. i have to admit that i'm sick of macs food alr):

i miss my squad):
though i'd only passed out like just 3 days ago. it seems like it's like months ago or something.
that 1174 days we went through together, 28th january 2005 - 15th april 2008.

though i must admit that i'd never really put my squad as first priority, but it seems like i'm desperately trying to get back those wonderful times.
though we may have cliques within the squad, we still work together, and made ug camp 2007 a rather successful one, made all the weekly trainings organised and all.

facts that i find it difficult to accept.
the thought of no longer belonging to npcc anymore.
the thought that we no longer have to go for training.
the thought of no longer being able to wear pt kit/full-u.
the thought that we can't get to do punnishment as a squad anymore.
the thought that my squadmates and i no longer talk to each other as often as in the past.
the thought that i can't argue with my squadmates over np stuffs):
the thought of not making fun of my squadmates with sarcasms and all.

yet memories could only be left as memories.
but my squadmates, will ALWAYS be my squadmates.
i'm not going to have new squadmates or whatsoever [over my dead body also won't go for ci course]

i just want to tell each and everyone of you how much you mean to me and how much i love you(:

back from english tuition. tiredddd):
if not for my heavy bag, i could have run all the way home from the station and get to sleep earlier):

blah. school was alright. got back my ca1 results. the BEST subject for sa2 last year is actually my WORST subject now.

pft today. blah.

went cp with rowena[halfway through only] melissa and shi han. bought some stuffs and rushed for tuition.

haiyer. im damn tired alr. goodnight.

pon chinese remedial again.
went to rp macs with avril!
ate, did homework, then i went into the stoning mood. 3.35pm):

avril read storybook, did some work, slept, drew a mindmap on me!

the whole thing.

she says i love tang yu zhe. which is so NOT true. heh(:


divided into 3 parts for a close-up view.






went for tuition at 5.45pm when the sky cried badly):

everything quoted here is from the sec4npcc blog.

what iris has post in the blog. it just sounds so sweet yet saddening.

"no more doing of proposal
no more passing down of msg-es, even late at night
no more running about during trainings
no more getting scolding from TOs
no more meeting in the NP store
no more finding and searching for TOs to give letters or MC
no more chance to pon trainings
no more wearing of wearing of Full-u
no more wearing of PT-kit and Mufti in school
no more having me nagging at you guys
no more having debrief
no more meeting one another every friday's training."

cindy's tag.
"When we were in sec1 we wanted t be Ncos, when we were Ncos we wanted t pass out. And now we've finally passed out, we're looking back and reminiscing. (:"

it just sounds so true. i bet this is how each and every one of my squadmates think. being NCOs equals to no more punnishment, no more bringing 1.5litre bottle to school every friday [though we always put our bottles in the locker], and no more falling in at the canteen/outside np store every friday on the dot at 2.30pm. it's been so long since we've did punnishment as a squad. i think we still owe ms lee 70more push-ups eh? hah!

i think the "no more chance to pon trainings".
now we're thinking of having never-ending trainings. but before we pass out, even for pop trainings, we always have the thought of ponning trainings. now, don't have to pon training and yet not go for training, just sounds so weird and it just makes people feel like getting that "want to pon training" thoughts again. hah. it sounds confusing, but yeah.

but now, all i want is to go back to the before-we-became-ncos day, or rather, before we passed out, all the trainings and stuffs. one of the trainings in sec2, someone wanted to tie 2 ponytails. so, 1 for all, all for 1. those who can tie hair tied their hair into 2 ponytails. fall in like that, then, was told by yue ying ma'am that it's not allowed.

it may sound sadistic. but it seems like doing punnishment with the squad is such a wonderful thing. calling each other to endure and all. whenever we do push-ups as pt/punnihment in the past, we have to say "o-n-e one ma'am, t-w-o two ma'am and so on" so simple yet i always cant count correctly and in the end i gave up counting. wahahs! getting scolded and all. all of us always sulk right after being scolded, but i guess for now, we're more than willing to get scolded by seniors/TOs eh! hah. at least, we're being scolded as a squad(:

water parade!
yummmm-sayyyyyyyyy(:
always have to drink finish the whole 1.5litre bottle.
was bloated by the time i finished mine, turned to the person at my right, 1/2 a bottle more to go and she can't continue, no choice, have to drink for her. okay. i finished for her, turned to my left, she can't finish either, so yeah. on the verge of vomiting by the time the seniors asked us to stop drinking. HAH.

for pk course and lmsc course last year, squad met up at 6.30am at cp.
FOREVER rushing to catch that 161, taking mrt from woodlands to choa chu kang, then take 172. rushed hta at 8.15am, the 15 of us always have to squeeze into that teeny weeny lil toilet to get changed and to fall in at 8.30am. during lunch, DONT KNOW WHO FLOODED ME WITH ALMOND JELLY because they don't like, but i love it. so hui sei was like self-competing with me? hah! but of course, being the typical pig of the squad, i ate more than her by i think 3 almond jelly huh. hah. i miss snatching food from her):

passing down message to cindy, receiving the message back from hui sei, till yesterday. how i wish that's something that won't end. not that i want to purposely waste my sms or hear hui sei's voice. but it's something i really miss doing. ):

the best thing is that. i don't have the chance to take squad attendance anymore): every friday, if juliana did not take, i'll be the one taking. and i'll go outside store to count the number of people present and all. asking all my squadmates to follow the basic rules and all. sound like another auntie, but i bet i'm not as bad as iris xD

the thought of passing out = freedom.
but too much freedom = feels empty.
every friday is always booked by npcc.
suddenly, all my fridays are vacant.
spending my fridays at home studying while juniors are having training in school?
sounds weird):

STAFF SERGEANT SEE CHIEW KIAT GRACE;
passed out on 15th april 2008(:

fell asleep while polishing boots halfway at 10.30pm last night.
so my boots were like, half polished, half still with the kiwi coated? hah.
so yeah. done last minute touch-up during recess.

was dismissed at 1.15pm, changed, fall in outside hall at 1.30pm.
parade started, contigent march in. stoned for a while, mrs crossley speaked to me! asked if i'm nervous, plus am i looking forward for today. march pass, slow march, THROW BERET! :D

somehow burst a lil. the thought of not going for trainings with my squadmates is like. blah..

days when we were in sec2;

my bronze total defence group.


ug camp preparation. iris and zhi min were pretending to be sweeping the floor with the POLE.


at pulau ubin, after atc(:


area 7 games day(:


cca orientation preparation.


cca photo-taking.



days when we were in sec3;

went for bang bang session(:




walking under the rain at hta(:


the GREEN GREEN substance coming out from gayatri's bag during one of the bang bang session. and the GREEN GREEN substance is still unknown till today!


footprints! made by us when we took out our shoes. flooded shoes! :D


bang bang!


preparation for ug camp 2007;

food logistics ic, zhi min!




the pig holding like 6 loaves of bread?


our tag during ug camp 2007(:


one of the squad extra training.


during pk course in the harmony hall(:


me. juliana. iris.


inter-unit quiz studying session.


after atc, at pulau ubin.


after atc, on the bus.


area 7 games day.


pop 2007.


farewell night 2007. karin teaching us puma clap.


reading the super duper long message for the seniors.


kong rui! our jay chou for that day(:


npcc service day 2007.


cip at pasir ris!




during sec2s' nco camp last year.
adeline tying twine around zhi min's leg to kidnap her. wahahs!


cca photo-taking.


days when we were in sec4 january - 14th april;

sec1 cca orientation fair 2008.


iris and i, after 1 of the campcraft training.


atf!


today; after passing out parade.

LUNCH WITH SQUADDDDDD<3
a pity that not all of us can be present):

patricia! dancing with the song.






such a big group heading towards compasspoint!


at pizzzhut.


pat again!




adeline. cindy. juliana.


solo photo of cindy!


on our way up the escalator!


[will get photos taken during the parade itself from unknown cameras soon]

went home next!
spotted a pair of gays[homosexual!] holding hands with each other in compasspoint. so the 11 pairs of eyes were staring at them with the as-if-we'd-never-seen-gays-before expression.


I SHALL DECLARE MY LOVE TO ALL MY SQUADMATES!
ADELINE LEE.
CINDY LEE.
ELLENA LEE.
GAYATRI M.
HUI SEI.
IRIS TAY.
JOSEPHINE CHOO.
JULIANA CHENG.
KARIN LUM.
KONG RUI.
PATRICIA JOSEPH.
PENNY YEO.
RACHEL CAI.
STEPHANIE SOON.
ZHI MIN.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU MANN<3