i love my gay lotss. (:

scream out loud says:
just now i went down to emo awhile
scream out loud says:
woah someone so high tonight!
stingrayy (: says:
why emo
stingrayy (: says:
nah
stingrayy (: says:
not high la
scream out loud says:
really not
scream out loud says:
emo..err actually i went down to buy snacks myself. HHHAHAHAHA
stingrayy (: says:
im like smiling to myself now okay!
stingrayy (: says:
luckily im eating orange
scream out loud says:
why
stingrayy (: says:
so not that obvious
scream out loud says:
stop eating MY orange!


i don't know why. but this conversation between me and her really makes me happy. ((:

"iie lubb euu worrhx!"

HAH.

been trying to take photos of my sis last night.
she - trying to act shy.


she's under some invisible cloak?


my sis' nice, although she's always making my blood boil all the time.

pesticide kills pest.
so does thoughtsicide kill thoughts?

thinking too much sucks.
especially when examinations are coming.

today's all about english. paper 1, paper 2 and english oral.

paper 1, it was still okay. set by mr skm, section 2 - ALL ABOUT SS. wth.
paper 2, a killer paper.
oral, i think i screwed up the whole thing too. family bonding. -.-"

anyway, i guess i was rather hyperactive today. heckers - avril, sharmaine, shi han, teresa and me flew to kfc to eat and mug. spotted many people there. the study session was rather unproductive after all. i guess i laughed too much today. hmm..



thinking and thinking,
thinking of what do i really want.

woke up at 7am. sneaked out of house right after my mother went out. hah.

punggol end-ed! (:
checked the weather forecast and it stated that it would be cloudy for all parts of singapore. but by the time i reached there, it's so hot okay. -.-"

hah. how lucky am i to see wei jie in the bus again. -.-"

reached there, saw many people fishing. wahahs. i wonder if girlfriend's swimming inside. HAH.

stoned, and started reading my notes. creepy crawly insects started roaming around me.

decided to give up the thoughts of staying till afternoon and flew home.

proves how scorching the sun is.


what i wrote on 6th august. (:



wondering what am i wondering about.

hmm.. mr sun's shining so brightly now.

have been rotting online before ziqi talked to me.

We'll not skip the goodbyes, says:
grace!
toady. says:
boo
We'll not skip the goodbyes, says:
you know just now i have chemistry tuition
toady. says:
uh huh
We'll not skip the goodbyes, says:
(anyway the boo is NOT SCARY AT ALL.)
We'll not skip the goodbyes, says:
then i suddenly thought of your hand action
We'll not skip the goodbyes, says:
AND I LOL

We'll not skip the goodbyes, says:
i suddenly imagine you carrying the unzipped back walking to the locker staring into space and doing the jellyfish thing
We'll not skip the goodbyes, says:
hahhaha
We'll not skip the goodbyes, says:
damn funny

i didn't know i am that funny in school actually. okay, more like my retarded actions are funny. hmm..

yay. tomorrow's school holiday. grace's wondering whether she should go punggol end to stone. missing punggol end, i wonder if punggol end misses me too.. hah.


avril;
don't feel dejected yeah. heckers is different from ywc, and we will never forsake you. we'll always stand by you. if you don't believe, i can send you the song "i'll stand by you" by carrie underwood. perhaps you prefer me to sing to you. hah. cheer up. (:

yesterday;
talked to gay on the phone till around 4am.
the problematic ones we are.
brr..

physics tuition, then parents' workplace. and rushed home.

what a moodless routine i have every weekends.

grace's still deep in thoughts, very deep..

but luckily she knows how to swim. hah.

saturday.

reminds me of one "song" rowena likes to sing.

"monday.. tuesday.. wednesday.. my birthday.."

i bet rowena's laughing her head off after reading the above sentence.

hah.


blah. i feel bad. i switched on the computer right after i came home.
i want to stone.
stupid exams. depriving me of the time to stone.

blah..



something random.
conversation between sharmaine and me.

toady. says:
im laughing at the computer now!
- ♪ rather incredible ; says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
- ♪ rather incredible ; says:
see see !
- ♪ rather incredible ; says:
i bet you do that too when you look at yourself in the mirror!
- ♪ rather incredible ; says:
cause you'll be thinking , aye , how did i get in there?

that really made me laugh. hah.

wheee. caught the 1.40pm bus today. 1.35pm dismissal + without any trainings in the afternoon = 2.10pm at home! (:

saw wei jie at the nv bus stop. i bet those people in the bus thought that i'm crazy when i screamed his name so damn loudly. -.-"

tonnes of homework this week.
exam's next week.
fish.

before the end-of-year examinations start, i've already been planning what to do after my exam.

emo clique;
before girlfriend's and jolene's o level:
study sessions!
after their o level:
sakae sushi lunch buffet!
sculpture park outing!
punggol end!
airport viewing hall. to look at ana, cathay and quantas!
watch many many rounds of secret!
to be cont'. (:


heckers;
study sessions to prepare for next year's o level!

as everyone in heckers is busy with their own revision for eoy exam, the list will mount its old skin to have a new skin too. WAHAHS. (:

blah. grace is feeling VERY VERY excited for those outings!
when the exam is stretching their hands to catch us. hah. -.-"


i think im off go to my own candy empire soon! nights. (:

wow. 3 full days of not coming online.

found outside school bus stop.


today;
was feeling very excited because gay's coming my house to mug.
the cca awards assembly was so boring. but me and girlfriend screamed when np got the best ug award. bet those people in front of us were caught unaware. hah.

uncertainty.

made a visit to gay's house before we went to rm. eating my fillet-o-fish meal for 1 hour and gay was wainting patiently for me to finish my meal up. lol. sorry eh.

went to my house. told gay many interesting stuffs about __. hah. studied from 4.30pm to 8.30pm, but it's obviously unproductive because we talked most of the time.

hmm. staring to feel guilty for not studying seriously today.
muttons to midnight's on later!
(:

service day;
my squad's rotting at one corner.
candid shots.




now the formal one.

rowena, happy lizard/secret/lamb day! it's been almost half a year since we have this day. (:

exam timetable is out. exam is nearing. keep saying that i will study, but action speaks louder than words afterall.

stayed back after school for the cca confirmation thingy and for the service day briefing.

couldn't stand it anymore and i rushed out of school to meet avril, sharmaine, shi han and teresa at kfc. teresa flew and we started telling jokes to each other which made all of us laughed out heads off. hah. talked about the tuesday incident when my lemonade spill, people 3m away from my table could still hear it so clearly. -.-"

started mugging and flew off at 6.30pm.

tomorrow's service day.
reminds me of last year's one. which i was grouped with rou bing ma'am, unfortunately.
she was the one who forced me to explain to almost all those residents.

cadets' life.
my squad's last debrief with the yue ying ma'am, lijun ma'am and cecilia ma'am at the dnt room outside.

miss those times.

i miss my orange watch, random.

went to school at 6.40am. met shi han and we went to iris' house. brought the greenbuilding stuffs to school and we continued with our project till assembly. after assembly, we hibernated in the I-N-E room, and left at 10am. totally no lessons today for us. (:

at ngee ann poly, the place so big that you can get lost inside. presentation started at 1.30pm. made a grave mistake because i explained something wrongly to the judges, it's rather scary, but yeah, congratulations to both teams who got the merit awards. (:

cabbed back to school, rushed to cp and met girlfriend, jolene and marie. had a fun time bullying them. hah. rotted before we left for home.

grace is tired.

math ct4 tomorrow. tuition after that. damn it. i wanna sleep.

13th july;
us at bukit panjang cc listening to the introduction of the competition.


half of us in the lrt while the other half was in the other connected one.


me, flew right up to the camera when emily wanted to take the photo.


the interior hall of our model.


entrance of the cc.


our building!





iris and kong rui are deep in thoughts while playing reversi.


team 22. (:


the certificate which was "donated" to the school.



SECRET VCD IS OUT! i think. (: anyone wanna buy with me? if it really came out. (:

morning assembly; me and shi han had to bring that yellow building up the stage, embarrassing.. been trying to slack throughout the lesson, was so tempted to sleep, and i only allowed myself to do that in mr yeo's class, and i found my tb wet after i woke up. hmm. i wonder why. afternoon assembly, a total crap, to me.

went for training. really miss doing footdrill with my squad. left at 4pm to do the building. did till 6.30pm before we flew to cp.

took 161, bus was rather packed and i have to stand in front because i was carrying that gigantic building. alighted at the front door and i have to place it real up in order not to knock the building against the commuters boarding the bus. embarrassing moment. -.-"

me and shi han ate at kfc. anyway, the new kfc delivery hot-line is 6222-6111. hah.

shi han told the person she wanted OR fillet student meal.
and she sounded like a kuku because she can't really differenciate between OR fillet wow meal and fish ole student meal.

i spotted a table i like.
i ran for that place literally and placed my food down immediately. due to the inertia that the drink have, my drink committed sucide and spilled onto the floor and bench! so it literally jumped down the table. ): 2/3 of my drink gone.

went back to work on the building till 9.45pm and we flew to iris' house to place the things.

i must thank shi han's dad for fetching me home for 3 times alr. thank you! (:

reached home at 10.30pm, knew parents ain't happy with me.
blah. im really damn tired. shall get off now. bye.

i still like to call gay "gayly gay", how. (:

green building meetings.

realise i'm always in a bad mood during the meetings. sorry for those whom think my attitude was bad to you yeah.

hmm.

been doing the model from 3pm to 9.30pm.
fun but annoying.
i guess we squeezed many lemons today. (:

yesterday; wonder who iris was talking to. huhhuh.(:


our building. those greenies are supposed to be grass. hah.


shi han and iris. on our way to iris' house to stuff all the stuffs.


squad photo before we left ubin during atc. miss that camp mann.

funeral for a friend's concert is on today. hmm..

random.

anyway, haven't been coming online for the past 3 days thanks to my dear siblings who used the computers the whole day.

holiday's a goner.

the damn green building project meetings were held on wednesday, thursday and friday in school, today and tomorrow in other people's house. my group got very annoyed because the teachers were super bias to the other group. i think it got rather obvious yesterday. anyway, NICE iris gave me and shi han expired chocolate to eat.

blah. yesterday;
school closed at 6.45pm, got "chased" out. went to cp to do. did till 10.15pm, home-d at 11pm. damn project, take up so much of my time.

today;
shi han came my house at 8.15am. kong rui was unavailable while iris had fever. take care eh, iris.

tuesday;
jolene emoing in the bus.


carmen's sleeping.


and then she collapsed.


friday;
a scenario of we doing the project.


saturday;
shi han's brocoli ring when it supposed to be a tree. hmm..

rushed to school at 8.10am as i thought history lesson starts at 8am.
realised that it starts at 8.30am because i didn't read the consent form. hmm.

2.5hours of history lesson. with a 15min break in between. mrs lee commented that i was like a about-to-die-worm in her class, when i'm some restless person during cca. HMM.

wanted to go home for lunch. melissa, rowena, shi han and ziqi tagged along too. bought cup noodles to eat. yumm. the construction workers hacked the study room wall. ): able to set off for school at 1pm, when it started raining before that. so the 4 of them used 2 gay umbrella, while i rushed for the next shelter i could find when we're out of my house. heh. in the bus - freezing. was thinking of whether to skip the emath lesson. but nah, we're good kids. ziqi decided to change her watch time to keep us in denial that we're not late for emath lesson. hah. reached school, late for 20minutes. but heck la.

counting down to 4.30pm, kept pushing ms teo to end the lesson. was second to leave the classroom and i rushed to carmen's house. in carmen's house. her room's filled with pink stuffs mann. rotted for 2hours when jolene went for her tuition while i went home.

i'm a good kid afterall. one who comes online very often. (:

see how serious they were in doing the project.


jolene's proud to be beside her exclamation mark.


yet someone's unhappy and covered her face.


feeling disheartened, she decided to use the exclamation mark to cover her face.


INTERESTING.

after getting down that supercold bus. lizard frosted spectacles and her super red lips. hah.