red spectacles

LOL.

24 story love affair

My eyes are bloodshot now, it's either due to the contact lens or insufficient sleep. I'd prefer the latter though, shows that I'm a true pink pig. Haha.

Today's training was quite slack. Compare to the trainings we had one year ago, the trainings we are having currently won't even be considered as official trainings back then. It used to be way more torturous. Fencing pt, 5 rounds for warm-up, other stuffs, then 5 rounds for cool-down. Lol, the thought of that made me feel that I'm much fitter in the past.

1 more month to Selangor trip, and they extended it to 5d4n? This sucks. 1.5 more months to A Divs and woohoo, no more official fencing trainings!

School life is getting more boring. All we do is to gossip about others and rant like shit. Pig-headed, double-standards, hypocrites, or people whom I/we just can't see eye-to-eye to. I feel like I'm going to explode someday. Controlling the emotions well will be almost impossible for someone who can never hide her feelings successfully.

Okay time to sleep. Time to join the pigs in lalaland(:

The wonders of mathematics

a lot(:

climb the walls

I can't wait to chop off my freaking long hair!
Hopefully my balding problem will stop and the classroom will be more hair-free.

I want my Ikea meatballs. The juicy chewy meatballs.
Feel damn fat. I eat much more, exercise lesser and shit lesser compared to last time.

Oh, 8 more coach trainings to A divs! LALALA. No more big black bag to carry next time!

elated

I feel so sinful. I just spammed my mouth with lots and lots of prawn rolls.

Chinese New Year is boring. Though I get to eat lots of bwa kwa (which means I'm growing fat for sure), I saw quite a few unfamiliar faces and they happened to be my cousins. Hahaha. At least it's sort of over, fortunately.

Marina Barrage today! Pinic = food. The thought of food makes me happy already! My stomach was bombarded with lots of grapes, sour grapes, just now. Because I kept losing in some game. Lost 22 and won 4? That's how sucky I am in the game. Hahaha.

Sigh, back to school tomorrow. I will miss sleeping for 12 hours.

a roller-coaster ride

It's so hard to love someone properly. It's way harder than what I have imagined it to be, way harder than what anyone can ever imagine.

Everytime something went wrong, all fingers will be pointed at me, and eventually it will be entirely my fault. My fault to care too much, my fault to be over-sensitive. What other faults I have? I bet I have too many till my 2 thumbs, 8 fingers and 10 toes aren't enough to count all.

I need to readjust my priorities in life, so that everything can be in equilibrium. Sucks to be me, sucks to be you too.

How ironic. Honestly, how many nails do I have left?

unprepared

I think I strained my leg muscle while fencing today.

Omg I'm not done with shopping for my cny stuffs.
I'm not done with studying for the chem test (actually I don't intend to study much)
I'm not done with some other stuffs too.
):

we're in this together

If given another chance to choose, anyone could have taken the other path instead.

But the grass will not be greener on the other side all the time.

"Anyone can easily walk away from somebody else. Nobody is forced to stay; we all have choices. But the real test is if someone would rather stay with you, even though walking away would be so much easier."

I'll stay, will you?

sweet victory

My morning started out real badly.
I need my happy meal! *Hint* Heh.

But at least we did well in fencing!
2nd for woman's sabre team! Though I fenced like crap during the first two bouts of the finals, so badly that the coach was shouting at me. It's so stressful to be the anchorman, the one who determines whether we win or lose the matches. We still did our best! And I felt so happy hitting the mask when I'm already so short! Hard to get this kind of opportunities.

Female epeeist clinched gold(:
We literally went crazy just now and were feeling extremely high before BBC dampened our mood. Selangor trip, go or not to go?


Okay time to bathe! The last time I bathed was more than 24 hours ago. HAHA.

i'm like a vacuum cleaner

All the unnecessary worries.
They bring nothing but troubles, so I should find a way to stop letting those to haunt me. That's what mental trainings are indirectly for right? Hahaha.

I'm a mental patient indeed.

Time for me to take a nap, to sleep my lousy mood away.