heckers; sorry for not attending the outing today. wasn't really interested in that show, and didn't want to spend 16bucks on movies in one week alone. sorry yeah..

teachers' day celebration.
didn't turn out as what i expected it to be. returned to class. got back report book. disgusting.

realised i couldn't stay at home. flew to cp and emo clique reunited. went to amk library to study. shall study there often. the student set meal is only $3.95, and the air-con is super cool. hah. so much rubbish flew out from our mouth again.

hyper meos. (:


emo omes. ):


jolene fiddling with her egg. interesting.


suspicious items on the bus!


jolene's tutoring girlfriend emath!


this is how my room look like after renovating. hmm.


yesterday; during the army open house at safti mi.
my brother was one of the elite in the army.
he's so smart and is always full of praises.
i feel so inferior. hmm.

lizard and me walking.


canon. you know, that brand?


girlfriend's so mysterious with her phone.

so that green building lecture was today. hmm.
was trying to let time fly. but only able to flew off at 5plus going to 6.

met girlfriend. felt bad, very bad, that i didn't accompany shi han to buy the present. hmm.. ):

so yeah, me and girlfriend settled at kfc. she bought the food, but i ate 3/4 of the meal. saw peng siong sir. couldn't really recognise him at first. hah.

stayed till 8pm. roamed for a while and home sweet homeee.

tomorrow; o level physics spa. -.-""
...................chemistry daily task spa. -.-""
next wednesday; o level chemistry spa. -.-""

the worse thing is that all the spa sessions are free of charge, and all the sessions are compulsory. ):

4th class gathering! 250808



today's 28th august againn..

went with rowena to watch SECRET.

show starts at 3.30pm, while me and rowena only reached amk hub at 3.20pm. smart us. bought food. bought tickets, zoomed into the cinema.

the show would be nicer if it's longer. heh. i doubt anyone cried in the cinema though.

hmm. 5.20pm when the show ended. rowena wanted to be a good kid and go home straight after that. hmm.

realised many people's been down with all sorts of illness.
get well soon yeah.
won't be able to write get-well-soon cards - insufficient paper.

hah.

i smell food. (:

cip in the morning.
the old folks in the nursing home look really sad.
felt guilty when we agreed to come back.
because all those will become empty promises eventually.

me and lizard. lizard covering her pimple on her nose huhh..


the ndp dance.


blah. the rest went town, while i went to my parents' workplace.
left halfway, 3 buses from the bus stop is able to get to sengkang. and yet, i took the bloody wrong bus and nearly went to jalan kayu.

met avril and sharmaine at cp. realised that cp is my saviour because i knew i wont get lost in that area. hah. saw celestine, denise and raychel at kfc. flew off to take 43 after that.

realised i wont be bored talking about the same subject over and over again, hah. reached mrs lim's house. only 11 people were present. but yeah, we still enjoy ourselves. (:

those heckers who were present got together, talking about our lives, while SOME people wasn't really interested, just to watch some RI person on teevee. hah.

left her house at around 10.40pm, teresa's mother fetched us. thanks eh. (:
reached home at 11pm. that's so early..

me and avril;after one of the teachers' day dance rehearsal. orbsy faces.


how nice if time freezes at that time..



mixed emotions.

kinda looked forward for school today.
after school;
had to rush with the geography articles when i don't even know that today's the deadline.
sec 1 swearing in after that. brings back memories. this year they had buffet, while my cohort only had hotdog bun 2 years back.
hmm.
seeing those kiddy sec1s, didn't know we look like them 2 years ago.

went back; training.

after training;
went rp with ah men. settled at kfc. got rather high there, again.
so near yet so far.
nah, that's the phrase which killed me 2 months ago.
40 minutes seem to fly so fast.
but on the other hand, why the hell did i care so much.


the clouds look so cloudy.


the teddy bear chilli ah men produced.


apple in the cup ruined by me and ah men. hah.


dilemma.

green building thingy was called off last minute again.
settled down at kfc with shi han and teresa. got rather high there and i hope they won't complain about my lameness. rowena and sharmaine joined halfway, and i realised we talked very loudly. sharmaine and her "markers". -.-"

rowena and sharmaine left halfway, followed by shi han and teresa at 5.40pm. celestine, denise, girlfriend, marie, and raychel came but celestine, denise and raychel flew off soon.

so left me, girlfriend and marie.
girlfriend and marie are not in the mood of mugging, thus leaving me to mug alone. ):
been volunteering to buy food, my friend said i kept eating all the time. idiot. hah.
got super high, and i think those people behind me said that i'm crazy. hmm. marie flew home at 7pm, me and girlfriend flew off at 8.10pm. hmm.
stayed there for 5hours again. outing ain't productive still.

regret what i hadn't join.
regret what i'd joined.
life's full of regrets.

stayed back for the green building thing, went home after going cp.
went to my favourite studying place after that. (:

i wish i could mug at there overnight, so windy and fun. perhaps i'll spot ghosts there. (:

i want to become like my brother, who will sacrifice his time to study instead of playing. reach home before i do in the past just to mug.
hah. all those no life nonsense. it should never happen on me anyway. -.-"

watching secret with lizard next monday. anyone wanna tag along? lizard may just do anything to me on next monday. ):

family day.

met carmen at hougang interchange at 7. flew to airport to meet girlfriend and jolene. i was having morning blues. left half an hour later for school. didn't see any cathay pacific plane. ):

spending 70bucks on food. blah.
had a hard time shopping for food, when carmen, girlfriend and jolene are SO lazy to go to the canteen. thus they were hibernating downstairs. spent a lot of time to buy a lot of junk food, and thus i gave them goodie bags that are much better than the goodie bags at the ndp preview. ain't me sweet. (:

wanted to watch movie after that. but i guess everyone's too tired. went cp with many people, rotted at kfc. was rather shocked to see shao wei there. guess she can't recognise me. hmm.. realise her looks didn't change, even after 4 years. hah. went roaming around and saw girlfriend and marie. all went home after that.

training today. same routine. sorry people if my mood affected you people before that alright..

went cp with carmen. tried to roam at cp like we never roam before. but yeah, plan failed. decided to take 119. stopped at rp, hoping to see girlfriend and jolene mugging. saw my friend instead, but yeah, ignored my friend in the end.

went home later, it sucks to be alone thinking of all those unwanted thoughts.

home after tuition. i don't like it. always feeling very lethargic on my way home. thinking that there's amath and chemistry tests tomorrow, which i haven't even touch on both yet, book review to be handed in tomorrow, uniform to be ready by today. i dont feel like going to school tomorrow. so many things are left undone. blah.

was in a super bad mood after recess. and cd lesson is some stupid childish activities. so lame and stupid, thus showing those facilitators attitude isn't that overboarding yeah. fancy wasting 35bucks on that kind of activities. take a fishing rod and fish them all out.

amath lesson after school. wasting all of our time only. what's the use of having that kind of teacher, which his teachings won't benefit you at all after 1 hour of extra lesson?

hah. looks like i've done much rantings today.

3 seems perfect, isn't it..

chatted with meo.
feeling a lil cheered up.
thanks eh.

so yeah, concluded that those who seem to be happy with their lives ain't happy as what i thought they would be.

my life's seriously being so screwed up.

the green building training was called off last minute. shi han, teresa and me settled down at kfc after school. so yeah, sat there for 5 hours straight, to study. shi han and teresa seemed to enjoy themselves by ___. bleh. they went off at 5.10pm, celestine and marie came. denise flew off before girlfriend and mojo flew in mysteriously. girlfriend, mojo and marie flew off so sudden and i'm left ALONE with celestine. i sound so mature suddenly. (: then there's this super annoying auntie, who came to kop patricia's sweet on saturday when she's working, came and ask us why are we still there when we are supposed to be at home. and she said that we sat there for very long alr. what an idiot. if not for my school uniform, i would have told her off alright. went off at 7.45pm, and realised that today's study session is unproductive because of all the craps produced by all my friends. hah.

rowena;
HAPPY LIZARD DAY!
wheee! i haven't spot any lizard other than me and you today. heh.

girlfriend and rowena;
sorry for you two super belated presents okay. i think it will be a more belated ones because i'll only get the things when i have the mood to shop.
sorry la huh. (:

saturday;
while changing back to pt kit in the toilet. penny's so movable. -.-"


it looks so reversi. (:


the moment when my sister found out that i took photo of her when she's eating.


today;
jolene being so fascinated by some round round squishy thing before it burst.

it's raining now. i realised that the sky ain't raining for quite a while alr. hah.

on my way to the busstop in the afternoon, someone commited sucide by jumping off the building, sounded so drama. but i only saw part II, the tent with 2 policemen. sad, though life ain't interesting, dying makes it more uninteresting. wheee. i'm talking rubbish now, i realise.

starting of lunar 7th month tomorrow, tuition ends at 9pm tomorrow. ):

went causeway point yesterday. and all those going-to-hta memories came flooding back into my mind. to think that we still find that it's super troublesome to get to hta that early in the morning for 4 days, listening to all the boring lectures and putting up with those noisy people in front/behind us. hah.

hah. that's so out of point. went to woodlands centre, so near to the checkpoint. should have smuggled myself to malaysia and mia in singapore. hah.

grace has no life these days.
haven't been out with them for about 2 weeks.
sad.

cip early in the morning. i took the wrong bus when i have 2 other correct choices to choose from. so yeah, thought i would be early. but i felt weird after going all the way to marine parade when i'm supposed to alight at kembagan mrt station. felt stupid when the bus driver said that bus don't even go to that mrt station at all. hah.

so yeah, went to some nursing home. could hardly communicate with the old folks there due to not being able to speak their languages and age gap. felt sorry for them, but some of them are rather cute la. got one has got super long tongue, keep reaching for his chin. those folks around him said that his screw dropped out. 3 hours past and melissa, rowena, shi han, ziqi and me zoomed to bugis to eat swensens. burned a super big hole in my pocket. ziqi went shopping for her jeans at bugis street. i was super bored there okay. so yeah, decided to go home once i got out of that "hell". hah. it seemed like i describe that place very terribly.

home sweet home then.

thought i won't change my link back anymore. but i guess i can't resist that temptation to blog sometimes.

shivered while pulling the flag. guess everyone must be very nervous at that point of time. but yeah, everything went on quite smoothly. (:

got changed and settled down in the hall. moodswings during the inter-house cheering competition, and it dawned on me that it's already my third year in sjc.

heckers outing after that - avril, sharmaine, shi han, teresa and me. trained to city hall and went to marina square.

how tall can the ceiling be. it looks.. interesting.


ate at swensens. avril with her want-to-vomit-feelings, sharmaine with her keep-on-taking-photos mood, shi han with her unglam way of eating, teresa with her haha-it's super-funny-jokes-i've-heard expression and me and my barbaric actions of eating. wahahs.

sharmaine and teresa choosing their food.


main course comes with complimentary food. one of it is a desert. sharmaine, shi han and teresa abandoned their cherries and gave it to me. how wonderful can my desert be. (:



went roaming around and we saw this fish tank.

what a clowny fish.


GIRLFRIEND, why are you swimming so fast. round and round the tank continuously. HEH.


took photos at the toilet after that.

teresa was behind avril. hmm. colourful traffic light, again. just that the lamppole is blue in colour this time round. hah.


with an addition of teresa!


we and our stupid faces. especially SHI HAN'S! HAH.


our twins!


met avril's friends. decided to go separately while avril went with her friends. but yeah, some of her friends are rather nice though. sharmaine went to meet her mother while shi han, teresa and me went home.

stoned at the busstop while waiting for the bus when gail suddenly pop out in front of me. wahahs.

the river me, melissa and shi han drew during geography lesson. it looks so brainy.


house's under renovation now. currently sleeping at the first level. blah. i miss my bedroom. although it's rather bare on the day before renovation.


i miss my cosy home. now it became some kind of rojak on the first level. -.-"

26 minutes since the moment my father's birthday passed.
happy belated birthday.
hah.
kind of regretted not singing birthday song when i'm just right in front of him, and my brother mia-ed. so only my mum and sis sang. atmosphere's a lil awkward. blah. the whole incident sounds stupid anyway.

heard from mr yeo that there may be a ct when term 4 starts. blah. ain't it a lil too soon. i'm so not used to having examinations alr. brr. but what's the difference of having so many tests in a week compared to having ct. hmm.

tired. shall return to bed now. nights.

yesterday: was rather shocked when juliana told me i'd have to pair up with one of the china students. but yeah, the one i chose was super nice. but i doubt she understood what i spoke, because she often gives me that ^.- look. hah. their lunchtime, all of us took advantage of that to skip cme lesson. we were rather fascinated by the free food huh.

my china buddy is the one at the right side.


today: went cp with teresa and ziqi. i wonder how stunned are them by my lameness at that time. always giving me that -.-" look. hah. ziqi flew off, me and teresa started mugging. wahahs. went home, all i did was to stone and sleep. -.-"

house will be having some renovation next week. all the cupboards have been moved downstairs and one room was super empty. felt lost for one moment when i glanced at the room. super empty, and scary. -.-"



wow. realised that it's august alr. hmm.