well, i don't wish to see you too.

if only i'm not that careless, i won't be handling all these and i'd happily bid goodbye to you.

met avril at 9.15am, lijie at 9.50am and margie at around 10.45am.
8000people.. i still can't believe it.

avril's new name.


went to queenstown with avril next and we got lost.
walked around and around and i bought a bag there.
an oddly tiring day for my feet today.

went ikea to enjoy the hotdog, currypuff and coke.
walked around and we went to my favourite section.

love at first sight.


blue watermelon.


avril's sexy back and her bag.



went kovan and saw adeline wing on my way home. hahah.

zzz. slept at 5.45am and had a wake-up call from ellena at 11.30am):

played neopets to kill time and when i was about to eat lunch when she informed me that she had reached tampines alr.

rushed and yay. reached there by 3.15pm(:
bought tickets. arcade. ntuc to buy food. caught the 4.40pm 'love matters'.
wanted to watch "the wedding game" too. but it was too late alr):

reached home and my brother wanted to eat my my dinner. piggggg.
played snap and daidee with him. and blah, i have to peel 2 oranges for him cos i lost 2 rounds):


one freaking paper to sit for in 2 months time. and i'm still here enjoying life and treating the books as 'the untouchables'.


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edited at 290109 12.16am;

brains are created for us to brainstorm on all the possibilities, and not always sticking to that freaking illogical possibility you have in mind.
if only you could be more reasonable, the world will be a much much happier place to live in.

monday;
woke up at 4pm!! got ready and went to my cousin's house for dinner.
my sec 1 female cousin is MUCH taller than me. ):
monopoly, daidee, cheat and stress! a good way to kill time.

it was quite an eyesore for me to see the mother and her daughter, because they look down on their very own relatives, who have financial difficulties.


tuesday;
woke up at 1pm and met avril at 2pm.
went shermagne's house.
the first thing i noticed when i entered her house was - a totally pink house.
i guess we arrived too early. we watched jamine, sheryl and their friends eat.
we ate at 3plus pm and woohoo. i finally found someone's house which contained much more food than my house! hahaha.
shermagne, thanks for the steamboat lunch! :D the food was delicious, especially the belachan chilli. hah!

went home, changed, went out with family.
dinner plus yusheng before we left for marina bay to see some cny stuffs.
it was SO boring that i regretted not going home after dinner and sleep.

i just woke up from a nightmare.

i dreamt that i couldn't get into the jc of my first choice because that jc did a test on my intelligence level, and i should only get l1r5 25.

wow. luckily it's just a dream, and i hope this dream opposes reality this time round because i won't want to see some childish people's face in the jc of my second choice.


"so if i don't go there means i not her friend la?!"
from what she's doing now, i guess you're right.

i'm feeling very, very hungry now.
sakae sushi buffet! :D



and with the mochi ice-cream, it's heaven.
but i'll only be in heaven some days after cny):

sec 1 cca orientation fair.

met jolene, then iryani and iris.
adeline, patricia, rachel and zhi min came next too.
there's scallop today! :D

watched fancy drill performance. woohoo. my squadmates and i sat behind the sec1s and we started screaming for everything.

hopped from pioneering sector to campcraft sector, then to field-cooking sector.
i realised i was never once in field-cooking sector though food was involved.
let the sec1s tried the chicken, chicken was nearly out of stock though.
my hand and trackpants got burnt by the fire quite a few times though. ouch.
i love that moment most when the sec1s gathered in the hall; we started eating the remaining food!

during debrief, iris and i were observing everyone from afar. and then we thought of dinner time during ug camps. miss those times, miss those food.

walked to cp with iryani, jolene and marie.
walking with marie was fun, with the left-2-3, right-2-3.
marie left for tuition and the rest of us rested in kfc with one large cup of pepsi.

exhausted, we left cp earlier and i was happy to reach home before my dinner land in my siblings' stomachs(:

bored,

the result of waking up at 5.30pm and am unable to fall asleep now-.-



in hongkong! :D


[i hope iris won't use this photo to say that i'm missing her at such weird hour.]

iris drew a picture of me.
and she said the more she looked at the picture, the more it looked like me.

to those people who want to make avril annoyed, sing this song.

wt go hong kong
see alice long
play ping pong
watch king kong
sing sing song
whack a gong
wearing a thong

bet avril knows the source come from where. just don't kill that person who gave me this source okay. if not i'll be the accomplice and you'll kill me too.


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editted at 2329hour.

went to school and my first destination was the malay store.
no scallop again.
sent the jae thing.
took a risk by putting it as my first choice.
feel so insecured now.
saw josephine, marie, patricia, raychel, stephanie and sulip.
stalker iris saw me at cp.
went home and my nice sister shared her packet of chicken rice with me.

editted on 17jan, 0015hour;


my dad is still unhappy with my results):
scolded me before i left house, what a way to start my day.

went with avril, gina, li jie, jonathan and yilin at to sajc open house.
saw other schoolmates there and we splitted from gina and li jie.
elphin and jason were our "tour guides" for today, and they toured around the whole school with us.
i feel like a tourist once again(:

rested in the canteen and elphin introduced to us pataya rice!
yum yummmm.

avril calls it PAPAYA rice. i wonder in what way does this look like PAPAYA rice.


elphin left and the rest of us went to watch a rugby match and we received vitamin D!
bumped into yan ting and she told me she was planning to go into RJC. i felt so dumb for a moment. hah.

saw yan yi before avril, yilin and i left. whoa. never seen each other for 4plus years and she still can remember how i look like.
this shows that i have not looked older):

slept at 6am(:
i was so bored that i started playing crossword puzzle.

woke up at 1pm, gave my dad the excuse that i felt like eating school food suddenly and off i went to meet iryani and jolene.
NO SCALLOP TODAY):

some birdie went to "steal" jolene's food when we were buying drinks.
hungry bird, just like the hungry me.

went for training next.
felt so elated when i saw my husband, josephine and stephanie!

miss ong still thinks i'm a sec4):
dismissed at 6.45pm.

ate at banquet with iryani and jolene and home sugar home.

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flop culture says:
okay la,you most angelic!

YAYYYYYYYYY. AVRIL JUST COMPLIMENTED ME!

JOLENE's 18th birthday(:
now she has to admit that she's OLD.
wahahas.

after training, we went to swensens and ate! yummyyyyyyyy.

group photo!


birthday girl blowing her birthday cake without a flame on the candle.
bet she loves the candle:D


from us, to her.


jolene's preparing to be a mother!


promoting the shiny silver long spoon.


my clownie face.


a set of wonderful yellow teeth i have.


carmen's mesmerizing eyes!


after jolene left, carmen and iryani took 119 with me(:










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hmm.. o level results..

my dad has been knocking sense into me ever since i'd gotten the result slip.
so he was there complaining about me being so enthusiastic in np, when he was the one who asked me to join np 4years ago.
i really wonder why, why everyone complains that we're just too involved in np that cause us to do badly in our exams.

he made me feel that my results suck, which is quite true for chemistry, physics and the number of distinctions i'd gotten.

after 5 years, i finally stepped into a church for sunday service again.

3 hours in bed and off i went to pasir ris to meet avril and shermagne.
reached expo on time and saw esther! she's still the same after 4 years. tsk.

no one told me expo would be THAT cold.
i should have brought my winter clothings there.

off to clarke with avril, shermagne and friends.
occupied the 2 rows of table for 3hours before heading home.


zzz. i'm desperate for my bed now):

lunch at j8 with avril, sharmaine and teresa.
teresa was on time, i was 2 min late, avril was 9 min late and sharmaine was 50min late!!
and the reason why sharmaine was late was because she was too engrossed in the television programme she was watching that she lost track of time. -.-
pepper lunch(:

cjc open house next.
met rachel and victoria.
felt very lost there, just like the first day i stepped into sjc.

principal talk, then concert.
bet avril was paying 101% attention to the last performance. (:

left cjc at 4plus. went home.
30min from cjc to my house. yayyy. means i don't have to wake up earlier if i am able to get into cjc.


62.5 more hours.

headed to bugis street with avril.
i felt like a helpless victim there.
inside seems like a maze, because it was quite hard to locate places we were finding.
my 2 months' saving gone):

went to ps then went home.
we walked for 5 hours non-stop. heh.


): collecting our 'o' level result on 12 jan.
5 more days. wth.

6 hours of sleep and i still managed to pull myself out of bed and arrived at iryani's doorstep almost on time.
watched 'made of honour' till carmen came knocking on the door after school.

iryani ransacked her house but she couldn't find her red note and got so desperate for money and started digging money from her owl-bank.

set off for ikea and i bought 2 hot dogs and 1 curry puff. yummy.
took 27, looped around changi airport and carmen bombarded my ears with korean songs.
both carmen and iryani started to act retarded by their hands dance.
and carmen really me addicted to that nobody song alr. ):

went cp. we got so fascinated by one section in metro. heh.
met marie and we went roaming around.
supposed to meet kai ting. so we settled in kfc and waited for around 1/2hour before kai ting said she's not going to have dinner there.
so embarrassing to leave kfc without buying any food. hah.

bought drinks and we went home.


feel so tired now. i'm used to sleeping half a day everyday alr):

after zillions of years, i finally plucked up the courage to pack my extremely messy mega-bookshelf. the sight of it scares me.
sort out all the 2-years work and i managed to keep them out of my sight.
feel proud of myself.
but who knows what my bookshelf will look like 2 years later.

in one night alone i had yesterday, i had 3 separate dreams.
one of those made avril laughed out loud, because it involved a super scary teacher playing hide-and-seek with me in a supermarket.

yay yay. i love planting my butt on the sofa staring at the tv for 4hours straight.

and i'm so into the 1999 best hits now.
i'm still a 7 year old kid!

met avril on the train and we met sharmaine and shi han at city hall.

went to marina square and started looking for places to eat.
in the end the last choice we had was kfc.
walked around aimlessly and avril was there singing the witch song.

felt rather hungry again and we went to raffles city. sharmaine tried to tempt shi han with more fish balls by repeating 'fish balls' till shi han had to run away from her. next we went searching for the bank machine. walked 3 full rounds around the level okay):

esplanade, i was quite annoyed with some person who sort of stalked us and eavesdroped on our conversation.

headed to kovan next with avril. hawker centre food rocks, especially when there's sugarcane stalls(:

reached home, my sister turned around and asked me "er. who are you?"
she sounded so serious, so she couldn't be joking with me.
i was speechless and my sister burst out laughing cos she realised that that person standing in front of her is her sister-.-


preparing the phone.


i wonder who she saw.


woohoo. flexible shi han.


shy avril.


we were looking at things we shouldn't see.


us(:

a swim with avril at sengkang in the morning.
people must have thought we skipped school.
even the lifeguard sort of "hinted" to us because he said there's much lesser people because the school term just started.

we acted very suspiciously because we lingered around the pool, went in and continued talking.
tried the slides and i started screaming when i went down.
(:(:
lingered inside till 12.20pm and made our way to cp.
<1 out of the 3 bus stops away and avril started complaining.

ate at jacks place, which was what we did exactly 1 year ago too(:
avril came my house and watched 'just follow law' (:
we started killing time and avril was there trying to figure out her retarded song lyrics.

i fell asleep next and missed 1hour of my drama! ):

later in about 5hours time, everyone will be heading to school.
exactly one year ago, i was about to accept the stressful months ahead.
one year later, i'm preparing myself for the stressful days ahead.
cos we're going to receive our 'o' level result slip.
no wonder those haircare companies are enjoying good business.
heheh.