get to leave my house at 7.10am today. met kong rui on the bus while going to school.
went to sommerset for that energy experience programme. the bus driver.. fell asleep while driving, was quite blur when driving. he crashed onto another car in front of it, which caused zhi min to knock her head against the seat in front of her.. he went rounds and rounds. then ms lee went to ask the driver if he knew where is the destination, but the bus driver did not answer. we stopped at one bus stop, then walked to the pub centre. lol. ms lee is so daring to leave the driver in the lurch and complained to the school (i think).
we were late for the course and i don't really understand what's the whole think about. the people there are so so so noisy, the person who was talking, was talking too fast and the temperature there is so cold. went back to school, the bus journey was save this time.

mrs chan, mrs ng and mr pang came to talk to us about the bus driver incident. after that mr pang and ms lee came to talk to us about atc stuffs. after that, we were dismissed.
went to compasspoint with josephine and stephanie. met celestine there and we went to kfc to have lunch. after that me went to change, then me and celestine went to timezone to play. went to rivervale mall to find twine and whistle, but it's too expensive and the twine quality not very good. lrt-ed back to compasspoint and celestine bought that don't know what's that called thingy. went home after that.

once i step into my home, cynthia ma'am called me. she asked me to go punggol end with her and carmen because she thinks that by only going with carmen, there will be misunderstandings. i'm the most extra there.. carmen was late by 33min. went punggol end after that. took 86, then walked a little before taking 82. because we don't know if 86 would go to the 82 busstop or not. lol. i'm so quiet. and that's normal, because i'm in front of cynthia ma'am. haha. punggol end.. made me think of so many things. many flies went on top of our heads too. boarded the bus at 8pm. then halfway carmen decided to go my house because she thinks that 8+pm is too early for her to be at home. now she's still at my house. zZz.. gonna send her to the busstop later on. ZZZ..

today i managed to stay at home the whole day. but what all i do was to eat and sleep. not much different from a pig. no one knows i hate this kind of lifestyle..

iris tay! you haven't revive your blog! you said you will get back your blog today. nevermind, i shall wait. zZz.

conversation on the phone with iris
case 1:
grace: i very bored la..
iris: i know how to conquer boredom. you use the 'boredom' then go to smash it. then you won't be bored le.
case 2:
iris: why must we bring mosquito repellent to pulau ubin?
grace: maybe because we need to walk through jungles.
iris: oh, so we must bring banana leaves to camouflage right.

conversation in msn with iris
case 1:
+ºª*,*+*.* =>ÍRÏS<=*,*+Þ ~**Ouř Lvés Awå¥s Stàřt Fŕôm Ŧĥ£ BégŇ Ţô Ťĥ£ £ʼnd ~** says: ic ic..

+ºª*,*+*.* =>ÍRÏS<=*,*+Þ ~**Ouř Lvés Awå¥s Stàřt Fŕôm Ŧĥ£ BégŇ Ţô Ťĥ£ £ʼnd ~** says: hahas

i don't don't hate you. says: cant see cant see

+ºª*,*+*.* =>ÍRÏS<=*,*+Þ ~**Ouř Lvés Awå¥s Stàřt Fŕôm Ŧĥ£ BégŇ Ţô Ťĥ£ £ʼnd ~** says: cant see huang di

case 2:
+ºª*,*+*.* =>ÍRÏS<=*,*+Þ ~**Ouř Lvés Awå¥s Stàřt Fŕôm Ŧĥ£ BégŇ Ţô Ťĥ£ £ʼnd ~** says: _____ can be a seeker meh??

i don't don't hate you. says: huh?

i don't don't hate you. says: why not

+ºª*,*+*.* =>ÍRÏS<=*,*+Þ ~**Ouř Lvés Awå¥s Stàřt Fŕôm Ŧĥ£ BégŇ Ţô Ťĥ£ £ʼnd ~** says: harry potter so li hai..

+ºª*,*+*.* =>ÍRÏS<=*,*+Þ ~**Ouř Lvés Awå¥s Stàřt Fŕôm Ŧĥ£ BégŇ Ţô Ťĥ£ £ʼnd ~** says: she can beat him meh??

how lame can she be. she's the first one to make me laugh today. honoured not. haha.

family day today. early in the morning met jolene ma'am at the busstop before going to rivervale ntuc to get her 6litres of ice cream. but in the end we bought ice cream from 7-eleven. walked to school with that 12tubs of ice cream. lol.

was boring hanging out with my classmates la. then later on went to the fitness corner. decided to get wet as it was a hot day. kong rui went to splash my pants. she will get it from me some day, some time, somewhere, somehow. i went to splash audrey too. haha. later i think i went to splash kongrui, but then kong rui escaped, so i splashed the uncle rubbish trolley. just nice that uncle was there and he was irritated. stopped playing after that and me, iris and kong rui decided to dry ourselves. carmen, celestine and marie went there too. marie gave me a mini giraffe. haven't name it yet, don't have the brain cells to think of one now. anyway, thanks marie (: wanted to go to the level 2 haunted house. waited for so long, yet we were not able to go in as it was already 1.45pm and we were supposed to report to the form teacher homeroom. while waiting, we, the creative and smart juniors, tied 2 ponytails on jolene's ma'am hair. she looks cute with 2 tiny ponytails. lol. maybe she should tie like that everyday to school. used carmen's phone to take a photo of her, because my handphone doesn't want to be switched on at that time. shall remind carmen to send to me some day.

went off to compasspoint with iryani ma'am and jolene ma'am after that. never went out with both of them for quite long, should be around one year already. played some rounds of percussion before we set off to swensens. i paid the least, because i have no money. i'm broke for today. ): after that, me and jolene ma'am went to send iryani ma'am home before having another round of percussion. can't stand those people there. i have no money in my card now. shall add in more money someday.

went to jolene ma'am house the nearby playground there to play for a while as it's quite early for me to go home. kind of boring la. but still quite fun. went home after that and i gave my sister all my food i had in my bag. yay.

i want to go out during holidays! but my dumb mother will be at home monitoring me..

went for ptm today. luckily mrs lim didn't talk about what she spoke to me on thursday, because i've wrote that for one of my composition and one of my ideas in the art paper. she wrote "Grace is intelligent and focused who is very active in her CCA" first part, i don't agree, but second for the second part, i may consider. lol. mrs lim didn't speak bad of me, for the first time. (: my grades had deproved. by a lot. my mother even wanted to speak to ms francisco and mr chia which cause me being late in meeting avril to prepare for tomorrow family day. cooked many prawnballs and hotdogs. ate until full. played abit of flour fight with avril too. avril kind of met something in her house at night too. left her house at 10pm and i reached home at 10.10pm because her father fetched me. it was as if i was on a roller coaster which the car may crash onto something anytime. i'm bored. i realise i always turn moody when i sign in to msn. -.-"

what was wrong with everyone.
i had problems with;
A - since after camp, had had cold war with her
B - trying to ruin my friendship with some other people as you want to the "outstanding" one.
my class- it has always been like that

my days in class are boring. real boring. after school is still the best part. went out with celestine, bernice ma'am and melissa ma'am. went cp with bernice ma'am and melissa ma'am before we went to hougang mall because melissa ma'am wanted to take that potrait machine. we then met celestine there so we went to take neoprint. and the "good taste" melissa ma'am went to choose a nice machine which doesn't make a sound which caught us unprepared. the pictures turn out to be clear, but not very nice. lol. went to eat ice cream at macdonald later on. i ate 2 ice cream cone and melissa ma'am only eat half of the mcfurry. i helped her ate the other half. lol. (: went home after that and i had a very hard time trying to scan those pictures. i've said the name "melissa ma'am" 6times. i pity my this post. lol.

my very first scanned picture. (:

get to know our level rankings for overall and the others. i did very very badly. melissa ma'am was over there lecturing me after school.. i swear i will be a nerd from next term onwards. haiz. had the camp briefing.. in the end nothing got into my head. camp camp.. another one in a weeks time. someone can just kill me right now. so i will not have to worry about so much things. haiz.

school was a total boredom. adeline didn't come school today. after school, went off with mindy, rachael, rowena and sharmaine. it's rachael's birthday today and i thought it was on the 24th may. lol. after that went to sculpture park but they wanted to go off early. adeline they all were there too. so i went with them. but then they also going off soon, but i still find it early. then there was a bunch of retarded people there. so decided to go with them la. carmen wanted me to add her name in here. so ya, your name is here already. hehe. melissa ma'am, your name also here already. lol. me, carmen and joleen wanted to do reflection, but we ended up chatting. went home at 7+ and i reached home at 8+. nearly got scolding from my father. lalala. i'm still tired.

camp is over. i'm so looking forward for camp. now i miss ug camp'06. :(

first day, i complained about the heatness at my ankle and became the casualty. :( unable to go for physical training, cannot lose weight. Invincible is enthu :) yay. night trail, abit weird. i don't really understand. my group kept moving around for no reason at first, because of audrey. lol. but overall it's quite fun. heard that the hell chamber was fun! hahha. i don't like stand-by bed. something which i don't like most during camp. should have brought ear plug during camp.

second day, they had physical training. i can't go la. they play until so fun. the pitiful me only can sit at one corner and see. had to face melissa ma'am and her lame jokes again. lol. quite fun la. then had breakfast. i forced my groupmates to finish one whole loave of bread. lol. the only group. if have eating competition i think my group win le. my squadmates had changing parade. but i could only help them, not to participate with them. :( at night, CAMPFIRE. i screamed my lungs out until my voice changed. and i was so malu on that day la. bathing time, i paired up with adeline. we quite co-operative la, we didn't see each other too. so fun. we never exceed time limit too. when we were lying on our sleeping bag. me and gayatri were busy chatting. and gayatri had to accompany me to the toilet every night. gayatri then told me about the hell chamber thing. i was vibrating silently. after that, had to go for night sentry. zhi min woke me up, i didn't know which sec1 doing night sentry too. so i went down, then sec1s went down. finished the duty at 3.15am and we went to sleep until 4.40am. woke up my stomach pain. went back to the dorm and i fell asleep immediately. adeline wanted to ask me something but i was already "dead".

third day, had area cleaning. we don't know what to do, so we kept sweeping and mopping over the same area. in that morning something tripped me and i fell again. humph. all the flags except neutrons' flag had been confiscated for 4 times. we had to hentak on our flag for one minute. of course we are so sad and we all cried. except for one sec1 laughed instead. sec2s still had to teach the juniors how to hentak, just because of the flag. haiz.. cindy had to stand in the middle of the flag and hentak. if is me i cry out loud until the whole school flood le.. when we were going down the stairs to play the interactive games. i slipped at the stairs then my bottle "walked" down the stairs too. karin ma'am went to scold us again. luckily cindy held me. if not i'm at the hospital now. talked to adeline, cindy, juliana and zhi min after camp. then we were talking about the waking up to do the night sentry things. lol. so fun. i was always the latest to wake up in my squad.

i've learned a lot of things during camp. one of it is, never to injure yourself before camp. and i've seen some people's true colours.
congratulations to
terrorist; being the best group.
neutron; having the best tag design.
invincible; having the best flag design.
joleen; being the sec1 best camper.
adeline; being the sec2 best camper.
:D

my mood has been ruined again, by someone. school was so so so damn boring la. got back science results today. wasn't very satisfied. but i was quite satisfied too. a person who studies only the day before exam, how could she score high marks. sad to say that person is me. i won't ask for more. haha. spent my day with adeline they all. felt so english-ed. i can't live without genevieve. she is my lisense plate. and once i lose her, vanessa will sell me to the butcher.
after school, me and iris spend our day with the sec1s. we keep making them reporting strengh. report until they sian liao. joked with them too. i realise the sec1s aren't that quiet. next year sec2 you will see their true colours. one of the very good example is iris. sec1 so so so shy. sec2 suddenly became thick skin. lol.
went to cp with lynnette ma'am. went pasar malam. i was so kind to buy taiwan sausagge for my sister, in the end she dropped it and i have to eat it on her behalf. saw the sec1s too. tried to stalk denise and alexzndria at popular. but they don't know how to be thick skin, unlike me. went home at 6pm after that. she wanted to watch her holland village. but by the time we reached home, it ended.
camp tomorrow! i still have to bring my full u and the other remainings i lazy to pack into my bag today. 24more hours, i'll be in school having camp. fun fun! my last time attending camp as a cadet. :( next year will be different le. will we meet ghosts at night. today had a conversation with the sec1s. then me and iris shared our experience during our ug camp last year. then talked about ghost.
i had the grades A1, A2, B3, B4 and C5. it would be nicer if they had named it A1, A2, A3, A4, A5 and A6. left with art. haiz. my result. maybe its the consequences of studying maths too much that i will get those grades. shall end now.

got back mt paper 1, literature and geography paper today.
after school, someone said sze hwee ma'am wanted to meet us at np stall. in the end it was atiqa ma'am and lydia ma'am. lol. they wanted to see our skit. it was quite funny, but confusing too. went cp with adeline and kong rui after that to eat at kfc. yum yum. later went to roam around and borrowed 2 books from the libarary. i'm such a nerd now.

got back my maths, dnt and history results today. it's rather ok. but i'm not very satisfied except for history. i didn't expect my history to get that kind of marks. many people cried, including me. but i didn't cry because of my maths results. my classmate going around searching for penknife.. haiz. stayed back today. wanted to do the skit. but then most of my squadmates weren't free. waited for the sec1 to finish their discussion of skit. trained them on their reporting strength again. haha. something happened. and i can conclude that i'm forgetful. haiz. went to cp to eat. i'm addicted to kfc now. lalala.

school was a total boredom.

invincible had proven me wrong. they are noisy. :)

i'm real hopeless and i don't fit to be a senior.

woke up at 1+pm. and i went off to meet someone at cp. we played percussion.. went to shop too. bought styrofoam and masking tape. but i lost my masking tape halfway. :( went to find kong rui her group at skcc after that.. they were about to set off. jolene ma'am went off with karin ma'am. me, kong rui and peisi ma'am. went to have another round of percussion. it wasn't fun, without having a partner.. went in search for the masking tape again. but ya, it still can't be found. (message to masking tape: if you ever miss me after hiding for so long, you still can come back to me. i will still be in search of you, though you have other similar siblings in the stalls.) we gave up, so we went home. kong rui went my house because she thinks 7pm is still early for her. she did the tag. while i was happily admiring and measuring my flag. at 8.10pm she went home leaving something gay behind and i had to bring it to her tomorow.

yes. i know i'm contridicting. i said i love my group so much but yet i don't like my group. i really wish the sec1s to be enthu. they may not be enthu now. but i really hope during camp they will be enthu. like the 'grace' i used to be before camp and out of a sudden i changed during camp. i want my group to be the best, of the best.

had met up with invincible today. :) only 4 juniors out of 8 juniors were present. -.-" but all 3 seniors are present. :) wanted to get some cardboard. but then because of one dumb plastic i fell. everyone laughed. i was half lame already la. :( nevermind. at least i wasn't sitting at that spot crying out loud. went to buy the flag and tag stuffs with the juniors. it reminded of last year wombat went to buy those things.. haiz. i went back my house with fatimah to photocopy the tag designs. then took a taxi because i'm too lazy to walk to the bus stop and because i'm already half lame. reached school before cindy they all. yay. went to skcc after that because school closes at 1pm. 2 of my juniors went off. stephanie (sec2) went off to.. at skcc, i ran over to iris there quite a number of times. then suddenly iris' group juniors called me her "stead". before that my classmates also called iris my "stead". so ya. she became my "stead". hahaha. after 3.15pm, the other 2 juniors went off, which means there's no more juniors. kind of manage to complete painting the flag. brought to cp. adeline so funny la. her pole is red in colour. took a picture of that. adeline also took when im doing the tags. it seems that only my squadmates were there in the end. the sec3 ma'ams went off before us. went to cp to eat. iris left after that. cindy, juliana and zhi min left after zhi min bought a drink. left me and adeline. discussed about abit the sec2 skit. quite fun la. she was looking at me eating. and was complaining about how to bring home her cloth and pole. haha. the way she holds it so funny. one auntie was frightened by it when we once stepped into compass. hahah. after eating, home sweet home and was busy painting for 3hours. it isn't done yet.

my glasses were slipping down lor. not my fault.

zhi min and iris were "sweeping" the floor. x)

so called finish flag at skcc :D

i miss wombat. and i really mean it. not because of what melissa ma'am said. wombat and melissa (ma'am), doesn't link. except for the letters 'M' and 'A' inside. yes yes. i'm sweet. in fact. too sweet till no ants wants to come. they are scared that they'll be drowned in my sweetness. oh, you mean you (melissa) are jealous if i said i miss wombat instead of i miss you? =p

*specially dedicated for melissa ma'am :)

i'm having trouble getting all the sec1s to meet tomorrow. they have those can't-be-bothered attitude. the sec1s don't know their groupmates, don't say being co-operative le. but it's not surprising, for their squad is so big. thinking back.. i know my groupmates.. we are co-operative, and we did the flag and tags design obediently when the seniors called us to do. almost all of us went for the meeting. this year sec1s? haiz. it's so hard getting all of them together. they went "huh..........." when i asked them to do the flag and tag designs. most of them weren't free on weekends. i think it's impossible to complete the flag and tags by tuesday. now what about the sec2 skit..

one common sentence which came out from my parents' mouth whenever they came home, "grace, you know your results already?" can't they just shut up. i will be glad if they ever shut up for one day. i got to study tomorrow. just because i did very badly in english. when i get good marks, they just said "well done for once" and live as normal. when i did badly, they will keep talking about that, asking me to study more, when they see red marks there, i'm going to get it from them, and so on..

i don't want to go school on monday. i don't want to face my classmates, and the test papers.. i know i did badly, very badly..

the heckers, am i even part of it. the answer is so clear that it is a no. what for having that "clique" when you actually didn't even intend to get close to all of us. don't blame us for not being inside that dumb group.

ug camp.. i'm not looking forward to it anymore. everything's in a rush. i don't mind having church camp instead.

suggested group name: INVINCIBLE

isn't it nice. haha. i find it so troublesome. we only have 4 pathetic days to complete it, instead of about 4 weeks we used to have last time. i don't like my group...

i miss wombat. the process of making the flag and tags.. the spilling of milo. haha.

guess what..

EXAMS ARE OVER!

:)

went town-ing at bugis with kong rui by sitting 119 to compasspoint, then 80 to bugis which took 1.5hours. i know i'm dumb. i don't know directions. lol. bought a new pencil case, after 3 years. went back compasspoint again, for no reason. decided to go home after that and i reached home at around 7.30pm. i am so honoured by someone thrice today. lol.

i lose at least 3 marks in the science paper, i'm prepared to get lower than what i've expected myself to get..

my english results suck. i got a C5 and mrs tan said i should read more, expand my knowledge. and i did not pin high hopes on my oral, which i think i will fail it, which then will pull my overall marks down.. haiz.

i just realised what my previous blogskin, the 4 phrases means (An apple a day, keeps the doctor away. but if the doctor is handsome, please throw the apple away) -.-" thus i decided to change to another one. haha.

had my blogskin changed after countless months. reached home at 11am today. tried to study science, but i ended up chatting instead. haha. marcelle said mdm hassanah marked half of the class's papers, from the back - no one got A1, got people fail, and i'm one of the last. which means i got 60/80 and below. :(

SCIENCE SCIENCE, please let me be a scientist tomorrow.

i had a terrible morning. was busy studying till 4am, and i went to sleep till 6.15am. lynnette ma'am woke up late. so i met kong rui first. then i reminded her of the art, she forgot to bring, so she rushed home. a while later i realised i forgot to bring my postal colour, on my way i saw lynnette ma'am, so i ran home to get it. after that wanted to find kong rui, but i think she went school first. it's already 7.05am, me and lynnette ma'am had a fun time hunting for taxis! haha. geography paper.. it supposed to be easy, but because i didn't really study, i didn't really know how to answer the questions too.. art was ok. except that i messed up my whole table. went cp to eat with the usual 3; she-who-must-not-be-known, marcelle and sharmaine. she-who-must-not-be-known spitted out her drink at marcelle. poor marcelle, who is sitting directly opposite her. went home after that and i slept for 3hours. now i realise how wonderful can sleeping be. tomorrow maths paper. i've not started on revision..

9th may - maths paper 1 and 2
10th may - science

2 more, and i could sleep for long hours!

you didn't see anything in the sec2 squad today. keluar-baris also can do wrong. one squad turn left, the other squad turn right. cool. -.-" felt so uncomfortable when during mt paper 2. i kept reading the sentence over and over again. and there are 5 dumb comprehensions in it? the chinese words don't like me anymore. after sitting mt paper 1,2 and 3, which is so torturous for me, because i have to face chinese words all day. after that, went to cp to eat lunch. intended to eat either kfc or macs, but it's so crowded. so we have to eat at bk and the chicken burger is quite salty, or isit my taste buds got problem. marcelle went home, while avril, sharmaine and me went that unknown playground to play and i got pricked by my name tag when i was clipping my belt together. then sharmaine helped me wrap until so cute, and avril said it looked like as if i had a swollen finger. went home at 4.30pm, and i had to face my mother's nagging.
me and adeline in school toilet. :)

npcc day. painted by iris.


8th may - geography and art
9th may - maths paper 1 and 2
10 may - science


i'm never once truly happy this year..

history paper. my source-base questions were hopeless. i didn't finish it, most people didn't finish it too. haha.
after that it was english oral. my teacher was mrs april ng. like, what she's talking, i had to ask her to repeat the questions at least twice. then the passage i read father as brother, brother as father. the pictures.. i said the point already, then mrs ng asked me the same thing. then i've got to repeat what i said twice. conversation.. i can quite confirm i failed that. she asked me so many questions like, what's my ambition when i grow up, is it good to have a ambition, if a person is too overly ambitious what are the consequences and how would you find satisfication in your ambition next time. i first question said being a scientist is my ambition. then later second question i said being a volunteer at the orphanage. -.-" i don't even have an ambition now. she then asked me one question, i totally don't understand, and i remained silence. ok. that's really VERY bad.
went sharmaine's house next. didn't want to go. but i didn't want to disappoint them. went to her house to slack. i was not active there, then they were keep talking and using the internet, while me, i'm lying on the floor doing nothing. lol. i kept saying that i wanted to go home, because i wanted to sleep. then it's delayed by 30min before we were out of that place..

24th april - english paper 1 and 2
3rd may - design and technology and literature
4th may - history and english oral
5th may - chinese paper 1,2 and 3
8th may - geography and art and design
9th may - maths paper 1 and 2
10th may - science

4 down. 5 more.

had dnt and literature paper today. dnt was still ok. literature. you see me writting non-stop during the whole of 2hour. yet, all are craps. and what i got in return is my swollen tiny finger. after that, went compasspoint with avril, marcelle, sharmaine and swee choo to eat macs. marcelle got cabbage attack from avril. then we joke until we laugh out loud in macs. people think we're insane. then after that it's 1.20pm. it's like so late la. 12.10pm dismissed 1.20pm then go home. by the time i reached home it's 2pm. gonna mug hard for history now.