i'm back to this song. hmm..
i don't like to be alone. it makes me think alot. including the past.

hmm..

but i finally got out of that. after knowing all the disgusting facts. hah. sounds interesting. (:

i'm back to my parents' office again. bored. i miss my holidays. i don't want to spend the last day of this year with my parents.. time past so fast.
i miss the days we had training during the holidays as sec2 going on to sec3.
i miss that day when we ran back to school in the heavy rain. (:

hmm. tomorrow's 2007. today's the last day of 2006. i don't want. i don't want 2007. i don't want all those stress. i don't want to be aged. i don't want to be sec3. blah..

serious matter now. heh.

avril and jolene - my 2 besties. all of us will be separated into different classes. i will definitely miss you two. i will miss the days we had during recess. we either sat at the canteen eating our food or at the edge of the canteen looking at the basketball court. i will really miss my gay partner and the retarded.

heckers - all of you gave me a great time. we all were really heck-ers. hah. the only group who created so much noise in class. i remembered once when life was so boring in class after exam, only me and jolene from heckers were present. the class was SO quiet. heh.

adeline - i will feel so weird without having you as my classmate! we were so dependent about matters in npcc during classtime. it will be so strange to have another 5 squadmates being in the same class as me next year.

2faitho6 - such an enthu class, with people like rachael and vanessa. most of us cried on the last day of school. this shows 2faitho6 can't lose me, if not everyone will be feeling sad. heh. i will always love this class. (:

iris - my blurblur. you're always the one who are there for me, to cheer me up, a person who i felt comfortable to confide in. i can't imagine you having as my classmate for the next two years ahead. heh.

my seniors - thanks for guiding me and my squad throughout our years as cadets, although we are still cadets. heh. we've learnt a lot of things from you people. because of your squads, we are motivated to bond among our squad and groom us into crazy and enthusiastic cadets, although we are quiet sometimes. thanks for all the patience you have put up with us.

my juniors - i realise that sec1 cca orientation fair'o6 was a success! heh. you people have motivated my squad to be role models, although we are not sometimes. but everyone's not perfect. we will try our best okay. (:


i hope i don't sound emo here. even if i do, this will be the one and only time. i bet you're sleeping now. heh.

dejected. says:
eating apple la
dejected. says:
haha
the NIGHTMARE before christmas says:
GOSH!!
the NIGHTMARE before christmas says:
apple RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!!
the NIGHTMARE before christmas says:
apple: " ahh!! i cant, that woman is eating my hands now!! SAVE ME! please! "
dejected. says:
-.-
dejected. says:
lol
the NIGHTMARE before christmas says:
eh, wa lao...
the NIGHTMARE before christmas says:
im entertaining you lah.
the NIGHTMARE before christmas says:
dejected. says:
no hand now
dejected. says:
haha
the NIGHTMARE before christmas says:
who ate it?!
the NIGHTMARE before christmas says:
the apple?
the NIGHTMARE before christmas says:
no wonder you taking revenge now
the NIGHTMARE before christmas says:
HEHE
dejected. says:
LOL
dejected. says:
dont make me laugh

heh. my blurblur finally made me laugh after a looooong time. thanks. (:

i finally get to put up my post after 49minutes of waiting. thanks to that damn earthquake in taiwan.

went training today. me and iris were just on the dot. adeline did not go to school, gayatri did not go to school too. i miss both of them. built up the bazooka and swing. i realise i have bad plannings in everything. duh, nothing is good in me.

went for lunch. lost my wallet. but kind iris accompanied me back to school and back to rm only to find out that the cleaner went to give it to the macs manager. -.-" thanks to smart ellena, who advised me to ask the manager, i finally got back my wallet. (: my apple pie is filled with cindy's hardwork and zhi min's love. haha.

ran in the rain to get back to school. i realised that it was a fun thing to do. and i guess my squad will only have that very moment to really have fun. so all of us were wet, no, those who ran back were wet, the others were not. sat at the canteen while the teachers had a late-christmas party. all the teachers [including the retired ones] went back to school. you're such an idiot. at first you were facing outside, when we came, you give us face your backside. what the hell is your problem. you ain't that hot though. just some kind of imitated rooster. argh.

went to miss lim's homeroom and dried ourselves. i went to the hairdryer 5 times before my hair and shirt got dry. dismantled the bazooka and swing and we played truth or dare with the ma'ams. first was iryani ma'am. and we made her said "i love you" to the bookshop auntie. i know i'm mean and evilness repays the mastermind. so after iryani ma'am, it was denise. after denise, it was me. and everyone laughed in evilness. i was made to tell all the crushes i've had in my wholelife. gosh. i've lost count, you people shouldn't have asked me, i guess it won't end even when tomorrow comes. haha. joking joking. but in the end, my answers were crap. after me was penny. after penny, it was debrief. did punnishments, and im forever quiet. heh.

went cp with squadmates later on. met with my mum and sis and roaming around. i always get good food with my mother around. (:

so today is another 28th.. haha.

christmas is over.

school's reopening in exactly one more week.

went to bras plaza to buy books just now. after shopping at popular, the total cost was around $280. wow. my father has a big pocket in his holy hole.

anyway, my father is back from africa yesterday. yay.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Went to church for christmas mass at 10pm. I'm holy once again. (:

Iris' smses made me smile to myself during the mass.

Had refreshments after that. Being typical singaporeans, me, my mother and my sister took 9 boxes of cakes, plus 2 packet drinks and some sweets and we fled for our lives. Hah.

Went Macs for supper after that and we took a walk home. Reached home at 1am. Heh.

To those people who had wished me: Merry Christmas too! (:

See how much of food we've brought home.

To that person who has got a name called - : Some retarded name you have though. Anyway, you may or may not read it. I may or may not know who you are But I guess it's fated that i ACCIDENTALLY deleted your tag. As you can see, my tagboard doesn't deserve to have a horrible tagger like you. I'm not a dumb person who backfires myself, don't be dumb by tagging such a dumb tag.

I woke up as early as 10AM just to get to YuYing Secondary School to receive that edusave thingy. I saw Lynnette Ma'am and Rowena Ma'am there too. When i saw Rowena Ma'am, I immediately thought of one of my squadmate. (:

Grandmother went home while my mother, Jane and I took a train to woodlands as we planned to go to Malaysia. As my dear mother forgot to bring my set of clothing, I went to Malaysia in my school uniform. A form of identification to show that I am a Singaporean. Haha.

Went to Pasaraya [or something like that]. That place was so deserted. Bought a storage wardrobe and food there! A set of meal for 2 people which consist of 1 regular square pizza, 2 soup, 4 garlic bread steaks, 2 cups of drinks and 2 bowls of cream of chicken soup costs only 28.90RM at Pizza Hut. I'm so nice by helping them to advertise. Haha.

Went back to Singapore at around 6+pm. After crossing the causeway, we went to Causeway point. Saw Clara there. Stared at her for a while as i find her SO familiar when she called me. Luckily there's no electricity happening between us. Haha.

At Douby Ghaut MRT station, I spotted Lynnette Ma'am! I embarrassed myself by calling her but she didn't even hear it. She saw me when we left the station again, but as the tall Grace can't see Lynnette Ma'am, I did not see her for the last time, today. Saddening case.

Back home, trying to fix that dumb wardrobe. But that shirt of the wardrobe just can't fit the stupid skeleton of the it. Gave up after doing that PHYSICALLY HARD WORK. Haha. I'm not going to do any heavy DIY work anymore. So tiring.

Tired us in the dumb MRT station at 10.20PM. I look tanner than my sister! (:

The stupid skeleton of the stupid wardrobe.

met avril at sengkang mrt and we train-ed to douby ghaut and we waited for jolene. met jolene's friend too. going out with a guy friend whom i never knew he existed. and oh my gosh. he's like 183cm in height. -.-"

caught a movie at 4pm. Night At The Museum. it's nice and funny!

all those dumb dumb and gum gum. haha.

i just find it so cute. and the way it blew the bubble gum. the monkey too, snatching the keys from that dad. haha. (:

jolene and jolene's friend went home after that while me and avril roamed a while. i shared half the price with avril one big teddy bear as her birthday present. it was so gigantic and everyone was looking at the bear and the person who was carrying it. lol.

went home after that.

the three blur blur. haha.

in the cinema. lol.

compare the previous one with this. the cinema became bright in just one second. hah.

went to school. waited for around one hour for my squadmates to be present, some didn't go though. sad.

finally settled the two shirts. heh. we were discussing of what colour to choose for ages! gayatri and her pinkness. -.-"

went cp to rot after that.

they wanted to go home. blah. i didn't want to go home. went to kong rui's house after that.

her house is spooky but interesting to me. but duh, with me around, her house is filled with enjoyment. she let me watch a korean movie, it was quite sad. some kind of love triangle, yet a very touching one though. hmm.

went home to sleep after that. i'm TIRED.

i don't want next next week to come.

i just can't get myself out of the bed this morning. blah.

met jolene ma;am at 10.50am. the bus i took, 153, was so high-class! you must take okay. it's so damn nice inside. and ya.. i was late again. train-ed to outram park again. and rushed to the dental hospital. i'm the first to see jolene ma'am without braces. (: don't feel weird, if not i'm weirder not to feel weird with no braces. heh.

train-ed to cp later and ate at yoshi. jolene ma'am made me eat her donut. so ass. make me feel so fat now. met gayatri later. she was so shock of who's working there. haha. saw mdm sharidah when we made our way to the arcade. played percussion again. i just think it's a waste of money. NO MORE PERCUSSION for me for the rest of the holidays. gayatri went home after that, me and jolene ma'am went to thomsom plaza. we rotted at the popular for around 3hours. i read finish stgs15. hah.

jolene ma'am bought grey's anatomy. she felt so xin-tong. still say i money-face. -.-" haha. went home after that. jolene ma'ammmm, next time bring umbrella okay. i don't wanna face that cockroach againnn.

reached home and planned to bathe before dinner. while i was taking out the clips from my hair.. BLACKOUT. wth. the whole house just went "BOOM". so dark.

bye people. time for me to watch tv nowwww.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AVRIL. (:

my gay has finally turned 14. hah.

i'm sorry that i can't go with you people today. hmm. i'm going to stuff avril with more cake next time. even if she wanna go on a diet. (:

boring. i'm always late for tuition. blah.. went to tampines ikea and courts with mum after tuition. boring..

life's really boring..

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iris: i bet you're not laughing now. ha. i thought you're the weirdest person, if avril is not counted as a person. don't tell avril i said that okay.. and. get back your blog!

cynthia ma'am: you enjoyed yourself because there's me around you. (:

jolene lwl: heh. am i supposed to tag back? duh. SOON. i miss you and your lameness too! (:

christabel ma'am: heh. i kind of forgot the price already. (:

jolene ma'am: apple chips nicer. healthier. yeah, he was talking to me, but looking at you. (: that mole picture was from the net, i got it from adeline's blog. heh.

carmen: lol. i hope she's not offended. =x

yue ying ma'am: confusing.. i hope joleen won't read what i had typed. ha.

melissa ma'am: relinked. (:

avril: you disgusting freak! =p

adeline: it was really from the net what.. ha.

karen: wow. you seemed to have went to have some kind of treasure hunt game. finally found me. -.-" ha. anyway, you're relink-ed. oh no, i mean your blog. (:

sharon: boo.

went to school with adeline. she was late. but it doesn't matter, we even bought our things at the bookshop. ha.

went cp after that. adeline complimented me as i finally felt sick of eating at kfc. ha. rotted for a while, bought a new earpiece and we went home. i decided to walk a marathon. from cp to home. ha. damn tiring la. i bet it's worse than atc. 65minutes of walking. -.-" anyone wanna walk with me next time? i wanna get tan. (:

went to school for banner today. 5 people were present only. sec2s - adeline and grace. sec3 - cecilia ma'am, christabel ma'am and jolene ma'am. it was quite fun though. we almost re-do the whole banner. i bet it looked nicer than the previous one now. (: went rm for lunch. realised that at least 2 schools had their np shirt orange in colour. i don't want my squad shirt orange anymore.

left school at around 5.15pm, we were just so hardworking. and as it was raining, plus it was kind of late already, kind mr pang agreed to give the kind 4 of us [christabel ma'am went for tuition] a ride to compasspoint. haha.

met christabel ma'am at yoshinoya. i was wondering if i had joined yue ying ma'am to work that time, could i be THAT efficient in doing my job? lol. it was quite fun eating at yoshi. cecilia ma'am had many poses when she was shy. cecilia ma'am, you want? haha. me and adeline had a great time there taking photos of you and jolene ma'am. (:

true that when mentos and coke is put together, it will explode, but if you eat mentos first, then drink coke, or you drink coke first, then eat mentos, nothing will happen. it had been experimented by grace. (:

bus-ed with christabel ma'am and jolene ma'am. jolene ma'am alighted at her house nearby, while me and christabel ma'am went to my tuition place. she still say "nu nu shou shou bu qing" because that place was dark and deserted, and that only me and her were walking. lol. but when we were at the doorstep, i realised it was closed. -.-"

walked to the busstop near junction 8. passed cat high and i saw someone's brother face, with the name clearly spelled outside. lol. i got a shock though.

went home after that.


found this on the internet. you think this is a real mole or a fake one.

there was an uncle selling curry puffs near the mrt station. wanted to buy one packet from him, but he was sleeping like a log. so i put the coin on his table. i think he was cute, in a weird way. haha.

toured around singapore today with jolene ma'am in the underground mrt. lol. went sim lim square. was shopping there while jolene ma'am changed her mp_. i walked till my legs nearly break. -.-"

went to bugis next. that voucher isn't part of me anymore, after 8months. felt kind of sad though. i'll never get to see it again. bought a watch. cheap. that uncle was.. weird. asking why two of us were there, yet buying only one watch. dots.

"don't tell mommy"... OH. what secrets you've got! lol.. -.-"

went back sengkang. percussion-ed. that guy at the counter was.. weird. flirting with jolene ma'am. haha. jolene ma'am was asking him to add $2 into the card. then, the guy was looking directly into her eyes, asking "only two dollars?" then after that, when he was about to return the card, jolene ma'am held it, but that guy didn't want to let go of the card for a while. while queuing to play percussion, that guy was standing about 0.5m diagonally away from us, looking at the girl playing, and was looking at us. then. he asked me, "eh. why so shy." please la. since when i'm shy to guys. i just.. didn't wanted to laugh at him. lol. i know that's evil.

went home after that. BORING. all the people are weird today. -.-"

yesterday
happy birthday mum!
you still look young, don't worry. (: my mother found something at her handbag this morning.



how sweet can i be, i went around searching for the most suitable (but cheapest) present for her yesterday.

woke up at 9.30am and had breakfast, bathed and set off for malaysia with my grandmother, mother and sister.

travel.. travelling.. travelled to causeway point. luckily the queue wasn't THAT long. if not i could have bang my head right there.

went to 'the store' and.. the stupid air-conditional broke down. the whole shopping centre was so hot that even the air outside was like as if it was air-conditioned. the food at malaysia was.. quite nice. some are cheaper and nicer than singapore ones.

went to 'city square' after that. have to pay toilet entrance fee if you needed to go toilet. but it was worth it, because. it looked like..



this! the sink. so high class. -.-"

shopped for the whole day, and what i bought was just.. a school shoe. lol. wanted to buy a red and white shirt, but i realised i have lots of shirts already. i can't fit into those pants. gosh. i have to lose weight. IRIS, where are you!

then.. reached home at around 11.10pm. set up the birthday cake for my mother.





and then.. while me and my sis were singing birthday song for my mother, she.. sat like some queen.



and she took countless years to wish..





took out a cup of ice-cream from the refridgerator. learnt a lesson, never to put a spoon in the melting ice-cream, if not it will become like some kind of rock. -.-"

okay, it's the end.

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isit real or hoax. haha.

supposed to meet carmen at 12.30pm. but i was around 18minutes late. and 20minutes late for my tuition. -.-" got my pay. i thought there were only four notes, but i did not know i would actually get 15 two-dollar notes. wth. that guy must be some kind of banker, give so many two-dollar notes. -.-"

after tuition, i train-ed to somerset and christabel ma'am was waiting for me that. was late for 19minutes, nevermind la. it's only 19minutes. walked to heeren, and i mistook that fitness place for heeren. that place wasn't nice. thus we walked to paragon, which reminded me of that time i went with my squadmates before chingay parade.

christabel ma'am bought her jacket and shirt there, while i bought a shirt for chinese new year and national day. went takashimaya to look at the food and toys. bought some kind of cup mat for my mother's birthday. it's only one tiny little piece of square cardboard. but nevermind, it's the thoughts that count right. (: i wanna go there again. she then brought me to orchard mrt station and off she went to meet her family. while me, i did not know which direction to board the train, and because the train was leaving, i just board the train without knowing where i am going. lol. so cute right. and duh, cute people will always get correct directions. alighted at douby ghaut and changed to purple line. went home. i told my mother the shirt was around $20, my mother said "as long as it's original adidas brand, it's okay." because she would normally make a fuss out of it. i love my mother! but i can't claim the money back. ):

got woken up at 9.15am in the morning by my mother. i love my mother! (:

suppose to meet cynthia ma'am, jolene ma'am and yue ying ma'am at 10am at hougang stadium. but obviously all of us were late. haha. went to hougang mall to have our breakfast and went back to the stadium to play till 1pm.

train-ed to cityhall after that and met christabel ma'am. went to the adidas outlet there. then suntec city. then the one at wheelock. all the shirts there the collar was so wide. don't like it. i am still eyeing for that orange one. hmm..

train-ed to cp while jolene ma'am went home. we settled our dinner at yoshinoya. it's so expensive! $5.40 a meal.. -.-" me and cynthia ma'am pierced our ear at bits and pieces. guess those two people still remember me. (: and ya, i did not know i would scream because it was pain.

went home after that and i fell asleep until 12am. i did not get to watch i'm not stupid too. ):

my father's call woke me up. i dislike his phone calls. reminds me of all my homework only. -.-"

went heartland mall and ntuc in the afternoon with my sis and grandmother. bought ingredients for a meal tomorrow because i'm going to be the cook. (: went kfc after that. li ling was there. the good thing to have friends working in a fastfood restaurant is that they will just give you the food you wanted free of charge. but duh. as our school's vision was women of integrity, i insisted on paying. and duh, she accepted my money but gave it to me on offer. such nice people all of us are. (:

went home after that and went out again. guess who i saw next. i saw iris tay at the stadium. i thought i was late enough, she was later than me by 7minutes! hoho. you owe me 7 + 1 macdonald meals now. i don't mind if it's happy meal or what , as long as it's a meal from macdonald is great enough. haha. jogged 7 rounds, did stretching, did sit-up and did walkings. walked to hougang mall after that. went past one bakery shop and i wanted to ask iris whether she wanted waffle. but i said it as "you want to eat offer?" and duh, obviously iris this kind of evil people will laugh at me right. i bet many other people too. ):

wow. can you see how red our faces were, and how wet our shirts were after jogging? haha,

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iris: boo. bored person, you're eating your dinner/supper now. happy eating. haha.

jolene ma'am: hairy has a name already. (:

chou ji dan: eggs? what about eggs? i know my display picture rawks, because that's me. (: not that i didn't bring you along, just that you didn't want me to bring you along. haha.

cindy: don't deny that that's me la. haha.

swee choo: i know i'm cute. (:

someone: yep. i haven't forgive you yet. buy for me 1 + 7 macdonald meals first then i'll consider forgiving you. (:

celestine: i remembered you looked blur that time. don't deny. (:

someone agreed to go jogging with me at 9.30am in the morning. but in the end she overslept till 10+am. grace is angry. but if that someone agrees to buy grace one set of macdonald meal, grace may consider to forgive her. (:

went to jolene ma'am's house in the afternoon. watched love in transition. it's funny, funnier than what i thought. ate many many spicy food. i drank more water than her because i think i'm cool, while she thinks she's hot. haha. used her com after that and watched 'whose line is it anyway'. it is so lame and disgusting. -.-" no wonder jolene ma'am watches it. anyway, the video is really nice. i won't be able to do such nice videos if i'm you. (:

studied a little and we went to macs for dinner. ate and studied again. studied till 8.30pm and she forced me to go home.

hmm. played hexic online just now. so bored. and i actually managed to get 6 stars together to form that grey thing. it gives you 50, 000 points in exchange. haha.

can you see it. the last moment before i died. -.-"

met jolene ma'am at 3pm today. i reached first. and how childish could someone get when she was about to alight the bus and made that peace sign to some other people. other people would think she's insane. haha. (:

played percussion and lunch-ed at macs. we ate a lot of chilli today. nice. took mrt after that. raffles hotel is not in raffles place. then why is it called raffles hotel. then raffles hotel should be named as cityhall hotel what. but why is it a hall. do there have an outstanding that's why it's called cityhall? why not citystage. -.-" hmm. so, train-ed back to cityhall and met amanda ma'am and yue ying ma'am. met cynthia ma'am, then after that kong rui. we were so formal today. 3 jeans, 3 skirts. 4blacks, 2anti-black. (:

pieces of jade[cake] isn't really that nice. first, i don't know what they were actually trying to say. second, i can't even figure out what they were talking about. third, some people behind us were just so irritating. as what i say, instead if dating in the hall, they might as well date inside a christmas tree. haha.

ended at about 10pm. we planned to go to esplanade. jolene ma'am needed to go home halfway, so me and kong rui tagged along. kong rui alighted at douby ghaut, but i'm just too lazy to move my butt. hmm. then after that home sweet home la. lazy to continue blogging. blah.i'll just let some people have the chance to do some insignificant thing.

lunch-ed with jolene today. we all knew something happened today. and she had her plates, bowl, chopstics and spoon green, can, cup and straw green too. so green for what. haha.

went home after tuition. did not go jogging with iris and her sis. sad. i miss her sis.

saw celestine when i was out with my grandmother and sister for dinner. hmm. she looked so blur.

talked to some chou ji dan on the phone before kong rui came in. haha. from today onwards, i'm called wang ba dan. (:

yay. tomorrow i'm so gonna be at raffles hotel. how nice if i'm there to eat.

this monkey here trying to act feminine.


but then..



it fell down.

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carmen: the pictures aren't there already. anyway, stop your nonsense. haha. and, i didn't miss you.

avril: boo gayly gay/psi. apple juice are juices, not human. haha. you have not tell me stories yet. don't be angry with me. ):

jolene lwl: boo. the story funny? duh. i posted it what. haha. yep. "world" tour. (:

iris: i'm back. your that lonely thingy is funny. haha. (: cute people give cute toys. haha. and ya, i die of boredoom.

xinyi: your link doesn't seem to be right.

rowena: looks like you miss me a lot. haha.

yue ying ma'am: i did not know so many people missed me when i was away. you're weird. no wonder your dreams are so weird. (: my parents and younger sister are cute, thats why my younger sister's elder sister are cute too. (:

raychel: are you still bored now. haha.

swee choo: cute people have got cute sisters. haha. (:

cecelia: boo. relink-ed. (:

li jun ma'am: linked. (:

jie ying ma'am: you have not been my mother for a long time already. haha.

kong rui: why curl your hair? i can help you if you want. foc. nah. i didnt see you eeena before, but i heard you being eeena one hour ago. haha.

jolene ma'am: yep. i saw you too. haha. (:

sharmaine: nah, my father don't like maths. unlike you. haha.

yesterday. met avril and sharmaine to buy books after they had waited for 1hour or so. went cp to have our lunch and i train-ed to boon lay while they went home. i should have went home with them. reached there. the block i went, mistakenly, had got so many cockroaches! luckily i met yue ying's cousin, and we both shared each other's blocks. she doesn't seem to be afraid of cockroaches. and at the same time, it's raining damn heavily. as my bag is not waterproof, my phone spoilt. -.-" bought an umbrella, carmen had been snatching that umbrella from me, causing me to be drenched again. -.-" at night, yue ying ma'am and joleen lost something, and we had "night sentry". hmm. went home after that. and got some scoldings from my father. he made me do maths again. -.-"