ouch. my finger still hurts. but i know cecelia's foot also hurts more too. hahaha. met jolene at hougang interchange. i was late. she was later than me. she's well-known for being late. (X went to ps next. then we played percussion! (: very long never play le. finally i kicked off the habit of being addicted to playing percussion. yay. my congratulate me. spent $6 at ps arcade. and got blister. and it burst. it's SO PAIN!!! and before that, jolene had her lunch. i forced her to eat everything. in the end she was feeling uneasy and nearly vomitted. i'm feeling guilty now. after playing. we went right down to basement 2 by the escalator for no reason. then we decided to play percussion again. so we went up to level 7 by the lift. after playing we train-ed to sengkang. went sculpture park to find cecelia and yue ying. tried carrying cecelia with what we've learnt during ug camp. but cecelia is too heavy. she also don't feel secured with us carrying her. so she finally managed to reach the escalator after several minutes. went there to play percussion again. spent about $2.70 there. then it's about 6pm and cecelia and jolene needed to go home. felt abit guilty there again cos of something. haiz. but i realised it when i'm only on my way home. roamed at popular then we went to play percussion again. saw that "doctor jones" guy again. this time he changed his favourite song to "bon bon". guess he must be sick of "doctor jones" the song le. he should know that on the day he kept playing. he's no good in "bon bon". he only know how to ruin it instead of "advertising" it. am i a little too mean. no right. he's so rude la. supposed to be me who play next. cos the girl didn't want me to play with her. so i waited till that stupid guy came. i told him that that girl wanted to play by herself but not play together with others and he replied "i don't care. blah blah blah" if he next time join npcc. i wish him good luck. stupid idiotic guy. talked to him so nicely and he replied me so rudely. then decided to went home cos it's already 7.20pm and i supposed to reach home at 8pm the latest. the "119" bus came only at 7.47pm after 2 bus"87" and 2 bus"80" went off. of course i was late. but i'm smart. i changed my handphone time 7minutes earlier so it only appeared as 7.58pm but it's actually 8.05pm already. i'm so smart. tomorrow is a new brand year. 2006.. i don't want 2006 to come. i still want to be sec1. the smallest in the school. haiz. but i can't stop time. what else can i do. ): the phrase "next year", it seems so far away. but the word "tomorrow" it seems so near. but next year is just tomorrow.. haiz.

message to cecelia: take care of your foot okay. don't move so much. it may become fractured. i'm not cursing you hor. just reminding you that the consequences are like that. but quite good what. then go school can take lift. so cool. no need to climb the stairs.

today is the last training of the year. it's a bad one. wasn't feeling happy in the afternoon. i broke down during training. they just don't understand the people in display felt. other people may think that display very slack, despise those people who are in display. unless they really go through it then know that it's not slack at all? for the whole 2 hours in the morning, tried to tie the table. it wasn't successful at all. all were not up to what they expected. so me and senior atiqa re-tied everything again. we tied and then take out. in case the ma'ams aren't happy with it and we got to re-tied all over again. then after lunch break we were still tying. tie until hands got blister and it's really so pain. then went up the canteen to do some physical work. shall not continue already. i'm tired, very tired.

training was okay today. but i aren't really happy with it. people kept pressing me for presents. lalala. don't care that one le la. then when going home.. in the bus. i must really say i'm so siao. i talked so loud. then people in front were looking at me. i don't even dare to go alight the bus. so no face. but no choice. so must be thick skin to alight the bus lor. went home.. decided to cut hair. so i went to my house the market there to cut my hair shorter. so short until when i don't tie i look like a APPLE + CHINA DOLL + HAMBURGER. then when i tie my hair look like a duck tail. HUMPH!! i regretted cutting!! :'(

back from bangkok. i only miss it on the last day. the hotel i stayed for 6+days. is something like my home le. :'( cant even sun tan there. no sun one. humph. im still as fair as ever. on 22nd december, abit sick on the airplane. was reluctant to go bangkok too. my person was there. but my mind wasn't there. i was count down-ing the days before i fly back singapore everyday. HAHA. im mad. HAHA. i just went shopping that day. but went back empty handed. then cos after we settled down then my sister want to go swimming. but then my mother dont want. then i took out mine le. then im like so angry then throw my lagguage down. then my father scold me.. dont care this le la. then on 23rd december, went swimming after breakfast. the water is FREEZING COLD. then after that went to bathe.. spotted red colour bites on my arms and body. so itchy la. anyway, before i swam. i saw a dead centipede inside the water. but then cleaner clean it le la. but they dint clean the water. but my brother said the reason of the "bites" is because the water is too chlorinated. very sour. yay. next time shall take chemistry. cannot lose to my brother. shopped the whole day again. but nothing much. bought 1 adidas spots shoes. 50% off. lalala. but the shoe most part of it is white. nevermind. next time go jc can wear. HAHA. then at night, cos outside the life corridor got 1 cctv. then my sister and my brother were like doing funny actions. my brother jumped like a zombie once. then the next door people suddenly open the door. LOL. he so malu. GOOD GOOD. then we laughed out so loudly until the next next door guest came over to my room door and knock on the door saying "excuse me, can you give me some peace" LOL. can't be bothered la. but after that we no mood to laugh le. then third day, 24th december, went shopping at chatuchak. there got alot alot alot of stalls. ate 3 bowls of coconut ice cream. im like so pig now lor. eat so much ice cream. without exercising somemore. but it's nice anyway. i don't mind being more pig if i get to eat that everyday. HAHA. that place.. all the things all very thai-ish. not my taste. so din't buy anything there. 25th december. CHRISTMAS DAY. too bad im not in singapore celebrating. ): went dream world. the viking there is NICE. if you ever go thailand must go dreamworld kay. then cos of the dreamworld. my parents quarraled with each other. then i ps-ed my mother on that day. cos i find her irritating. i'm like so bad. but at least i still have conscience. so im still human. LALALA. 26th december.. went bahmonkrong[don't know how to spell. something like that la] bought clothes. went to play bowling also. scored 2 strikes out of 1 set and 3/10 of the game. not bad le! for me a totally newbie. WAHAHAS. im such a fast learner. HAHA. no la. joking only. 27th december, went bahmonkrong again. haven shop enough. bought clothes again. it seemed that i bought the most clothes among my family members in this holidays. YAY. but the clothes all fake one. sheesh. dont tell people kay. HAHA. then 1 of the salesman.. cos my sister wanted to buy the high-heels slipper (-.-"). then my father said will sprain ankle very easily. then my mother dont want to buy for her already. that salesman the face so black. then said some thai words. my mother think that it's cursing her or something. but i think that hes saying vulgar words. moral of the story - dont visit shops that you dont intend to buy that thing. then today, 28th december, dint go out today. after eating then pack my clothes. when eating, my brother broke the chair. HAHA. 1 of the chair leg came out. then luckily the people there dint call us to pay. lalala. then went to the airport le. then went up the plane at 12.45pm, singapore 1.45pm. felt sick again. nearly vomited after i ate. miss quite a number of things. 22nd and 28th december. np training.. 24th december.. scholarship ceremony thingy.. haiz. i realised quite a number of things about the thai people there too.
1. most of the people there wear jeans.
2. most of the people dont wear spects.
3. most of them have dark eyebrowns.
4. many of them are quite dark.
5. the way they speak english very weird.
6. they are as short as we, singaporeans.
haha. think should be only this ba. all forgot le. shall go watch tv now. byebye! some of the pictues that i've took there. (:

the airplane wing


the airplane im in

my sister in her pink "crown"


thailand skytrain

one example of the buildings in thailand


another example

my sister and grandfather


the elephant


dream world de parade

the counter. will my wish be in the presents there?


the bedroom


the shot from my bed


the living room

the next grace see

i dont know her. who is she?


my sister took me when i was sleeping!

finally i get to use the computer after 5days in thailand. miss the computer so much. humph. lalala. i only got till 11am (singapore 12noon) to use. but then no one online!!! :'( haiz. tomorrow will be flying back. 4.10pm arrive. so i won't be going training. when i go home then shall say the details. so bored here. i miss her so much!

will be heading to airport in 11mins time. and i still haven bathe. haven pack finish my laguage. WAH!! :'( i really don't want to go!! how. cousin warned me said terriost may bomb thailand on christmas day. and she's not joking. bleah. don't know la. hope what she said is not true. i still want to feed my neopets one.

will be flying off today. i'll be in the middle of the sky 12hours later. haiz. i'm seriously unhappy. i just want to run away from everything. i'm tired to face it. haiz.. suddenly i starts to miss my oln days again. i don't feel tired there at all. and i was so innocent last time. haiz.

afternoon at 2pm went to meet someone. she agreed to be named as "someone" cos i wanted her to be "someone". met at compasspoint.. went to buy christmas cards. then i went out without taking my stamps and pens. so i bought 2 pens also. humph. waste so much money today. then went to kfc to have my breakfast cum lunch. and spent like 1.5hours there writing. people were like looking at us.. so embarrassing. when we went out of there. saw ferlycia and michelle eating swensen. then after that we saw carmen ma'am behind us. then after that went to play percussion. only i play. it's boring. the other one is spoilted. humph. then wanted to go sculpture park. on the way there, we saw iryani ma'am and ai ting ma'am. iryani ma'am told me there's display meeting tomorrow. haiz. i can't make it. sad. stayed there for a while before we made our way home. after going home at like 6.20pm.. i went to take the stamps. and found out i only left 6stamps! humph. so. sorry if i din't send you kay. i wrote le. i really no more stamps and i don't know where to buy. so at 6.40pm like that i walked to kovan under the rain. then after that bought some stickers. then after that walked home again. I'M LIKE SO WET! and i nearly slip while walking for like 10times. so. can see i very poor thing right. haiz.. going overseas tomorrow. can i don't go. i'm not even excited for it. i'm rather sad. but no one bothers. haiz. coming back singapore on 28. doubt going training on that day. haiz.. i gonna miss everyone.. especially her. ):

happy birthday senior atiqa! your big day. is there a bigger day. or biggest day also can. haha.. it's at night now. doubt i will be able to sleep well tonight again.. haiz. how can i be such a hypocrite to myself. i was like so unhappy with the inner me. yet i appear to be cheerful and laugh at almost everything which doesn't even sounds funny. i've got no mood to go overseas. now i just want to stay at home and with this computer to acompany me. how i wish i was the innocent me in the past. haiz.

was out like the whole day. slept at 5.30am. woke up at 9.30am. pathatic 4 hours only. don't know why i just couldn't sleep. i was like a living corpse in the morning. gotta go hougang mall to pass gayathri the consent form. then i saw jeanette yeo talking to her friends when i'm on the bus! hahaha. then at the interchange traffic light there. i saw 2 women stopped in the middle. then suddenly 1 of them approached me. then i was like so shocked when it turned out to be gayathri. lol. passed her the consent form. then went to ntuc to buy some stuffs. wanted to get myself a bubbletea drink. but then so many people. and i saw jeanette yeo again! lol. her bubbletea drop. so she was like so troubled over it. i was at the back um-chio-ing. but then so many people queueing up. don't want le. so fattening also. went interchange to take 80 to compasspoint to meet adeline lau ma'am. she was early. i was late. cos i lazy to take mrt. hahaha. went walk walk first. practically all the shops haven open. then after that we went macdonald to eat lunch. after lunch we went to the library to look for her storybooks. then went walk walk awhile before we go school. was heading for the compasspoint interchange before we saw 2 people in front of us so familiar.. and it turned out to be senior yue ying and sandy ma'am! hahaha. then we chatted abit before me, senior yue ying and adline lau ma'am walked to school. i was laughing throughout the whole day. funny things laugh. not funny things i also laugh. kay. i'm insane. after handing in the form to rou bing ma'am, went to see their flagstaffs training. learnt quite a few things from it today. and i learnt how to peg! about 2.40pm i left school for home. 3.35pm i went out and walked to hougang stadium. losing calories. haha. the badminton courts were all booked! so we played outside. and senior christabel hit my shuttlecork up! i only brought 1. so we had no choice but to stop playing. went gym instead. stayed there for about 1hour. and i lost 301 calories! but i'm still not satisfied with my weight. must lose more! got to treat senior christabel drink cos i was later than er. but i was not late! i walked there. she took bus there. -.-" and that drink contains 119 calories. XD then went home. now i'm so sleepy and i'm lazy to bathe again.

replies of the tags.

senior karin: hi princess! i'm the queen. YAY

iris: haha. you won't hear me complaining one. i'm more fit than you! bleah. i don't think i got the money to play the parachute thing. i doubt my mother allows too. haha

amanda: ya. going bangkok. what if got accident how. lalala. anyway, which amanda are you. hahaha.

cecelia: hello! why you so sad. normally you so happy one. then now you sad. the whole world also sad with you le.

just changed my class blogskin. (to 1 humilitians: go visit the blog. it's so dead now. i'm like the only one tagging and posting in that blog. ) slept at 6.30am today. woke up at 2.10pm today too. yay. broke my record of sleeping so late and waking up so late le. was hearing the song an jing and qing tian. especially an jing, made me think of both of them. haiz. i'm passing gayathri the consent form tomorrow. waking up so early just to pass it to her before i head for school to hand in the consent form. tomorrow i'll be playing badminton with senior christabel too. won't be going on the 21st. parents don't allow. haiz.

went out with my family again. went tampines to find a new television at best denki and courts to compare the price of the television. was like walking between the 2 malls 3 times. no fun. then when walking i saw a tall guy. with long rebonded hair. my gosh. maybe he can be the singapore ah gua. i nearly laugh out loud. what if in thailand, ah guas all around.. i think they're sending me to imh soon. bought a swim suit. er. it's rather okay. except it's very girl.

the reply for the tag.

senior yue ying: haha. where got out of point. P.O.B and P.O.S.B. only 1 "s" different only. must think of what does P.O.S.B stand for if P.O.B stands for Prisoner Of Boredoom. hahaha

wow. my third time posting today. went juntion 8 to meet my mother again to change my spects frame. erm.. the frame quite nice la. but very weird. haha. ate swensens again. fish baked rice. NICE. met melanie there. she wore until so nice can. then i wear until so.. informal. so no face. haha. talked a while then my mother was out from the toilet then i went ntuc. she went back to her own family. lol. bought food for tomorrow's breakfast. yay. i'm a well planned girl. and don't ever drink the almond soya bean. almost doesn't blend well with soya bean. i nearly puked. now the taste is still in my mouth. yucks. nothing much to say now. bye. oh ya. the reply for the tags.

senior yue ying: BOO! yay. did i scare you. lol. no. i'm not good in history. i nearly failed it. haha. i'm not entertaining my mother ma. she only know remind me to do her homework.. and work hard next year. so sian one. you shall be P.O.B. Prisoner Of Boredoom. haha. then later POSB! LOL. bleah. shall go now.

weekends are boring.. just because of that tag. now np and st. john are like.. nevermind. hope everything will be solved. on next wednesday. the day before i'm going overseas. should i go. i'm afraid that i will regret. cos i regretted going out with them 2 times already. i don't wish to be sad and regret again the third time when i'm going off. anyway, with or without my presence, no one will care.. shall see about that next time..

decided to reply the tags here.

cecelia: yep. i got miss you. you're back. but i'm going off soon too. must miss me also kay. bleah. outings, when? haha. i miss your crappings! yep. i know my blog layout is nice. i chose it what. must say i good taste kay. yep. i'm very grateful. can see you praise people very rarely de. cos you most of the time suan people one. haha.

adeline lau ma'am: yep. you're greatly by me too!

senior christabel: yay back to you. haha.

senior atiqa: haha. i'm being too bored. so i wrote the word senior everywhere. hahaa

senior yue ying: i'm thinking very little now. wanna make my head smaller. lalala. yep. i'm cheered up by your craps. lol (:

iris: wow. tag me before i sleep. shall tag you before i sleep 1 day too. lol. kay. now it's still early in the early morning. lol. morning! afternoon! nights! i don't know when will you be reading. so i just put all the 3 greetings. haha.

i'm bored...

was at home the whole day yesterday. today will be another day i'll be P.O.H (prisoner of home). was play neopets the whole day. neopets - my source of entertainment. didn't even touch my homework at all. bleah. will be changing my spectacle frame again. because my present spectacle frame is bad quality. my mother told me that they will be giving me a few models to let me choose. what a waste of my time.

went out with iris today at 3pm at the sjc bus stop. we wanted to play badminton. but both the 2 places that we can play were occupied. so we decided to go shopping instead. lol. iris' mother really cared about iris alot. even crossing the road is also a problematic matter. so from her house we walked to cp. got past by sjc. then saw our seniors practicing. lol. spent $3.95 today. we walked for like 2.5hours. at least got exercise. but then, we went to eat macdonalds! wanted to play percussion. but it's a very long queue. 10 credicts! so i gave up the thoughts. saw that retarded gay again. LOL. walked back to sjc bus stop when it's like 5.30pm. saw gayathri ma'am sitting there. and both of us were like so shy. so we kind of had a conversation. but 3/4 of the conversation is laughing. then the bus came. yay. so home sweet home. didn't exercise. instead, i think i gained weight. die. next year i in taf how. senior christabel wanted her name to be here. she wanted me to buy that voodoo doll. that cursed doll.. what if in the middle of the night when i'm sleeping, the doll walk to me and talk to me. eeek. that scary..

waited for45min before senior yue ying today at cp. didn't know that senior atiqa, senior cynthia and senior jolene were already there. haiz. then we went to school to sit. i'm so quiet there. tried to sleep. but can't. then senior atiqa, senior cynthia and senior jolene wanted to go home. so no choice everyone gotta go home. me, senior atiqa and senior jolene took 136. lala. then after senior atiqa alighted. then i decided to go senior jolene house. went there play neopets. quite fun! and we made some "sound effects" there. went home at 6.20pm before her mother came home. bleah. this post is boring. almost half the post is filled with the word "senior". and.. i din't manage to lose weight today! >:(

i don't know why am i so quiet today. i hate to be quiet. but i got no topics to talk about. maybe people are thinking that i'm such a hypocrite to be so quiet in front of other people but actually i'm not. haiz. i don't know what's with myself now. shall try my best to crap more often. YAY.

cynthia wants her name to be in my entry. so. cynthia, your name here le. got see? lol. stayed at home the whole day. i'm home-sick now. haiz. hope tomorrow i'm able to play badminton with iris at hougang stadium le. lalala. i need to lose weight! i wanted to tell you so much things, but i always failed to do so.

happy birthday mother! but i know she won't read it. my brother blamed me for staying at home like everyday and i din't go and find a birthday prezzie for my mother. went to a restaurant to celebrate my mother's birthday. the bill was like $119.90 for 5 adults. -.-" this month of december.. my father gonna have a big big hole in his pocket. my mp3 $300+, my brother's digital camera $500+, my brother's new hp $100+.

went junction 8 to meet my parents. i'm early this time. changed my spects frame again. the thing beside peeled off. what bad quality. bleah. ate swensen next. had pistachio almond ice-cream again! (: i missed eating that so much. lalala. then went to best to get my mp3! anyway, that mp3 was my christmas present. my father isn't that kind to buy for me presents for no reason. samsung brand de. it cost $329! about my 10months allowance. then went home with my father. my mother went bread talk to buy bread. haha. was trying to charge my mp3 player. i thought it was charging. so i waited for like 2hours before i realized that it wasn't completely plucked in! gotta wait for another 2.5hours again! -.-"

1 word to describe today. -boring- went back school for display. helped to wrap up the cardboard. walked to rivervale plaza with sharon ma'am to buy wrapping paper and yellow spraypaint and walked back to school. after lunch, i went to rivervale mall to buy more wrapping paper. insufficient wrapping paper still. gave up halfway. went to use the wire to tie the words. haiz. went yue ying's block the playground. i was abit insane. shalln't talk about that le.
read my letter from yue ying. it really made sense. was reflecting on it on my way home. in my blog. i've link my seniors as seniors beside their names. but i never treat them as my seniors before. it seems that i never respect them before. actions speak louder than words. i should bear this in mind from today onwards.
as for my squadmates, i will try to mix around with you all rather than the other people. hope our squad will bond soon. (:

i love my blog! (: changed everything except for that msn background. lol. later going to meet yue ying in school to buy her books at 9am before we go for np. hope i won't be late. and i din't set my alarm clock to pm instead. lol.
i'm still missing the np chalet. the time that they were bbq-ing. the time that we were in the room. the time that me, yue ying, sze hwee ma'am, carmen ma'am and adeline lau ma'am were talking through the whole night. haiz.

rotting at home now. and i just changed my blog add. cos SENIOR yue ying said my previous web very girl. haha. have been staying at home for yesterday and today. b-o-r-e-d. my mother just gave me 1 whole brand new english assessment book and want me to complete by 22nd december. HOW!!! someone help me!!! hui sei passed message to wrong people. created so many confusions. haiz. bored.. 4 more days..

back from the np chalet. i'm very very very sleepy now... but i still decided to blog what happened between this 2 days. lol. yesterday, at 1.45pm, stephanie's mother fetched me to the chalet. lol. so we reached there about 2+pm. went into the room and talked and went to the beach to play. was fun though. lol. went back to the chalet at 4.45pm. then a while later they started bbq-ing. lol. there was a "trash talk" organized by the sec2s for us. what she said was right. maybe i shall try to change soon. so i used the excuse that i want to watch television programme to return back to the room. was kind of sad. i didn't have the mood to bbq nor eat. so, i didn't eat dinner. but ate tibits for supper. lol. then at night my room, sec 1, 2, 3 and 4 were in the room. some were playing cards, some were playing mahjong. so noisy. we continued till about 11pm. some went to sleep. so we had to lower down our volume. me and yue ying promised each other that we won't sleep for the night. and we really din't sleep. except in the morning when we were supposed to wake them up. lol. played truth or dare too. lol. mine is dare. but i didn't do anything for my dare. bleahz. at night, when everyone was sleeping, me and yue ying were like wandering around. then adeline lau ma'am, sze hwee ma'am and carmen ma'am accompanied us throughout the whole night. me and yue ying wanted to return to the room to take some rest, but then we were afraid that we would disturb those people. so we went outside the room and sit there to smell their shoes. lol. tried to sleep at the ncos room. was very very quezy there. i only took a around 15min nap. then me and yue ying were like kajiao-ing each other though. and yue ying was sneezing throughout the whole night. she used about 1 whole row of toilet paper le. hahaha. then me, yue ying and carmen ma'am woke up. went out of the room, saw sze hwee ma'am sitting. were talking. then tried sleeping at the metal bench. it's so cold. decided not to sleep. so we were crapping. talked till 6am in the morning. then sze hwee ma'am and carmen ma'am decided to bbq to heat up the food. lol. we're the first one to bbq today. must congratulate us. lol. took about 1hour. ate chicken wings. then me and yue ying went back to our room. tried sleeping. hmm. was kind of successful at 8am. wahahas. so we slept for about 1hour for the whole day. went escape at 10.30am with josephine, stephanie, felicia, peisi, hui min, regina and yue ying. our locker number -122. why not 123.. my school locker number. lol. sat quite a number of rides. i nearly threw up. then we also sat wet and wild. i love it man. me and yue ying screamed our heads off for fun. then the people at the pirate ship there were looking at us. LOL. so malu! then 6 of us also sat the pirate ship. then regina abit siao. she wanted to sing cheer. then later yue ying was in the middle of me and regina. so me and regina wanted to scream. then yue ying would be very.. cham. haha. then josephine wanted to play the go-kart. me, stephanie, regina and yue ying waited for her to play for like 1hour. had sunburnt. i don't like that haunted mansion. first time, me went with regina. held her hands in case i got lost and i closed my eyes. so i don't know anything. lol. then the second time the 6 of us except josephine and stephanie went in, felicia was leading. then yue ying held me and felicia hands so tightly that our hands nearly break. then went to eat before we return to the chalet at about 5.30pm. watched a show till 6.15pm like that then me, regina and yue ying went home. regina took taxi. so left me and yue ying. took 358 to interchange and changed to 88. then took 163 to cp. played percussion there again. at that time me and yue ying were very tired le. so i just anyhow play. in the end yue ying won, cos i let her win de. then saw the usual people again. after she played finish then went home le.

went out to meet my mother at 5pm. i was late. but she was later. haha. bought clothes. and i bought my new year clothes le -.-". bought tibits for tomorrow chalet too.. lol. then on the way home, in the 112 bus. i dropped my spects. luckily i found out early. i told my mother. and i ran all the way to the srjc busstop just to wait for that 112 bus again. haha. i found it. it saved me from getting scolding from my parents. (:

met jolene and yue ying at 1.34pm yesterday. haha. to me was a so last-minute decision and i made yue ying irritated. then trained to dhoby ghaut. played percussion for about 40min. spent $3 there. lol. my skills detoriated le. walked to city hall. went to 37degrees again. i'm so bored there. terribly bored. haha. jolene and yue ying bought clothes there again. except me. intended to buy that 'see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil' pencilcase. but.. i need to consider again. in the end. i didn't buy. but i saved my money! the money should thank me. lol. went to walk walk at raffleslink also. we're kind of lost there. lol. jolene and yue ying ate their lunch there. i'm not tempted. yay. nothing much there. so we walked to esplanade. while walking, we saw mr lim there! walau. so scary. sat there till 6.30pm. and i 7pm got to meet my parents. so, we went to take mrt. me and yue ying took till dhoby ghaut and jolene continued her journey in the red line. lol. i was not in the mood of laughing. so it was not really enjoyable today. haha. stopped at kovan. it was already 7.10pm. walked home just to get my brother's card. which like made me so damn late lor. ruin my beautiful plan. rushed off to hougang mall to meet my parents. and in the end. i got scolded cos i was late for 40min. dinner time was the worse. keep asking me so many questions. haiz. they nearly forbid me to go for the chalet though. seriously have no appetite to eat. but no choice. if not they scold even more. went back to popular. and bought like 20 assessment books for me to do. walau. i think take 20years i also haven't complete all the books. then later went home. was very quiet. don't feel like talking to my father. humph.

woke up at.. 9.45am today when i got to reach school at 10am. if not for yue ying's call. i think i sleep until 12noon also haven wake up. cos of my maid the one word forget. make me rush there like shit. gotta reach there within 15min. it's so impossible if i take bus. so i changed. and rush to my house there. and my maid don't know how to flag taxi de lor. 1 taxi pass by. but she didn't care. i was like so irritated le lor. humph. finally got into a taxi. the taxi driver was asking so many things can. he asked, what was my psle aggregate. is like none of his business.. so er. reach the bus stop at 9.58am. anyway, sorry yue ying. made you wait for so long. and i somemore nearly made you late. shall treat you 1 day. i gotta treat cynthia too. lalala. ran all the way to np store. didn't get scolded by the ma'ams.. phew.. helped out with the banner things. cut the cardboard, my hand so pain. tie the wire onto the word, my hand got blister. haha. did all that till about 6pm. then didn't intend to go home so early. so i wanted iris to stay with me. haha. she stayed with me until 6.30pm. then after she left le. cherly was there. so we entertained ourselves until 7pm. haha. after that went cp with jolene and karin. ate dinner then shopped for a while and went to the interchange. but then suddenly want to go toilet. so we rushed to the toilet. lol. then after that go home le. so bored. yay. monday and tuesday: np chalet! (:

went to school to meet yue ying and cecelia. yue ying need to hand in twine. while me need to hand in the reply slip. np store no one. pratically the whole school was empty. haiz. went to cut hair next. haha. yue ying and cecelia keep calling me to cut short hair. haha. but i decided to ask for that auntie's opinion. she say say i'm not suitable for short hair. haha. actually we all cut hair also no difference de. only layer and cut shorter. haha. went hougang mall next. drank bubbletea and ate seaweed fries. was my breakfast and lunch. lol. took mrt to dhoby ghaut. went to shop at ps. but didn't buy any thing. haiz. cecelia bought 2 bottles of nail polish. haha. then yue ying don't want to go in. keep whinning. was wasting our time there by going up and down. haha. then we walked from dhoby ghaut to city hall. not that far. but still quite far. took like half an hour. which is equavelant to 30min. haha. wanted to go fort canning hill. but then yue ying and cecelia don't want. so went city hall and suntec. at suntec.. yue ying wanted to go home. cos it's like 5.15pm le.. but me and cecelia still want to shop. so.. she went off first. quite sad though. played percussion there. i changed into my home clothes. then cecelia scared get caught so she went outside to wait me. was so bored there. no one to entertain me. then changed back to school uniform. went roaming around again. then.. decided to go home cos it's like 6.15pm le. waited for 107 for like half an hour. then finally we realised that the first bus is at 1955hour. -.-" walked back to city hall. took mrt. reached home at 7.40pm..

stayed at home whole day.. bored.. i've got nothing much to blog about today. tomorrow, most probably i gonna cut hair with yue ying and cecelia. (: and gotta hand in the reply slip for the np chalet. shall end here.

received the message that today got display noticeboard meeting at 12midnight. planned out what i wanted to do today. but the meeting had kind of ruin it. haiz. i came to 1 conclusion, the phoneweb is of no use to me. i din't got the message by the person who should be telling me at all. haha. went to sms cynthia after that, then i went to sleep. 1hour after my sleep, my mother woke me up for just asking me how to operate the printer!! walau. i so long then can sleep. and she woke me up. so pek chek. went to the other room and after she left the room. i went back to my sleep. slept till the next morning. so nice. morning, called cynthia but she couldn't go. atiqa was busy with something too. so, only i went for display noticeboard. cut the satay sticks and paste on the board. took us like 1.5hour to complete 1 letter. i completed the "p". my hand is in pain now. sobs. went rm with iryani. was giggling all the way until iryani was irritated by me. ate kfc. iryani and myself were amused by my "jokes". lalala. went to print some photos next.. then went back school. haha. intended to be dismissed early. iryani allowed me. haha. yay. went to jolene's house next. i went to the wrong block at first!! haha. waste my time to take the lift. no wonder is like so.. unfamiliar there. went to thomson plaza. she nearly tripped when she walked down the stairs. then when we window shop for a while, she nearly tripped again at the escalator there. hahaha. ate swensen there.. had ice-cream and fries. haha. so full. but jolene should be fuller. cos i made her eat more than me. haha. went to shop for her shoe next. then went back to her house. she was admiring her shoes.. haha. weird girl. lalala. played cs and watch mtvs. went home at like 7.30pm. before that went with jolene to buy dinner. i nearly trip there. then behind so many people.. -.-". time pass so fast. like still not enough fun. lala. walking home that time.. i nearly tripped again!! sure must be beacause melanie cursed me dont trip and fall then like that. haha. bored.. haiz. should i go for a job which is distributing fliers that was like paid $20 a day from 6pm to 9pm. worth it not. if i don't go, i will be broke. if i go, i will miss my tv programmes. HOW. should i go, or should i not go. haiz. then the np chalet. can i stay overnight, or i cannot stay overnight. haiz. tomorrow most probably i will stay at home and rot. hais. sian.

planned to meet cynthia at 10.30am. and.. i was late. haha. woke up at 11am. i set my alarm clock at 9PM instead of 9AM!! lala. owed cynthia a treat. haha. in the end i reached school at 11.30am. but cos early morning i slept at 3am ma.. so.. understandable de ba. haha. went to school cos i need to tell ms ong about the kayaking matter. but she's not inside the staff room. so i went to school for nothing. haiz. didn't have the mood to talk. went to rm eat. karin, amanda, jolene and yue ying were eating. except me. haha. i on diet. haha. so special right. haha. saw the sec3 ncos there. make me more no mood there. so after they ate finish i went home le. didn't wait for them just now. i just carry on walking. am i wrong to do this. haiz. i wonder.

went to meet yue ying again. i think i occupied all her free time this week le. monday and friday she got training. tuesday, wednesday, thursday and saturday i went out with her and other people. she's still sad. but i don't know how to counsel her as my friend. haiz. went to meet her at 1.50pm like that. while walking to heartland mall, there was this auntie, asked me how to go to the mrt. then i told her to follow me. then she keep asking so many questions. so irritating. then later met yue ying.. then walked around the whole kovan.. then halfway met cecelia. haha. then we went outside the nightmarket. got people call us do survey. but only yue ying do. haha. then cecelia went off at 3.20pm. before she leave. she told us 2 jokes that make us laugh our heads off. haha. and yue ying treated me curry puff. cos i'm hungry. and i got no money to buy. so, thank you yue ying! haha. walked around kovan again before me and her set off to ntuc. wanted to buy chocolates and marshmallows de.. but then like i no money.. so i can't buy. then i wanted to look at crabs. then yue ying say no need to look cos i talk alot of craps. lalala. we sat outside the ntuc there.. she was waiting for her mother. what if got bird shit drop down how. lalala. waited until around 4.30pm, her mother came out. so i went home. on the way home. i saw my brother. haha. he was walking to heartland mall. while i was going home from heartland mall. lol. my mother knew that i went out today.. how. what excuse am i going to tell her today. haiz.

have been hearing that song till 4am. (: i've got nothing much to blog for today though. my father is back from africa. why is he back so early. now i'm not used to him being at home le. cynthia asked me to change my attitude. i wanted to, but it isn't easy. haiz. maybe i will change slowly when time goes on. sometimes i really feel like quiting my cca. base on my character, i don't think i'm suitable to be inside. if i joined other cca in the beginning of the year, everything would be different. but now i don't have a choice but to stick to my present cca. haiz. guess this must be my shortest post ever. no mood again.

sneak out today to meet cynthia and yue ying. my mother was at home. will she scold me because i din't tell her i'm going out? but i'm smart this time. i wore school uniform but i hid my school shoe under the fish tank. was late for 11min. supposed to meet at 1pm. i reached at 1311hour. haha. then we walked quite deep inside. halfway through. i changed to my normal clothes. i just wear my school uniform over only ma. wore that "prepare to die" shirt and my adidas skirt. i can't find my other shorts. so no choice got to wear skirt. then got puddles of water at the mud there. so disgusting to walk through. then cynthia. keep complaining throughout the whole thing. so noisy. no wonder she in display. haha. didn't managed to walk to the other side of the beach. the sun rays is so strong. until the puddles of water also warmed up le. then we finally give up le. sat there. then cynthia and yue ying talk about things. i'm the one who is quiet again. haha. cynthia started to fold paper boats. then yue ying said she immatured. but then later yue ying followed. then i nothing to do, saw paper beside me, then i also fold. we're littering!! but i very seldom litter de. so nevermind de. then we walked back. so grassy!! haha. then yue ying was in the lead. got 1 time she walked in the mud. then her whole feet sink into it. then when she raise her feet. only the feet come out. the slipper still inside. then me and cynthia keep laughing. then yue ying blame us for laughing cos she volunteered to be in the lead. so we continued walking. took many different routes. was kind of lost at that time. then the place so grassy. make us feel so itchy. finally, after like 2hours. from 1313-1420 hour we are inside. so there got 1 coffee shop went to wash our legs there. made the whole floor wet. but the staffs didn't care. so we didn't care too. then went to buy drinks. me and yue ying ordered ice tea and cynthia ordered barley. then me and yue ying drank cynthia's barley until half. then cynthia was like "walau!" lala. but we didn't care. the ice tea was not sweet! went to the auntie for more sugar. but instead, she gave us ice. so we told her to put sugar. and she refilled mine. should have drank more before going to her. then cynthia arr... keep taking picture of herself using yue ying's phone. don't know if yue ying's phone spoil le nots. yue ying put cynthia's photo as her display picture in her hp. then yue ying got shock when she open her phone. not surprising. lalala. then we took mrt to kovan. window-shopped a while. then we took neoprints. (: i'm not really satisfied with the neoprints. because got cynthia inside. haha. no la. just kidding. i find that it's not really that nice. went macdonald next. yue ying and cynthia bought drinks. cynthia bought an addictional apple pie. extra one. i din't buy anything. who call i only brought $2 today. so. i drank cynthia's and yue ying's coke. i'm smart! (: then there was this girl in front of us.. had make-up. then i was telling yue ying that she look like zombie. cos she put the black colour thing around the eyes. very thick. so, luckily is not at night la. took 119 to cp again. went sculpture park. me managed to climb that sculpture again. then cynthia. but yue ying still can't. nevermind. yue ying can de. cos she today din't eat enough that's why no energy. tried to climb the fish again. i only managed to climb the first one. my legs and hands too sweaty le. i don't like that. cynthia managed to climb the second one. but yue ying only at the first one too. went to went to play percussion again. only cynthia din't play. she scared embarrasement. spent $2.70 today on it. haiz. and my skills are deproving. i lost to yue ying quite a number of times. i just got no mood to play. haiz. next, went macdonald ate ice cream. then we began crapping again. yue ying said the guy who served him very gay. haha. quite true la. that guy who served her the eyes so small. look so pevertic. went to change into my school uniform again. then i realised how red my cheek has gone. cynthia's and yue ying's cheek aren't red. only mine. haiz. so i went home. yue ying, my this post i din't keep HAHA-ing le. got notice not. don't be sad le k. haiz.

went to study with yue ying at skcc at 11.30am. but first, met her at cp swensen there. carmen went to work. so after that bought sushi for my breakfast. then went skcc. saw people played basketball. so noisy. but still managed to study geography a bit. then yue ying was like whinning that she don't know how to do. haha.. went cp to meet cecilia. then ate sushi for lunch again. went back skcc to study again. but this time with cecelia around. i just can't seem to study. someone keep chattering non-stop. played ball too. i can't shoot. no mood. so, went back cp. i kept pestering cecilia and yue ying to play percussion. went to sit at kfc. study a while there. then went to play percussion le. then there was this retard guy. i put in the credict first. then is yue ying. then next is him. then he wanted to cut queue. wanna play before me. FAT HOPE. that retard guy really look very retard though. but he play damn pro. he played the song that i'm weak in. he not smart what. so retard still so smart. then later yue ying played too. only cecilia din't play. haiz. then went sculpture park next. wanted to buy beer. wanna taste how it is like. but then. we can't find a suitable person to ask. so, in the end. din't buy. haha. sat at the fish there and talked. cecelia gone a bit insane. then later we go home at 5.35pm. ps-ed cecelia cos me and yue ying walked to sjc that busstop. then cecilia got the -.-" face. then went home after that. someone just passed down message to ask if i wanna go the np chalet not. should i go, or should i not go. haiz.

yay. went to meet jolene and yue ying today. wahahas. walked to kovan again. (: i'm fit! jolene was the earliest. i was later than jolene. yue ying was the latest. but both me and jolene were early and yue ying was late. found out yue ying bluffed me and jolene that she making breakfast for her sis. but she only make for herself. thought she very guai one. but so sad she's not. next, trained to queensway. eat roti prata there for my breakfast. then jolene treated me. then she supposed to have 1egg 1plain. while mine is 2plain. then in the end the person only give jolene 1egg and me 2plain. then. i gave jolene 1 of the plain. jolene and yue ying bluffed me that 1 of my classmates waved to me!! and i really believed! then i know that is jolene give me that prata. lol. no wonder both of them were like keep laughing. then i found out le i also keep laughing. then shopped at queenstown. i bought 1 adidas water bottle. jolene bought a bag. yue ying bought shoe bag. then both of us have 1 item in common. that is.. 1SHIRT! same design. but different colours. HAHA. next, trained to city hall then.. something happened there. don't wish to elaborate on that. yue ying and jolene bought clothes there too. went esplanade. saw the big and huge which cost $999.90. the price also quite nice!! then got the bear. can stuff alot of things inside one. so nice.. so sweet. shall go buy that next time. next, from city hall trained to dhouby ghaut. then there, went to play percussion. lala. now i find percussion not that fun le. so tiring! haha. then trained home. lalala. then in the train. me and yue ying keep laughing again! cos got 1 person the sms tone is. "you've got a message!" then so sound like the cs thingy. then keep joking also. then we keep laughing. HAHA. kovan = gao wen. then yue ying arr. gao wen= ai wen. haha. we joke alot alot la. keep laughing non-stop. so reluctant to leave the train. bet after i left then yue ying in the train laugh to herself. yay. i spent the least today! spent $4 playing percussion. lalala. spent $35.95. my god. spend so much. shall not spend on unnecessary things le. i'm seriously BROKE. bet my father will kill me when he found out. yue ying spent the most money one. humph. not fair. she got the card to zap! tomorrow, going to play ball with yue ying and cecilia. can lose weight again. but i can't seem to find yue ying's ball. haha. haiz. alot of things had happened today. today must be a bad bad day. haiz.

went school today. but firstly, met cynthia at the school busstop. i was late. HAHA. then we went school together. found that we're too early. so we went to yue ying's house. her house quite nice what. HAHA. in the end when go school we're late. 14min! then we did 14 pushups. nevermind. shall take it as exercising. then supposed to be only the people who are in BANNER then go. then is like me, cynthia and atiqa in noticeboard. then extra lorr.. then went up to the canteen. cecilia said something that made me until so.. then lala. shall not continue on that le. then went home.. haiz. maybe should just change for the better. i'm getting worse and worst. what joanne said made sense too. maybe i really went overboard le. haiz.

went junction 8 with jolene. hahas. yay. i was earlier than jolene. jolene was later than me. LOL. so, waited for the bus. then board. then alighted. then shop. me din't bought anything from there. for the first time in my life i went shopping without spending any money. wahahahs. ((: but jolene bought 1 ice-cream which was her lunch. -.-". then jolene was in love with 1 pair of converse shoes. but the price.. quite nice la. so in the end stil din't buy. hahaha. shopped for clothes, bags, shoes. but either is not nice or no money. so. lalala. went home empty-handed. haiz. in the bus, there was this lady. opps. no no. there was this old woman checking the ez-link cards very the what lor.. can't take out the card from my holder then i give her the whole thing. then she returned to me called me to take out. then we were about to alight liao. so i heck care don't give her. then she say "haven't check card then want to alight already ar." [translated to english] HAHA. then i was like diao-ing her. then purposely tapped the card before i go. see if she satisfied not. humph!! lala. then went home by switching another bus using coins. my ez-link card no money le ):. lalala. YAY. looking forward to go queensway shop with jolene and yue ying on tuesday!! (:

finally no one called me to wake me up today. hahaha. my mother asked where have i gone on tuesday till 9pm. so i lied to her by saying i went to school. but in the end she found out. HAHA. told her went cp and if she still don't believe. so i called karin and my mother talked to her. then after that said dont know what if go toilet must have 1 person to stay. if not someone drugged the drinks then.. HAIZ. SHE DAMN SICKENING LA. left without telling her. sick of hearing her naggings. yepp. then went to cp met amanda and jolene. then yue ying also coming. cos she last minute then decided. went karin's house. played with her dog. wahahahas. so cute! then played with her hamster too. then the hamster shitted on yue ying's hand. HAHAHAHA. then later played at the playground. went back to karin's house next. amanda, jolene and karin were like marching and saying time. hai shi me and yue ying more matured. HAHA. played burying people next. amanda, jolene and yue ying kanna. haha. me nearly too. but who call i too strong manage to free myself. HAHA. then later went cp. played arcade. finally managed to compete with jolene. and i won yue ying. haiz. but i know this is just luck. i'm now addicted to playing that percussion liao. HOW. must stop myself le. if not i will only waste money. then next karin went home le. haiz. sad. went macdonald. jolene had her dinner that which consisted of only fries and coke at 5.30pm. then amanda went home. then amanda and yue ying kept laughing. haiz. played percussion again. jolene is the one who suggested. but then in the end she did not play. haiz. then there's this boy so sickening. he played 1 particular song over and over again. play until we hate that song le. and somemore he so exerrate. can't stand him. after that we went home. i'm so quiet today. can't stand myself too. why am i suddenly so quiet when i'm actually not. what i did today aren't the things then i actually wanted to do. haiz! just dont understand myself.. tomorrow gonna stay at home whole day facing my mother.. die.

today joanne called me and woke me up at 9.32am just to ask me am i going to school. HAHA. lalala. went out with priscilla. met her at kovan outside kfc there. then she was late. while waiting for her.. there's people asking other people to donate. they asked me 3 times can. i like so broke le. they still want me to donate. then priscilla was finding fbt shorts. haha. search through the whole kovan also dont have. haha. took 119 to cp. played percussion again. haha. then is like i almost see the same people there when im there lor. then there's this girl. damn idiotic. she thought she very pro la. hit until everything game over. then actually i get to take the photo de lor. then she go press no. so damn idiotic!! then later i play again. then got another highscore. haha. then me and priscilla took photo. 18th in position. forgot what song le. HAHA. spent $4 there. HAHAHA. haiz. dont know la. then went to window-shopping there also. then priscilla gotta go home. so i went straight home too.

bird called me and woke me up today at 10.32am. HAHA. yesterday iris, today bird. wondering tomorrow will be who. HAHA. met bird at around 12.05pm. was supposed to board the 82 bus that she was in. haha. was rather crowded in the bus though. then.. bird sit at the back. then got srjc people sit beside her. erm. so i sat in front of her. hahaha. then later i was like laughing and laughing. and i was listening to music. so i thought i was laughing silently. wahahhas! then i thought how come the girl beside me look at me. then later when at heartland mall that busstop the srjc people left. then bird tell me i was laughing very loudly. SO MALU!!! wah!!! can't stand it! how can i laugh so loudly and i can't even sense that. WAH!!! so we keep laughing la. hahaha. then later switched bus and then we headed to beach road. go there walked. but then nothing nice. so went to eat. eat le. then intended to walk to kallang mrt station cos we wanna go to tampines. so. it's only 3busstops. then we walked 2busstops le. then bird wanna take bus. humph. 1 stop only lorr!! waste my money. HAHA. then went to top up my ez-link card. for the first time i'm topping up. HAHA. so took to tampines. went to play percussion again. there. i won bird 3rounds. the others she won me. HAHA. she spent only $2. while i spent $4!! wah!! lalala. then later called karin cos bird say don't know what thing punggol end. haha. then, she was in the cilima. in tampines de somemore! haha. so qiao! then went to stalk her. waited outside the cilima. haha. then she got a shock to see us there. HAHA. went to punggol end. karin paid the taxi fare cos we waited for her movie to end. HAHA. then we walked and walked. the beach was dirty. haha. next, walked a little deep inside. then karin scared of heights. haha. she scared that she fall down. should i pushed her down into the water. WAHAHAHAS. i was the quietest among we 3. haha. was thinking about alot of things at that time. haha. then went to cp. played percussion again. HAHA. i played with karin first. then, she put co-operation and easy! lol. so easy until i got an 'S' for it!! haha. then next i played with bird. this time i won bird in both rounds!!! WAHAHAHAS. so honoured! then i had to play on my own after that cos she don't wanna continue. first round i played. then second round bird played. then third round i played again. then later actually i chose 8stars one. then karin itchy hand!! she hit down. hit until its 4stars! luckily there not really alot of people. if not i no face to hide when playing le! haha. was something like venting my anger on that too. haiz. then headed home at like 8.30pm. HAHA.

early in the morning.. this iris, called me at 8.52am to ask me about cecilia's number. i'm still in my dreamland. i slept at 3.30am can!! can't sleep. haiz. anyway, iris, thanks for your morning call though. it helps. HAHA. then afternoon, met avril at cp. was late by 20min. cos of my mother. i din't know she took leave to take my sister to the doctor. so went to sculpture park. haha. then she told me her secrets. HAHA. now i know her secrets. (: sat there till like 5.50pm like that. then she went home. while i wanna go back to sjc to meet bird they all for fun. cos if go home sure very bored. so i waited.. then finally. haha. saw them! but they going elsewhere. -.-"!! haiz. so im like. whatever!! then bird called me to throw the water away. then i throw halfway, then i throw at bird. made her wet! haha. haiz. i'm just too extra there.. then i went home.. then halfway, atiqa came up the bus. haha. waved to cherly. then atiqa suddenly stand beside me. so tall! haha. nearly frightened to death. cos of her face. HAHA. lala. was like laughing the whole trip.

went out with bird again. HAHA. looks like i go out with her almost everyday. HAHA. played ball with her at skcc. then play halfway, saw michelle, adeline tan and kwai fung coming. HAHA. then they joined us. then i keep falling down. then got 1 time the ball somemore hit directly my face!!!! HAHA. then went to cp. went timezone. intended to play percussion with bird. but then a lot of people lorr. then i decided not to play. cos a lot of people looking. HAHA. then when bird played with another person. haha. those people there wanted her to choose co-operation and hard. but then bird actually wanted to choose versus and normal. luckily im not playing with that person. if not i sure flare up de. then after that, i was like asking bird. "why didn't you scold then" haha. then she say cos she in her unit tee. HAHA. and given her last time the character. she sure scold. haha. anyway its already in the past. went to skcc again to meet them. then we set off to cp there and sit. sit for quite long. then me and bird decided to go timezone to see if there are still any people. then is like. 8credits. VERY LONG lor. so me and bird were wandering around to see if what game nice to play. but then in the end also didn't play. sat for quite long. then actually my mother wanted me to go with her to collect my spects. but then i didn't want to. so.. haha. too bad lor. she just got to help me collect. HAHA. went home at around 7.15pm.

met bird at 2.52pm. i was earlier than her. but both of us were late cos we were supposed to meet at 2.45pm. HAHA. walked from my house to kovan mrt station in about 8min. WAHAHAHAS. not bad le. WAHAHAS. a pig that can walk so fast. HAHA. so, next, trained to sengkang and met bird. later trained to dhoby ghaut [chinese: duo1 mei3 ge1] HAHA. then changed to NS line to city hall then we went to esplanade. then bird arr. keep talking about she and her memories there. talk until i so irritated. HAHA. stayed there for like2-3hours. were talking about how we were feelings. sharing secrets ba. haha. at around 6pm like that then trained to dhoby ghaut again to plaza singapura. played percussion with bird. i played so many times. but only win her 1time. HAHA. i still win her. somemore is like 1 of the first few times im trying. HAHA. then that bird act pro one. say the first time she play also quite good. AHEM!! next, window shopping for a while. bought 1.5litre coke bottle. people were like looking at us when we were drinking. HAHA. spent$7.35 today. lala. im kind of broke le. then later planned to go home le. then bird need to top up card. then actually both of us like sad sad de lorr. then later when bird call me put the $5 into the machine. then later the machine reject. i was like laughing and laughing though. then the ang moh person behind us said 'ben4 dan4'. sure must be saying about me lorr. HAHA. then we were like looking at the back. only see him. THEN WE KEEP LAUGHING!!! laugh until non-stop. hahahaha. in the train. sat down on the floor. was still keep laughing and laughing cos of that person saying ben4 dan4. took pictures there. HAHA. then later so fast reach my station le.. then bidded bye to bird and walked home again. -.-"

met yue ying at 10am today. HAHA. put our bags in school. then went to rm to eat. haha. actually not eat la. is only drink coke. HAHA. then later wonder around. then went back to school. thats our breakfast. HAHA. next, waited for cynthia for her a maths lesson to end. so long lor. but then after that went to play bball. play le then err. sec2s got their meeting. so im like so extra. haha. went to the toilet to sms jolene and called iris. then when came out of the toilet saw atiqa and jolene walking to school. -.-" next, met iris and joanne. went to find the ma'ams then they brought us to the canteen to discuss about the notice board and the banners. ms teh came too. then i was sitting beside cynthia. then we keep kajiao-ing each other. then ms teh thought we holding hands. HAHA. so surprised. after that discussed the notice board thingy. actually dint do much. then went off. cos the sec2s and sec3s got campcraft training. then i went to ask mr pang what should i do. i stand for so long lorr. then he was like talking to other people. then he called me to go home. but then i say i can discuss with iryani the notice board thingy. then he let me stay. haha. lame. discuss le. then came out with a rough design. then the sec3s was talking ghost stories. haha. then they were also like so lame la. trying to put the marble inside the balloon. i dint do. cos i cant put in. HAHA. then after that went home le. saw something. which affected my mood the whole day. went home as early as i could. so weird de me. today. normally i dont wanna go home so early. then today i actually dint take 119 with duck. instead. i took 136 which is before 119. haha.

erm. went to meet cynthia at 1.15pm today. but i was late. haha. when i reached. amanda, cynthia, jolene and yue ying was there. haha. so they went to macdonald to eat. then me and yue ying went to cold storage to buy coke. haha. then after that jolene went home. she was kind of weird today. haix. amanda went home too. so left me, cynthia and yue ying. went to sculpture park to play. was being crazy there. keep laughing and laughing. haha. went to cynthia house next. used the computer. played basketball. ate eggs. and watched tv. except pillow fight. haix. then went home. on my way home, saw a black cat. was frightened. of all the cats, i saw black cat.

morning, went to play badminton with christabel and jolene. hahas. hougang stadium was closed for volleyball tournament ): so. we went to sengkang community club to play. booked the court for 1hour and it cost $6. -.-". went to compasspoint to eat. then later went to school. they had campcraft training. while i helped to design the banner and tidy the stall. was scolded by ms teh twice. ): for drinking in the stall and playing ball outside. we are like so bored lorr. haix. so i was like so bu fu qi. haha. then after that they swithed off the light. told ghost stories. wahahahs. so nice. hahaha. dont know if wednesday i should go not. so scared of that person lorr. then if go on wednesday then need to face that person again.... haix. not fun one. lalala~ then after their training played ball a while then i stopped. in the middle of the game i came out. like so bad. haha. went compasspoint with jolene. lalala~ we were like broke le lor. brought $9.60 today. cause paid for christabel the twine $1.55. then booked the court $3. food bought around $4. im like so broke! argh!! must go on diet liao. cannot continue eating. later get in taf then i DIE.

erm.. ok. my father just took a taxi to airport. he's flying oversea tonight. felt kind of sad. although i should feel happy cos i will have more freedom. haha. then before he left. my house outside the junction there got car accident. dint wear spects, so cant see clearly. today.. rotted at home in the afternoon. then in the evening, met my mother in the bus and went j8 to change the colour of my spects. i thought collecting spects, then i like so happy. haha. then later when i realized is only change colour im like so angry. then later shopped at ntuc. -.-" went all the way to bishan just to shop at ntuc. haha. bought ice-cream. then i hungry le. want my mother buy food for me. then she say "later ice-cream melt arr!" then i was like. so angry, just like that go up. then she come up then go down again. like so fun like that. bought food. then she ask me what i want. said "later ice-cream melt how?!" lol. haix. dont know la. my temper is very bad though. i dont like it. but i cant help it. then talked to yue ying on the phone when reached home. we were like. "ehh. this is you lehh" when we watching the channel 8 9pm show" haha. so fun. both of us are so lame. LAMERS!! haha.

lala. yesterday went to school buy books with my mother. was frustrated with my mother though. haha. cos first, she needed to draw out money. then go to the atm liao that atm machines is OUT OF ORDER! then she say wanna go to the another place to draw out money. haha. then i say no need cos not enough. then she still there waste time. then in the end missed the buses. then in school buy books. SO HEAVY LOR. i carry until i nearly died. shoulders nearly break. then heard the pegging noise. so went to the rock climbing there see. waved to iryani. haha. saw my squad tying lashings outside dnt room. haha. then iris looked at me. everyone looked at me. HAHA. think they are surprised why im not with them. lala. then next went to cp. went to find for a swimsuit. but cant find a suitable one. then went to buy kfc. my mother signed up the chicky club thingy for my sister. then she ask alot of stupid questions. make me until so.. frustrated again. haha. then after she buy liao. when waiting for the burger. i talked so loudly to my mother until the people eating looked back. haix. now im wondering if im really that rude to my mother and made a fool out of ourselves in the public. but its too late to regret. what done is done. HOW. then later went home to rot. yay.

met jolene at hougang interchange yesterday to make her new ez-link card. hahahas. her picture.. very NICE!! or rather "nice". hahahaa. then after that went to window shop at hougang mall. took 153 to toa payoh. went alot of places. she bought alot of things. hahaha. then finally she bought another wallet. brought $10. spent $2.50. lent jolene $5 to buy her new wallet. she's broke you see. hahaha. at her house. watch jay chou the mtv.. so nice lor. although i dont understand the words. hahaha. then played cs. then collected quite a number of books and some worksheets for next year. yay. i gonna study real hard next year le. cannot disappoint many people and myself. but everytime when i was motivated to study. i saw the books in front of me. i rather sleep than study. like that how to study. hahaha. lalala. enough of yesterday's things. today.. is DUCKIE'S BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! WANT A KISS FROM PIGGY NOT. hahahaha. then also is public holiday.. must be because is duckie's birthday then they make it a public holiday. then i must stay at home all day. so bored. lalala~ guess tomorrow im not going for np liao. need to go school buy books le. then i haven't ask my father if tuesday can go out not. next week, next next week, etc. can go school not. haha. alot of things haven ask him lor. how. i dont dare to ask. HAHHA. later he scold me i DIE. lalala~ can someone be online now. im BORED!!

early morning went oln. woke up too early le. so first. went with evelyn watch netball tournament. then rain. so its like posponed. then we wandered around for a while. then later that mr wong come shoo us away. idiot. not going to go back oln only for special events le. this school sucks. then later ment yue ying at my bus stop there. haha. i was late. but she was later than me. hahaha. then later we sat 119 to cp. wandered around again. went to buy things. then went to arcade play. addicted to it liao. hahaa. after that went to meet jolene and cynthia. ate swensen. jolene treated us. jolene so good! hahaha. but it made me grew fatter. ): then later went cynthia's house played ball. haix. was like sad lor. so dint talk. haix. just because of some things. but later i was back to normal again. haha. went back to cp again. went to arcade play. play for like 5.30 liao then went to sculpture park. climbed the sculpture. haha. so cool lor. we were having fun then. haha. after that cynthia and jolene went home liao. then me and yue ying went to arcade to play again. me and my wonderful ideas. lol. then after that so late le then go home liao. spent quite alot of money today liao. haix. not fun one.

yesterday np got pot luck. lol. so cool. eat quite alot of things. im the last sec1 to leave school. hahas. helped out to tidy up in the np store. lol. then later went home with lynnette after her np finish. then later at 8.15 met lynnette. went to pasar malam. haha. lol. then we bought the blow the balloon thingy. HAHA. we are so childish!! ahha. went to her house the playground there to blow. LOL. so fun!! hahaa. then after that went home watch tv. then i use com halfway then sleep le. haha. at night, went to meet my mother and i was late. got a scolding from my mother then went to find them. haha. talked to my cousin of my same age and got another cousin that we used to be close with her now like strangers like that. then we two dont dare to talk to her. lols.

yay. today jaswee won the 2nd prize for fashion parade. is like so last min de. haha. genevieve la. dint come to school today. and the cloth is with her. then we go get cloth from dont know what teacher then anyhow wrap up. haha. then my class was like so hyper. kept screaming when got 1h one. HAHA. so cool!! after school.. my class outside.. got 1 bra. HAHA. somemore in the middle of the corridor. dont know whose one. HAHA. met jolene, kexin, cynthia and yue ying. cos today sec2 playing basketball. yue ying played. then we scream so much when 2g scored. lol. then later rain. but then not fair la. 2g actually scored 1more goal de lor. then in the end is like they dint write. then 2i won. then cos raining.. then all the matches cancelled. no more le. haix. went to cp after that. stayed at kfc. while me, yue ying and cynthia is at cold storage. planning on what to bring for tomorrow. haha. lol. stayed there for so long! finally chose what i want le. HAHA. spent so much on that lor. but nevermind la. as long as i starve myself more. save more money. get skinnier. WAHAHAS. after that.. haha. went home le lor. then cos only me and jolene taking bus. others either take cab or mrt. then jolene arr. cos she dont have dinner. so walk to polar puffs and cake buy. then went back to the 119 there. then later she say she need to go to toilet. then walk to the toilet. LOL. people think we may be siao. HAHA. then later went home le. tomorrow getting back report book le. scared!! then today sort out papers.. i dont know where the hell is my chinese paper lor. dont know who the hell took it. humph. curse that person fall down when walking arr!! haha. joking only. HAHA. i got sore throat le. ):

lalala~ today went to changi airport for maths n geography trail. lol. the whole thing.. was rather ok la. then they also dont allow us to run... so in the end, my group, H7, was second in my class! but then first in my class got 2 groups. ties. but in the end. only one of the two groups got it. haha. after school. went to cp with priscilla chia, joey choo and melissa. then about 3pm then i leave and i saw melanie at bata there. lol. then later jolene and yue ying came up the bus. LOL. then we talk talk talk. talk until my house the busstop then alight. haha. went my house to eat and play. play until very lame de la. messed up my whole bedroom. HAHA. then my sister is like so leader leader one. HAHA. played till 6pm like that then they go home le. HAHA. so fun!! but i was not enthu inside. got flu, cough and sorethroat. LATER GET BIRD FLU HOW

wahahahas. yesterday cynthia and jolene came my house. SO FUN BURYING THEM!! haha. then yue ying. err. went to somewhere. hahas. then later sent them off. when sending jolene off. got 1 old man keep blowing the whistle. then i thought he siao one. lol. when each bus there then he keep blowing. then also got hand signs. i thought he last time is bus inspector one. haha. then later saw him selling a whistle to a small boy. HAHAs. went home. slept at 8pm and woke up at 6am today. LOLs. 10hours of sleep. and i still felt sleepy in the morning. HAHA. today.. went jolene's house. practice baking. LOL. but first. i took bus at 1.40pm. then switch 1 bus. reached her house at 2.20pm. so long one. the journey. i nearly got lost. so. walked to shop n save. then its like got flooded areas. then when crossing the zebra crossing, my slippers came out and float on the water. LOL!! make until i drenched le. then went into the shop n save with water dripping. HAHAs. searched the whole supermarket just for the ingredients.. not fun one. we took about 1hour. so cool right! hahaha. then went back after buying macdonald. lols. ate while watching. then after we eat finish then we go and bake! HAHAs. prepare the thing. took like 2+hours. HAHA.but very fun!! we got flour fight!! jolene make until my whole uniform white colour.. then my hair all white colour! haha. so i revenge!! hahaha. so fun!!! went to bake. bake come out. dont look really that nice. but.. it tasted nice!! sweet sweet de!! haha. so cool!! then we ate. planning to give other people eat tomorrow le. MUAHAHAHA. wanna see what's their reaction. bleahx! haha. k. shall go now. i havent bathe. the flour still on my body. LOLs.

woke up at 9.30am today. haha. supposed to meet huiting, stephanie, ferlycia and priscilla chia at 10am at cp 7-11 there. the time was 10.12am. and i was the first one to reach. -.-" so cool right. all of us were late. LOL. i was the odd one out lor. the only one wearing shoe. LOL. then went to sculpture park that basketball court there, met melissa and trained there. melissa also wear shoe. YAY. im not the odd one out le. HAHA. train for like 1hour then play badminton all this liao. haha. then we go coffeeshop eat. then that priscilla chia keep hitting me on my back lor. is like SO PAIN LA!!!! hit halfway already very pain liao lor. then she still keep hitting. then later like have a bit of difficulty breathing. priscilla: if i die. i will haunt you de hor. MUAHAHAHA. then go sculpture park to play. lol. I MANAGED TO CLIMB ONE OF THE SCULPTURE LE!! LOL. so happy!! then later went melissa's house. played idiot. HAHA. then later at 2 i leave cos meeting yue ying, jolene and cecilia at rm. then before leaving. stephanie keep asking me. "where you going" then i said "cp" then she said "for what" then i say "meet friends" then she say "meet who" then i dont want to answer le. shes like.. keep wanting to know my seniors lor. even if she know also for what. stupid. then later i leave liao. haha. im the third one to reach. jolene and yue ying were there liao. haha. cecilia and yue ying went to play basketball. then me and jolene went up the nearest block and went to the highest level. level 17. lol. then the lift is like.. so.. dont know how to describe la. haha. the apartments are so new. so nice. but small. haha. then went down.. climbed the playground. then hit my head. SO PAIN!!! almost became a retard. then after that went rm ate macdonald. then after that jolene go home le.. so me cecilia and yue ying went to take 136 to around my house the playground there. then after that walk to heartland mall. took neoprints. LOL. so nice. HAHA. i like that machine alot lor.. alot of memories in there.. but only took 2 times.. haix.. then later went to wander around. then went home le. spend a total of $12.65 today. haha. going to be broke liao..

yesterday went to omnimax theatre.. the show is so nice la.. then halfway got 3 people sit beside me.. the old man beside me stinks la. full of cigarette smell. then the other old man beside my beside the old man is like talking on the phone damn loud la. they think in the theater only got them ar. stupid. the show is the mystery of river nile or something like that la. then in the middle felt so dizzy. cos of the smell. perfume and cigarette smell. -.-" then i lost my hairband also..!! find the whole seat also dont have.. WAH!!!! then later ate macdonald then went back school le. lalala~. after school got np training.. the training.. is ok la.. luckily theres no footdrill. wahahas. but got campcraft. got gadget making competition. took turns to tie lashings. but in the it turned out to be unsuccessful. disappointed.. but learn quite alot of things from it la.. haix. then after training went home le lor. being ps-ed by my squadmates. :(. haix. now is like so boring. stay at home. actually supposed to go to william tan thingy de lor. then atiqa dont want liao. then i also dont want le lor.. haix. gonna rot at home.. i really want to change school. but will my parents ever allow me..

got back literature. the whole cohort dint fail. all pass. so i of course pass. HAHAHA. and i passed all my subjects! then the stupid home econs.. thanks to the coursework la. make me from first in class jump to third in class. from A1 go to A2. somemore 74 mark can!! then the workshop.. not worth $18. so boring one. but i like the personality test. HAHAHA. im D. the 3% one. HEHE. then after school, went cp with priscilla chia. lalala. went to eat. then later went to sculpture park. then priscilla sway sway slip down at the wet muddy area, then her shoe got soil. very disgusting one. hahaha. then she was like screaming away. LOL. went to climb the balls. then while climbing, my hp drop out. and.. KANNA DISFIGURED!!! poor handphone. so pain lor... then later iryani called me. i was still finding where she was cause she say she can see me. LOL. then i take so damn long to find her. haha. then later me and priscilla say byebye to each other then i go to iryani there. lol. tried to climb the sculpture. but failed. haix. maybe cos its a rainy day, then very wet. then cos . went cp next. wandered around there. then when we at sculpture park, yue ying that group at cp. when we at cp. they at sculpture park. LOL. not fated, what to do.. haix. then like that go home lor. haha.

in the morning played stress. and jaswee is the IDIOT. HAHAHAHA. then while playing, hui ting screamed. the whole canteen look at my class table. so diu lian!!!then at the hall, mdm rahimah was like going down my class row. looking at our uniform. i thought she checking our uniform. then she suddenly see me then like is i her target la. then she told me something shocking. to other people also something shocking. LOL. spent the whole day at the gym today.. haix. my results.. quite up to expectations la. except for science and maths. haix. how can they not give us literature when im most worried about my literature. stupid. after school, went to collect cca photos. so NICE! lolx. then later take bus to kovan to meet audrey, avril, hui ting and stephanie at macdonald. so im like stealing their food to eat. then later bought apple pie. lols. so cool. then after that we go take neoprints. so damn nice!! haha. lalala~ all so nice. until we dont know which one to choose le. haha. after that went to hui ting house. her house very unique leh. although is old. but can play catching there. LOL. but at night also very scary one. like my house like that. lol. played stress and idiot. hahaha. so nice! i in hui ting house spent most of my time eating. see la. her house so many food. make me so tempted. somemore the food only in front of me. then i eat eat eat, hui ting, i go back taf next year i come find you hor. HAHA. then after that went home at like 6.30pm with avril and stephanie. lol. like that end le lor. haha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KE XIN!!! you are too old le! dont get osteoporosis hor! hahaha.. today.. particularly.. a BORING day.. early in the morning i saw something i didn't wanted to see. dont think wai hor. made me sad for like the whole day... then next is go hall. dont know what dengue fever programme. then later go gym for the leaps programme. it is like so damn long la. then me, hui ting, avril and audrey was like playing murderer. hahah. then later finally go back to ct venue. but then later go back hall. we thought is checking maths paper. cos we saw mrs ho on the stage. LOL. but its just a survey. luckily. hahaha. tomorrow then i will die. checking ALL the papers.. MUMMY!!!! dont kill me when you see my results k!!! then finally after school, went with cecilia, cynthia, jolene, ke xin, yue ying to compass to celebrate ke xin's birthday!! hahaa. so we went to macdonald. then ke xin got 2 ice cream from the macdonald. and 1 cute cute small small tiny tiny orangely orangely balloon. LOL. then went sculpture park. climb the balls. im injured!! got a bit bleeding somemore. haix. then after sculpture went cynthia's house. lol. quite fun there la. and yue ying got a bit angry there. first time see her angry. played pillow fight. HEHEHE. then went back compass again. ate kfc there and go kiddy palace then home sweet home! lol. how.. i gonna die soon le... can i dont go school tomorrow. i dont want to see those kind of incidents that really made me sad although i know its really stupid to because of this things then sad la.

lalala~ today regina's birthday!! happy birthday regina!!! so today went to regina's chalet. lols. is ok la.. haha. knew alot of things there!! haha. think i eat quite alot. haha. must go on diet le. hahaa. first, me meet cecilia at hougang mall at 1 today. then shopped for regina's and kexin's presents. haha. spent quite alot la. hahaa. i love the pig that i gave regina. SO CUTE!! haha. then later like at 1.30, went to take 72 to tampines.. then take mrt to tanah merah.. then take shuttle bus to the resort. lols. sound confusing. ahhaha. then reach there like 3pm. lol.. then got some people act cool la. im like so anti-guys la. got 2 guys.. always try to find faults in regina. like hello lor. why they just don't go and take a look of themselves at the mirror and come back to talk to regina. expecially one of them, look so damn freaking ugly, hairstyle so toot. still say "i think i come here also no use. we are like so bored" is like.. anything lor. they want to go then go la. think they very high class la. humph. got got 1 person. me and cecilia thought is a fat boy lor. but actually is a girl. LOL. she was like. "i dont want to come la.." no matter how hard regina tried to persuade her to come she also refused. poor regina. the birthday girl also had a hard time entertaining people.. then always call regina hp when she was like wandering around at other places. each them she call is last time 7sec lor. she think her phone bills foc one arr. then the boys there.. lol.. SO GAYISH!! ahha. i think we girls also more matured than them. in the begining me, cecilia and regina say 1 guy lying on the other guy's lap. HAHAHA. me, cecilia and regina was like laughing quietly, laugh until nearly suffocated. LOL. then not fun one... the bbq.. start at 7.30pm like that.. cos.. before that.. the charcoal haven't arrive.... -.-" lols. then when bbq le.. the satays are all.. BEEF!!! er.. is like i dont eat beef one lor.... then im waiting to eat satay lor.. SO DISAPPOINTED!!!! dint get to eat the satays... WAH!!!! :"(( then about 8.25pm me and cecilia went home.. cos we are enough of the feeling being ps-ed by regina. humph. always ps us one lor. not fun one... haha. then took the shuttle bus.. then take mrt.. and take bus home. on the way we talked about so many things!! haha. about people, school, np. lol. is like so fun la.. then when i need to leave le.. so sad de lor. i was like so scared to go home.. hahaa.

yay. finish sa2 le!! im free!! but im not in good mood today. early in the morning like that liao.. humph.. in the morning went to meet joanne at sjc busstop at 8.30am and went to rm to meet yue ying they all. lol. me and joanne was like so left out. haix. dont know la. felt so stressed that i cant be able to finish revising my home econs. felt sad throughout the whole day. supposed to be a damn happy day. but i actually felt sad. so weird. the first time i felt sad on the day exam end. i nearly cried today. haix. she had changed. i want to know the old her. not the new her. can she just be back to her old self. i miss the old her. haix.. tomorrow.. im not sure if im able to go out nots.. haix. thank goodness today big bird cheered me up. thanks big bird!! but im still sad. haix. no mood to continue le la. shall go now. bye

i very very very long never blog le. its a miracle!! haha. tomorrow maths paper.. i got no faith in myself le. its like so late now.. AND I HAVEN EVEN START STUDYING! how dead can i be. anyway, i hate some people k.. one person.. just know 10 of my seniors then claimed that she know everyone from np. HELLO, our np population not that small k. so BU ZI LIANG LI! humph. then another person arr. please lor. you should know that people are starting to hate you le. is only you dont realize. you freak. so you trying to act cool, chio, cute la. I PUKE in front of you ar! humph. i hate examinations!! make us study until can get nervous breakdown. study so much just for 1 paper! not worth at all.. haha. ok. enough of venting my frustrations. i know in this blog i got attitude problem. and i hope *they wont see it. LOL. kae. shall go now. later tomorrow i fail maths i DIE

today english.. compo is ok la.. lols. then paper 2 leh.. dont know la. i like no time no time de lor. finished it like on the dot. scary lor.. i scared i fail.. how.. then later got the pft and cca prize presentation.. so nervous lor. tomorrrow is the real one le.. and 12.25pm go to hall. YAY! go for zheng lao shi class only for 1 period. bleahx. so happy! but i scared!! after that went to cp with cynthia.. went to meet jolene, yue ying, karin and cecilia. but then cecilia and jolene need to go.. so left me, yue ying, cynthia and karin. roam around then went to sculpture park. cynthia still cannot climb the big ball. too bad!! karin did it. yue ying no mood. haiz. cheer up la.. yue ying.. being sad is no good. see la.. yue ying sad.. then cynthia also sad. then they 2 sad.. i also very sad. haiz.. then cynthia need to go le.. so me karin and yue ying went back cp. karin went off. so me and yue ying wander around. lols. then at 4.55pm like that go home le lor. hahas. yay. i today didnt even study! but got mr pang physics homework havent do!! ARGH

today.. another sad day for me again.. im a quiet girl again! yay! the project presentation is so damn scary lor!! wa lau.. content page missing.. then stephanie blame me and gina. so i was like.. arguing back lor. so damn pissed off le. during presentation, then i still click on the pictures so many times... then the whole thing was like so lag. and when i talk i was speeding like a bullettrain like that... so scared! cos i scared i forget what i want to say if i speak slowly ma.. so.. like that la. hahas. after exam.. went with delia and avril they all go buy the girl guides cookies.. chocolate mint. yay!!! so damn nice. hehehes. then later actually intended to go home.. but then is like suddenly saw yue ying's message.. so i smsed her back.. then she called me.. hahas. we 2 also outside school. so was like talking halfway and looking at each other. LOLs. did my homework in school. now left science homework! yay!! hahas. lols.. then later play balls.. not fun one.. i use netball and basketball the balls play volleyball.. lols.. so damn pain lor.. my hand.. hahas... then later went with cynthia and yue ying to compass.. was like chui-ing them la.. ahas. cos too sian le. and we actually took taxi there.. hahas. so lazy to take bus or walk. lols. there met other people. lols.. saw iryani and ai ting there too.. they were like siao siao one lor.. singing and singing. catch other people's attention. lols.. then later went home.. hehes.. what a fun dday i had.. but.. I HAVEN'T REVISE MATHS!! i forgot all the formulae le. and i left the book in school -.-".

haiz.. school was as usual.. is only im quieter than usual too.. during chinese lesson.. cara told me something about *******. i was like so damn sad and i nearly cried lor.. im always holding my tears lor.. today in school i almost cried 2 times le lor.. after school.. stephanie kanna scolded by mr lim. stephanie so sway la.. haiz.. then went to stephanie's house go and do the project work.. tomorrow my group presenting le.. is the last group.. and we're the only one who are presenting tomorrow!! im scared!! hope i can do well tomorrow ba.. then ms charles dont ask so much questions also. hope she tomorrow got sore throat. LOLs. did until 4.45pm like that then went to play volleyball.. so fun lor.. today learnt how to serve during pe.. hahas. both my hands got blue black le.. but i dont care la.. continue playing. so fun! that's the only time when im truely happy today.. for the first time im so glum in school today. lols.. if im like that everyday. i think i will be bored myself for not entertaining myself. hahas. then at 5.30pm went home... reach home 6pm le.. then fall asleep. IM SO PIG LOR.. yesterday sleep. today also sleep. haiz.. i dont like being depress k.. first is ******.. but this one not so bad. IS BECAUSE OF 1 BLOODY IDIOTIC F***** WHO MADE ME SO DAMN DAMN DEPRESSED LOR!! eat shit lor she! think she very cool la.. keep copying people.. homework also copy.. later exam fail then she know! humph! shall go sleep now. byes.

stressed k.. tomorrow.. science test.. geography test.. both subjects that can tie me down. then wednesday got ying yong wen test.. haiz.. + mountains of homework! i dont know how am i going to handle le. after school.. me, joanne, juliana, zhi min, yan yan, kong rui, iris, adeline and cindy had a talk with rowena ma'am at the staircase.. is about hui sei again. why always her lor. then before iris and kong rui join.. when they walked pass us.. they were like damn shocked. hahas. lol.. the funny funny expressions. then when they 2 join in le.. kong rui said something funny. everyone laughed. but i dont seem to laugh. cos i doesn't seem to understand what kong rui has said! lols. haisz.. im one of the "lucky" one who need to do the propersal why i hate hui sei.. ALOT OF HOMEWORK LE CAN!! still add one to my pile of homework. pinched hui fang again!! whahahas. so fun. then later took out hui fang's rubber band.. then ran around the canteen. hahas. then later someone took sze hwee one.. and then cos i got sze hwee one.. so swe hwee sharon and hui fang all gang up bully me lor.. hui fang and sharon tickle me.. while sze hwee go take out from my hand. and i was like screaming off my head. hahas. didnt know that the sec4 today having prelim. lols. then cos we shout too much le. that mrs angie ong come and scold juliana.. is not only juliana's fault lor. damn her. then later went to cp with joanne.. catched up with duckie and ai ting.. then walked until cp there.. joanne ran for the bus.. so i all alone la.. waited for the bus before i saw cindy yan yan and sharon tan.. so i went with them. then later saw jeanette and sharon lim there. lols. was like so hyper and keep on beating jeanette.. jeanette unlucky la. wahahahas. then cindy and yan yan went to buy food.. me and sharon tan only follow them.. no money... haiz. lols.. then i was like there eating their food. wahhs. FOC de ma.. bleahx. then went home la.. not fun de. hahas. yay.

wahahahs. today went church with duckie in the morning!! just came home.hehes. so fun.. actually take bus de.. but only 1 stop.. so duckie dont want.. cos too poor le.. wahahahs. walked together.. so fun lor.. in church.. got the green colour pamplet.. so we were like.. passing the pamplet to each other.. then we also got talked to each other.. until her parents (in front of us) was like quite pissed off le.. call us to keep quiet.. so me and duckie carry on the conversation by using our hp to type. hahas. i know a BIG secret of hers.. while she know a SMALL secret from me. wahahahs. and the talk was like.. SO BORING. wished i could bring my book there to study.. at least can gain some knowledge.. wahahas. saw my friends there.. 2 years didnt see them le.. dont know if they remember me nots... after the church service.. me and duckie went to 7-11 buy food. only i buy. then im like tempting duckie.. but all my efforts were in vain. humph.. not fun one.. hahas.. yay! tomorrow meeting duckie at busstop again.. heehesh. so fun! tomorrow going school. but exam coming... only 9 pathetic days to english papers le.. and i haven study at all. how dead can i be..

today last training for np le.. wahahhas. so fun de lor.. i wouldn't mind having np to replace the exam days you know.. but excluding footdrill la... expecially i hate to close our eyes and move. i always out of direction de. wahhahas. yay! today had captain's ball. love it so muchie!! play until face red. whahahas. that means im pink in health. IM HEALTHY!! whee~!. so fun lor.. then hui sei.. think she very cool la. act like so clever like that. i PUKE ar!! humph... then after np.. went to cp with juliana, zhi min, adeline, cindy and ms phang. so cool lor.. took like so long to decide to eat where.. swensen so many people.. so finally decide to eat a pizza hut la. hahas. then saw jolene and christabel la.. then juliana they all.. so bad la.. think i like *****.. then the whole time when walking to cp keep saying 'ding ding ding. got bicycle behind' HOW LAME CAN THEY BE! lols.. then ate.. so fun.. juliana and cindy were like talking craps to ms phang.. when juliana, adeline, zhi min and cindy go get soup.. ms phang ask me if i like ***** or *****can.. all because of their fault then is like ms phang also like that ask.. and she said 'friends and friends is ok la.. but don't be.. you know..' hahas. then later they come back le.. just the right time.. if not i need to hear ms phang's nagging. wahahahs. the bills was like $47.24 like that.. so ex lor.. and ms phang actually treated us.. how kind can she be.. haiz.. when we leaving.. adeline suddenly broke the glass of drink.. is like when drop.. heard 2 times didnt drop. then when hit the ground again, the whole thing just break. so weird de.. luckily the people there didnt call us to pay. but is like everyone there look at us lor.. so... embarrassed.... haiz.. then went home.. adeline went home first. then later 119 came.. so i board the bus.. then the rest of them i think we waiting for 80 le. and wth la.. the blocks that i need to pass by everytime i go school got LOTS of cockroaches can.. some kanna crushed by people le la.. then now my house inside got 1 BIG one! behind still got a small lizard. hahas. so funny.. the cockroach and lizard were like playing catching.. the cockroach was like running away and the lizard was chasing for it. lols. heard that tomorrow the sun gonna explode le. wahahs. thats what my grandparents said. and they said is the news say.. er.. ok.. hahahs. and my grandmother warned me tomorrow don't go out to too hot places.. but then im going out at noon lor... hahas. heck la.. the most only get roasted only. bleahx. (((:

haiz.. today in the morning.. alot of things le.. hahas. at first.. in the morning.. cos missed the bus which lynnette took.. so i waited for the next bus to come.. ok.. rowena came.. and 136 came.. its so crowded inside!! kae.. then cindy came up.. and when the SSS people got down. i pull cindy in cos im standing. hahahas. and just nice at that time.. i saw christabel! er.. why must i be in that bus.. if i don't sleep for extra 5min all this will not happen le... haiz... in school.. erm.. chinese lessons! the open book test.. its ok la.. but i know i sure fail one. cos i just anyhow scribble de. wahahahs. then.. hahas. in the middle of the test.. someone wanted to go toilet.. so she asked zheng lao shi for the pass... and the way she ask was like as if 10 days she didnt eat like that. hahas. then when she walk out of the classroom.. er.. lols.. hahas. then the hall.. cos got prelim.. so my class stay at zheng lao shi homeroom... sick of her lessons le.. then she say what cannot use brown colour hair assersories le.. stupid lor.. i got so many brown one.. dont know how this school set rules de!! then she also give us spot check. bloody hell la she.. see avril and michelle marie the belt so high le.. she still want their belt to be higher. siao ar.. after school.. went home with kimberly and charmaine.. went to buy lunch.. wa lau.. scare me la she.. christabel in front of me queuing food. luckily i look up and i didnt bang into her. gave me a shock! ahas. then was like laughing in the bus so loudly. bleahx. stupid hui sei also on the bus. stupid her. later she walking that time fall down. then OBIQUAKE! wahhhaa. when going to go down.. saw duckie! i didnt realize that she was also on the bus!! ahas. then when walking. waved to kimberly and charmaine lots of times. hahas. lols.. so funny. was laughing and laughing until duckie thinks im mad. lols.