saturday
went to school early for the inter-unit quiz meeting. this is what we were doing instead of studying. hah.

a scene of a naughty class? hah. zhi min's the photographer, and guess where's kong rui?


she's caught surfing the internet red-handed since she's wearing red! hah.


met melissa in the afternoon. she took this picture because she thinks that she has a pair of GIRAFFE-LIKE leg. (:


at night: went to hougang mall with mother. she bought some pies from polar puffs and cakes and i decided to let my hands be itchy and take this photo. hah.


and

conversation between me and avril in the WEE morning!

crashed says:
retard face
toady. says:
EH
toady. says:
i really laugh out loud!
toady. says:
HAHA
crashed says:
ahahaa see laughing at your own retardness!
crashed says:
you are hopeless ahahahaha
toady. says:
HAHA
toady. says:
i didnt know i look so cute when i was in sec2
toady. says:
HAHA
crashed says:
EEEYER
crashed says:
make me eeyer out loud okay.
crashed says:
yea sec three become not cute ahahahah!
toady. says:
EEYER. later your dog eeyer back you then you know
toady. says:
EH. no, just that you dont have my sec3 photosd
crashed says:
my dog's at your ceiling
toady. says:
thats why!
crashed says:
with bob haahah


crashed says:
let's all kick grace see
toady. says:
HAHa
toady. says:
thats your art work man!
toady. says:
HAHA
crashed says:
yes!
crashed says:
im such an artist la!
crashed says:
we look like orbs
crashed says:
hahqhaah
toady. says:
HAHAHAHA
toady. says:
reminds me of last year TDD!
toady. says:
HAHA
crashed says:
yea!

bob is avril's imaginary friend. and yeah. thanks gay! for entertaining me so late at night by showing that picture marathon of me yeah. ((:

after that..


crashed says:
aye!! means later i will dream of you cause you keep laming and crapping with me!
toady. says:
HAHa
crashed says:
die ah, tonight bad dream.AHAHAH
toady. says:
SEE IF IT COME TRUE OKAY
toady. says:
EH
toady. says:
what bad dream
crashed says:
what thing come true!
toady. says:
since you know its a bad dream
toady. says:
DONT SLEEP OKAY
crashed says:
hahaah dont trry to make me stay up with you ah. so smart.
toady. says:
HAHA
toady. says:
WHY NOT
toady. says:
haha
toady. says:
you got the whole of tmomorrow to yourself!
toady. says:
HAHA
crashed says:
nuh uh!
crashed says:
my two and a half hours fo tomorrow taken by you already

it's 2.30am in the morning already. hah.


crashed says:
oh remember the lifeguard!
toady. says:
THIS PHOTO
toady. says:
HAHAh
crashed says:
haha yea
crashed says:
but end up take out glasses become kns,
toady. says:
i take one eh!
toady. says:
HAHA
crashed says:
says jolene.


crashed says:
we have to go www again one day!
crashed says:
spot the hot guys ;D
toady. says:
hah
toady. says:
guys ar..
toady. says:
COUNT ME OUT
toady. says:
HAHA
crashed says:
NONO MUST COUNT YOU IN!
crashed says:
you can be the photographer(:
toady. says:
AHA
toady. says:
no wonder
toady. says:
HAHA
toady. says:
you want me to take which part hur
toady. says:
HAHa
crashed says:
any part you want!
crashed says:
just dont give me credits on which part you gonna take.
crashed says:
after you take SOMETHING, then tell people i ask you to take ):

what cute gays we are. (: and yeah, gayly gay's sick. thats why she's called GAYly gay.


crashed says:
white pig what
toady. says:
eh no
toady. says:
actually is you look scary!
toady. says:
and you modify me to make me look as scary as you
crashed says:
no way! it's you!
crashed says:
you're so meeeean
toady. says:
i eat mint. i dont eat mean
toady. says:
HAHa
crashed says:
so you're mint!
crashed says:
you are what you eat(((:
crashed says:
gosh. you're a pig!
crashed says:
you ate a pig is it?!
toady. says:
i dont eat a pig
toady. says:
i eat pork!
crashed says:
isnt pork pig? pigs are pork, pork are pigs, pork and pigs are pork and pigs. so pork and pigs are the same!
toady. says:
LOL
crashed says:
hahaa try saying that aloud at a super fast speed
toady. says:
HAHa
toady. says:
dont want
toady. says:
malu myself only
toady. says:
HAHA
crashed says:
omg i tried you know.
toady. says:
then?
toady. says:
HAHA
crashed says:
so retarded ):
toady. says:
you ARE retarded (:

wahahs. retard gay.


crashed says:
eh now three already you know! after i become a tree!
toady. says:
HAHa
toady. says:
its 3.15 actually
toady. says:
HAHA
crashed says:
hurrrry i need to go. anytime now, im gonna be a tree ):
toady. says:
i gotta wake up at 7 eh )):
crashed says:
different. you're strong remember?
toady. says:
HAHA
crashed says:
haha okay i need to go seriously. if my mom wakes up, she will slaughter the white pig's friend to ear.

crashed says:
make me laugh too.
crashed says:
crashed says:
haha okay i need to go seriously. if my mom wakes up, she will slaughter the white pig's friend to ear.
crashed says:
ahaah what did i just type?
crashed says:
so senseless.

senseless gay. talking nonsense to make-sense gay. whee!

meow. another early day at home againn. jolene must be feeling jealous now wahah. (:

brrr.. i don't like that stalker. stupid stalker. cut off your stalk then you know. and you're left with a er. and i will call you EEW instead of er. BRR..

and yeah, rowena's with her "BI LEH" today again. shall "ZI LEH" her whenever she says that man. hah. and yeah, thanks for sending me out of school today. i think your wish has come true by having the sky crying for you yeah. (: random day in 16 days time, lamb day in 17 days time! (:

inter-unit quiz. hearing the two words is enough to make my hair stand. i'm trying hard to overcome that mental obstacle, to get back that precious friendship of ours. but yeah, i hate it when i always fail to.

geography presentation was a total diasater. hah. i think handling the powerpoint slides are so much easier than doing that dumb talking.

pe; i think it's fun! others playing captain's ball. while me, kong rui, rowena and saima were running round and round. eh no, not running, we ran, marched and walked! hah. kong rui and rowena tried rolling too. lol.

after school, not fun. went home straight away with lynnette and her friend. reached home at 3pm, thats so earlyy..

but in the end i spent my time at home sleeping, and finished reading that stupid cheena book.
i see you sms-ing someone everyday. and i know the one you're sms-ing is the one who stalk you all the time. yeah, like whateverr..

school, as complicated as ever. brr.

studied with yue ying after school. fun. so fun that i nearly fell asleep while studying with her. hah. (:

hibernated at macs till 7pm. and yeah, at 4 plus, the items inside yue ying's pencilcase dropped when she was eating ice cream, so when she wanted to take the things up, the ice cream lost its stability and..






















the ice cream ate the paper!

recentlyyyyyyy, my brother bought this hamster. hamham! it reminds me of ham mann. yummm..

school was okayy? yeah, but the sight of you just makes my mind goes mad.
hmm. went compass after school. went back to school after compass-ed. that's stupid, because i went back to school for a stupid reason.

yeah, back home.

chatting with adeline and cindy online.
halfway in the conversation..

it me, adeline says:
you go that neoprint with her lar. then you show the veyr very sad face in every neoprint you all take

hah. that really made me laugh out loud anyway. (:

the vandalism on the wall.

quite cute eh. hah.

melissa's such a vain pig (:





















taken from the mirror underneath the next storey's escalator. hah.





















that blur physics teacher of melissa's and mine.





















my sister at our parents' workplace. she's acting as if she's very diligent. -.-"






















we look alike, don't we? (:

conversation between me and avril.

dejected. says:
ask you to say some things abt A then you can say so many things!
dejected. says:
hah
read my lips, says:
see, better than your B.
dejected. says:
if you ask me whats so nice abt C
read my lips, says:
hahahahah cause she's really nice.
dejected. says:
i will just say 1 word
read my lips, says:
everything
read my lips, says:
HAHAAH right
dejected. says:
YEAH
dejected. says:
HAHA!
read my lips, says:
IM SMART!

*names are changed to A, B and C to protect their identities.

don't me and gay just rock? gay wanted me to post this on my blog though.

INTERESTING ((:

and yeah, as what gayly gay has said, that's so misleading ):

started my day by quarrelling with my mother over some stupid stuffs.
but yeah, because i showed attitude to my father, he wanted me to be back home straight after school. i'm leading a boring life at home now.

school - mr chan was finally absent, but it was on a day when my class has no maths lesson with him. -.-" pe, 3 pe teachers monitering and video-ing us when we having some vertical challenge by running up and down the staircase like some retarded. hah. carmen passed me something very familiar after school. i wonder where she got that from. hmm. (:

shall be off to sleep now.
goodnight everyone.

how nice if the school has got one period just for us to sleep. yumyum, was practically half-awake during all the lessons, except cd and pe. hah.

i need that stress to wake me up that ct3 chinese is coming in 11 days time. 11 days! ):

compass-ed with mindy and sharmaine after school. see the differences of our cups.
left to right: mine, mindy's then sharmaine's. conclusion: sharmaine is a water-tanker! hah. mindy seemed to be searching for someone outsidee. hah. i wonder how, i wonder why, i wonder WHO IS IT. hah.






















took 163 back to school. mindy cabb-ed home from there, while me and sharmaine went back school to find people. hah. gay's my idol! she got like all As for the 5 batteries. i love you! (: on my way back home. a shot with marcelle. so random. hmm.

sad day today. mother and ice cream did not come school today. hmm.. somehow, i'm missing you..
but yeah, met up with mother and others after school!

took pictures with my new phone. i like my new phone. but somehow, i still miss my old one. though both are also sony ericsson. just like how i like you, but i still miss her, though both of you are from the same cca.
you people: can't even set good role models and expect everyone to be under you willingly. get some self-reflection and better be guilty if you still have that conscience in you.

kong rui seemed SO HAPPY today yeah.





















me and mother at kfc! (:

paper cuts says:
i don't treat you like some ordinary humans
paper cuts says:
don't worry
dejected:
i'm a pig!
dejected:
hah
paper cuts says:
i treat you like a pig.
dejected:
WHOA. GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE MAN.
paper cuts says:
woooot.
paper cuts says:
HEY. snatch my sentence.


the conversation between me and carmen. this proves the "bond" i have with her mann. hah.

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i made everyone so crazy over my blog song. hah.

yay. i'm happy today! (: ya right. -.-" but yeah, i promised next week will be much more happier than this week.
i was so late in meeting rowena for 27minutes. she's so nice to gather all that patience to wait for meee. (:

yum yum. chinese oral. talking about services and all. ms tay gave that -.-" look when i was having that conversational chat with her. see how sucky my chinese can be. the 6th best subject in my CA1. lol.

went cp at 12.10pm to meet melissa. the third time i went cp today. -.-" physics tuition after that. and yeah. took pictures in the nicest place in orchard plaza - THE TOILET!

trying to act tall. -.-" and the pig behind said i looked like i'm eating my hp.

but yeah, she's tall. hah. -.-"





















the vain pig there..




























trying to poke the monkey on my shirt.

yo

u seem to be still avoiding me. i thought you said we always remain as good friends. the things you said seemed to be totally different from what i saw from your actions. you know i'm strong, i get over this kind of things easily. you know that feelings wont be long. i know you know it.

moodswings, just like the rain today. so fast-changing.

blahh..

the guys in the movie played during CD were so sick. i find that it's a blessing that i'm not in a mixed school. hah. and yeah. it's so awkward. very.

brr. i think this feeling suck. it takes so much courage to tell her; but it takes much more courage to face her.
2km run during pe, same routine as last week. sort of like it though. running and running. leaving all my thoughts behind. and i'm not going to collect it. hah.

after school. sharmaine - should be the only one who can really brighten up my day. let me play many many songs at the jude box, brought me down to have a walk, managed to make me laugh and made me went to the noodle stall to choose any food which made up till $1.20 then serve it to her. hah.

I JUST SO LOVE MY MOTHER THIS MUCH! (:

this song: the song i heard during chinese class yesterday. crazy over this song now. just like how crazy i am over you. (:

somehow, i regretted being so impulsive. me and my actions. -.-"

moodswings today. shi han said that i was scary. hah. false hopes once again.

after school. something un-nice happened. brr. she saw me using hp. but it doesn't matter. since they're always bias.

went kfc to study after that. couldn't believe that i had my butt stuck there for 4 straight hours. got to know more unhappy things. saddening man.

went home at 8.30pm. things seem to be flying through my head once again. -.-" i thought i could change that life of mine. but it happened to be so similar to the previous "life" i had.
both are them are my good friends. it seems difficult, to choose who to side. i feel like i'm just some two-sided person. "betraying" the other one each time.
like rowena's personal message: expect the unexpected.

late at night. 2 more summaries and one more chemistry exercise to be handed in tomorrow.
brr.
but i'm going to watch tv later! hah.

squeezing all the maths lesssons in 2 days, such a bad decision the school has. hmm. dental appointment today. i guessed i've irritate the dentist, because i insisted on her cleaning my teeth, but obviously she didnt. she said the right teeth at the back is only-half grown. just like my height. -.-" and my maturity.

chinese lesson. liau-ly did not come school today. was listening to ENGLISH songs during CHINESE period. (:

pizza hut-ed with people today. they just made my day. never had been laughing like this since last year. brr. mindy and sharmaine concluded that they have to repeat their sentences 3 times before i actually understand what they really mean. its either me misunderhearing their sentence wrongly, or me being unable to hear them clearly.

i don't like to do research. regretted joining man. someone save me out of it, before it's too late. because i know, disappointments will always be what i'll get at the end of the day.

physics test tomorrow.
i know i wont.
yay. a hair cut tomorrow! (:

the poster i designed for the monday's newspaper relection. hah.





















the poster designed by me and melissa for the CD thingy.




























me, rachel and hui sei in the toilet on thursday.





















notice our same retarded smile on our faces? hah.






















iris self-claimed that she's cute in this photo. -.-"





















me and melissa after tuition. SOME people even mistook melissa as my mum. hah.

tiredd. footdrill for the whole of training today. but i'm still not tan. -.-"

nice celestine tricked me into touching some electrocuting toy. i was screaming and hopping away at that time. i must have looked so retarded at that time. she cheated my feelings eh. ): but that really woke me up. but i'd rather touched that a million times, and to wake me up from this illusion i'm in now.
physics tuition at 1.30pm. fancy being in town but in some ulu ulu orchard plaza.

students there from mgs, cheng chung high school, hwa chong. whoa. damn smart. me and melissa felt so stupid there. teacher used to teach in vjc, now teach us like rushing for some stupid bullet train, leaving me and melissa standing at the train station looking puzzled.

flew to taka after that. yumm. the food there tempt me alot.

at night; hougang mall-ed. boring! i nearly slept while walking. walking zombie. hah. staring at the wallpaper of my handphone all the time. it don't sound worthwhile though.

i feel so pissed out of a sudden.
in a nice squad, but in a stupid cca.
training in the morning. tuition in the afternoon. intensive homework in the night. brrrr. squad; so they always think they are the superior one, while we are the inferior one. stupid contradicting logic.
obviously they'd rather tell a lie than to offend you.

missing all the times i had with my squadmates. but i guess it's already a little too late.
i know we're not up to your standards. i know you people don't want we, to take over.
blahh.
not that we want to take over. not that we want to be the oldest. we will be glad instead if things do not change at all.

i feel so thick-skinned. hah. maybe because i have too much layers of fats beneath my skin. hah.

stayed back today. decided to go up to the hall with kong rui, and we ended up measuring the hall with some dumb measuring tape.

photos from adeline's blog.
i was caught in action.

cute zhi min. ((:















































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jealousy; i don't like this word.

i feel so lifeless.
neither happy nor sad.
neither tired nor un-tired.

jolene ma'am must be bored by me during our trip to some other part of singapore. but she was entertained by her own craps somehow. -.-"

yay. i shall fly to my lala land now. nights.

friday
went to school with the dont-feel-like-going-to-camp feeling. so i was counting down to when camp starts. was dismissed at 1pm. was feeling bored yet busy. hah. everyone was feeling so nervous. it was totally different from what i dreamt of ug camp 3 months ago. the one i dreamt started very slack, while the real one was very busy. so all of us were busy with our own activities.


saturday
melanie's birthday. a little too busy to wish her. hah. sorry eh. anyway, happy belated birthday. (: day two was a little more okay. campfire was a total disaster. shan't elaborate much on that. but luckily me, adeline and stephanie were a little busy with the next activity.


sunday
my sister's birthday! couldn't call her at night to wish her, which i'd promised her. sad. april fool's day too. i think the april fool's joke played on the sec2s was a little too evil. but ya. could see they were very concerned about that. lunch time; field-cooking competition. reminded me of ug camp 05 and 06. missed those times so much. sadd. wanted to go home and sleep. but yeah, got to go out to celebrate my sister's birthday. i went to the buffet to sleep instead of eating. lol. -.-


monday
didnt want to come to school today. only half of the sec3 the squad came school today. adeline, cindy, gayatri, josephine, juliana, patricia, rachel and zhi min were absent from school. me, iris, kong rui and stephanie wanted to pon too. brr. interesting. during morning assembly, me, iris and kong rui were sleeping while standing. hah. and i suddenly woke up during saying the pledge. hah. mark chan embarrassed me because i was sleeping in his class. brrr.


went compasspoint with my classmates. felt a little empty without having meetings after school now.

congrats to;
sec1 best camper - lyndsey.
sec2 best camper - marie.
best tag - molecules.
best flag - yeoman.
best group - amber.
field-cooking - amber.

yeoman's flag. (:






















preparing to buy the grocceries on last thursday. (:





















20 loaves of bread; 10kg.






















flag day. my can was 0.3kg heavy. hah. this year's flag day reminded me of last year's flag day.




























i miss the tag a lot. ):





















rowena mourning for her bag.





















rowena with her new hairstyle.






















act-cute shi han with not-acting-sleepy me.