wow. had a 4-hour phone chat with avril?
conversation was filled with rubbish, complains, jokes, songs, etc.
hah. it's always rojak-ed.

i shall use a knife to slice part of my brain and donate it to my books.
and wahahs. i have to wake up in 3.5 hours later.
merry christmas to me.

p.s. GRACE FEELS HUNGRY):

so yep. i just woke up 2.5hours ago, the school dismissal time for today.
don't know why. i sort of regretted not going to school suddenly.

and now i'm rotting away like a wooden log covered with mosses.



have been deep in thoughts since i-dont-know-when.
know i should face the reality long ago.
but i'm not that tall to get out of my own world somehow.
wish somebody could "demolish" those annoying times away.
blah, this feeling sucks so much that i feel like drowning myself in a pool of mud.

was late for school once more.
we were alr planning of what to do during detention.
but yeah, valid excuse.
the daily adventures of the lizards(:
but rowena said she regretted taking the bus i was in because __ is __.
sad.

went to saima's house to prepare teacher's day presents after.
quite funny that i'm intending to give the teachers, when i'm not going to school tmr.
for the first time in my life at this point of time that my father agreed to me pon school.
went to buangkok "paradise", bought ingredients before flying back to saima's house.
surprised to see how serious saima was during the process when she was crazily testing all kinds of chemicals tgt during chemistry spa in the past.

the brownie. wanted to buy the wrapping filled with winnie the poohs.


the cups!


what we wrote to mr yeo is the best.
since he's a physics teacher, we dedicated a message very much related to physics to him.
"don't let gravity steal this cup out of your hands. always make sure the resultant force is against gravity."

yummy. the brownies tasted like heaven(:
rushed off to clementi next. pity shi han, for she had to rush with me to the buangkok station, carrying 6 fragile cups while i was carrying brownies and bread. wahahs!

grace is feeling very very very tired.



and i still think yesterday was the best(:

-all photos uploaded-

walalas.
just reached home!
guess i should feel guilty for not using those time to study for the geog test tmr.
but haiyer, dont care la. dinner with emo clique weighs more than studying for the test. just like how iryani has 30 balancing equation questions to be done by tmr. wahahs.

spent my recess with carmen and iryani today!
brings back memories, of how iryani, jolene and i used to emo at the 4th level during recess last year.
so yep. its a happy recess! :D

due to the fact that i'm unable to attend the dinner on friday, we changed it to today.
dinner at cp kfc! my wish finally came true after few months.
so yeah, out of 60 people in my tuition class, i was the 3rd person to chiong out. carmen and iryani were so impatient that iryani sms-ed me that she wanted to throw her stomach at me.

ate buddy meals! so much food that my stomach nearly popped out.
then we talked, laughed out loud, took photos, MAKE FUN OF EACH OTHER and lots of other things.

carmen's and iryani's wonderful creation.






















seems like a food empire.





















looks like i'm searching for something underneath jolene's windbreaker. hah!

















"jolene says she looks not-so-pretty in candid photos."
how far do you agree? explain your answer.





















"nah. i don't want to take photos"
-the next second, she posed to the camera with a twist sign-




























am forced to take this photo somehow.




























carmen with our best friend.




























iryani with her BIRD-DAY gift from jolene.






























then we started talking about atc. finally someone made me feel better that last year's campfire wasn't THAT bad. teehee.

jolene refused to take with iryani's banana.





















first group photo, in the toilet.















second group photo, with our favourite man. heh.





















grace is a happy happy happy kid today! :D

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yay. my job of uploading the photos is completed.
i shall do some ionic bonding with my geography books and shut down the computer to prevent myself from staring at the msn window.

another new week.
which means it's one week nearer to o level examination.

5 free periods!
but some annoying relief teacher took over.

"can i go to the toilet?" -with a wide smile on my face-
"what must you say? where is your gracious act?"
"may i go to the toilet? please?"
"don't say toilet, say washroom"
"may i go to the WASSSSSSSHROOM PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"

that was how i reacted when i had been given some stupid instructions.

science testing.
mr yeo's the best.
we're doing physics june'08 paper 1 and we asked why are there no answers given.
then mr yeo said, "you call cambridge lor. '1800 CAMBRIDGE' "

and we had an hour of laughing lesson before school ended.




for some reasons i can't explain.

thursday;
there's something called a test for pe. and we are able to refer to notes while doing the test? what a waste of time and pen ink.
stayed back in school just to date mr yeo. wahahs(:

shagged by the time i reached home from tuition.
once i switched on the computer, my brother said he wanted to use for a while.
so i let him used, and boom, i waited till i fell asleep on the sofa-.-

today;
thank God mrs ong did not come too late for math lessons.
annoying bunch of people.

realised the whole of pssp pssp club has THAT THING coincidentally. teehee.
2nd food day, went to kovan eat once more(:
but this time its shihan-less. sad.
yummy. yummy.

i'm so going to grow chubbier.
food days are becoming more consistent,
and emo clique gathering next fridayyyy(:

rushed like crazy early in the morning because i woke up extremely late.
siannnn.
went cp with shi han and bought ___. first time in my life buying that.
went home, SLEPT(:
went for tuition, for the first time i wished tuition could end the moment it started.
see how excited i was in meeting carmen and jolene. HEH.
sad that iryani couldn't make it.
ate at koufu. yummy.
carmen and i ps-ed jolene for the tv. hah!
but carmen and jolene are going to ps iryani and i for pulau ubin the day after tomorrow):
walalalas, bought green tea and jolene flew.
carmen and i went to cp.
whoaaa. being in cp at 8plus. miss that feeling.
oh well(: roamed around and carmen sent me to my house bus stop.
so nice of her(:
casurina prata after os! :D


andddd. o level starts in exactly 2months timeee.

can't believe i'm staying up late to study today.
but yeah, i'm more of having a laughing session than a studying session.
so much so that i'm intending not to wake my mother up, though she should be awake half an hour ago. wahahs.

THE VIDEO ON IRYANI'S BLOG IS THE BEST! HAHHAA!

AND JOLENE. IRYANI SAID SOMETHING BAD ABOUT YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK!
poor thing. no wonder you were never rich. hah. jkjk(:

okay. i'm turning high now.
walalalas(:

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1hour ago, i'm the only living thing in this room.
currently, both my parents are arguing with each other in the same room.
annoying.

done a composition! [during english ppp actually]
and i think that's the highlight of what i've done in school today.
during assembly, you'd see my class bringing math to do or books to read.
such a hardworking classsssss. (:

half of my class population is not attending graduation night.
and i believe that's something i'm proud of of 4 diligence. hah!

went home after school.
been such a pig recently.
my average hours of my afternoon nap is around 4hours?!
and i'm so busy sleeping that i almost forgot to eat dinner.
fascinating.



CARMENNNN:
you take additional math right!
your blog should have an additional tagboard as well!
(:

watched 2.5hours of 'the young warriors of yang clan' in the afternoon.
eyes flooded throughout that whole period as well.
just imagine when a couple, with 7 sons and 1 daughter.
during one war alone the husband and 5 sons were dead.
-
damn. now my eyes are freaking dry, and i'm feeling super guilty for not using that 2.5hours to sleep):

random;
ignorance is bliss; knowing lesser, makes one feel better.
so yeah, my 'absence' to everything seems to make me a happier person somehow.
lalala.


and for now, i want to do nothing but sleep.
nights.

got back the results of the remaining subjects.
quite satisfied with my emath and science results.
just managed to get 50 for my combined humanities.
don't know whether to be happy or sad.

and as usual, the markers commented that my handwriting was atrocious.
announced the whole cochort as well. (small + jeerky)x3 the "x3" means all 3 humanities marker agreed to the statement. embarrassing. and i'm going to have penmenship programme-.-

spent the whole of 1 period deciding whether or not to go kovan to eat with melissa, rowena, shi han and ziqi.
and yay. i managed to drink my sugarcane juice in the end(:
i can't tell the difference when i heard mee kia and mee pok. and the person indirectly say i ought to be ahsamed of myself.
food that was on the table just now - bak chor mee, sugarcane juice, nasi lemak, otahs, chin chow with attap seed, chin chow plus soya bean, mee soto.
hope this didn't make you feel hungry(:
spent like around $35 today? sad. my allowance of around 7 days just flew off like this. ):

i was looking at other school papers, then the person asked me "primary what? [direct translation from chinese].
dislike people who think that i'm a primary school student. they make me feel so immature.
think the person was shocked when i said "sec4".

reached home.
tuition later.
and i'm falling..


asleep(:

first thing in school was to get back social studies result.
sucks man. i deproved by 12marks. wtf. so it's quite obvious i failed the damn paper. and yeah, i don't have any faith in my history paper as well.

english. guess it was quite okay, considering the fact that i didn't have the mood to do.

amath. improved by 1 grade. yay.
yet it's not up to my parents' expectations):
they always use my brother as a guide.
perhaps my brother should be a tour guide in the future.

after school. o level english oral.
was waiting for my turn to enter the room to read the passage.
then i saw the male examiner, asking saima where's the male toilet.
saima told him the male toilet is located downstairs.
then ms fu asked saima what he said and saima told her.
the male examiner returned, and miss fu told him that he just had to walk straight.
then we told ms fu "there's no male toilet on the 4th level"
but before ms fu could tell him, he's alr out of sight.
wondered if he entered the female toilet or not. hah.
and he appeared from the other side of the school after a while.
wow. he could find his way back to the room.

so yep. oral, think it's quite okay.
they asked "what kind of hairstyle do you like"
i'm like "WTH. this kind of question also can be asked!"
they asked several questions.
then when i answering one of the question whether it is appropriate to place cctv [smth like that]. i was done with one side, wanted to proceed to discussing about the other side, i paused for a while.
because.. I FORGOT WHAT IS THE QUESTION.
i know i'm the best.

went to avril's house, then amath tuition.
ginger could sense an unopened oreo in my bag. and he took it out when my bag was closed.
fascinating.
after tuition, met saima.
went home at 7.50pm(:

talks talks and more talks.
so we had been listening to talks from 8am to 1pm in the afternoon, with a 25min recess in between.

the talk by cjc made me realise how stupid i am, how incapable i am.
with 9 as the cut-off point for science stream, i have to get a maximum of 13points.
sounds rather impossible for me, with me being not motivated by anything to push me further.

received our chinese o level results.
that moment totally sucks.
i knew i'd get that grade, and yeah, my "wish" came true.
though i was alr mentally prepared, the thought of not being able to do better sucks.
i knew i'd tried my best, or maybe not, i don't know.
but what's the point of talking about it when i don't have the intention to retake the paper? hah.
i don't wish to allocate the remaining time on some cheena stuffs anyway.
oh well, guess i have to rely on the other 7 subjects alr):

supposed to go home with avril. but i suddenly feel like stuffing myself with food, and more food, like as if there's a never-ending food supply in the world. alighted halfway, went to rp macs. i realised i ate a lot today. 1 plate of rice and 1 plate of glutinous rice just for recess. mcnugget meal for lunch.

did some math after that while avril was reading eclipse.
i miss edward cullen):

then she started doodling on the serviettes.

-photos are included in the previous post alr-

amath tuition today.
today is a special day. thus it has a special timing as well.
12nn to 2.15pm instead of the usual 2.30pm to 4.30pm.

met up with avril after that.
so yeah. so-called couple suit cos i wore black then grey and she wore grey then black, coincidentally.

both she and i had the same meal as well at macs, because i indirectly forced her to have the same meal as me. wahahs.
hah. went to ntuc to buy yoghurt after that. think nowadays i'm crazy over yoghurt as well. yummy. rot outside macs for a while after that. then i started singing the bonnie song and the small boy beside me turned and looked at me. so embarrassing-.-


"iie lurrve euu dipp dipp worhzx"
go macs and get mcdippers la. haha!

don't know why. i suddenly don't feel like blogging.


so so so regretted going to school today.
if not for the outing that was planned for after dismissal today,
i would have given the damn celebration a skip.

so i was bascially rotting my time off during the whole celebration.
fashion parade, inter-house singing competition.
what wonderful events the school has planned for us.
then those people right behind us are screaming their freaking heads off and talked like as if their mouths would never rot.
i was so pissed to the point that i said "can't blame me for being so racist" out loud. [i hope i did not offend the untargeted ones]

went to j8 with heckers.

while walking to cp. observe shi han!





















ate at swensens. saw yue ying there as well.
go so far still see her. next time must go johor alr. hah. jk.

sight-seeing. nothing much for me to see though. only the food there caught my eye. hah. went bishan library, and yada, we still made super a lot of noise.
and avril admitted that she looked like a coconut/has a helmet head. hah.

this caught our eye.




























and this made us lol.






















shi han seemed so guai by reading her storybook so quietly.





















but the fact is that she's alr in her lalaland.





















think avril looks funny in here.
okay. since when she don't look funny. hah.




























whatever you infer from this photo.























hor.. caught sleeping!





















wonder what's avril doing.




























roamed around again, went macs. ate. 5pm, set off for cp. roamed around and then went home.

hope my smses will exceed and i will not send out stupid smses.
feeling super guilty right now because i could have used today to study.
i know i sound like a nerd, but how interesting can sec4 life be when there's o level to threaten our future.

and something that suck even more is that i'm planning to pon school on tuesday, but we will be receiving our o level chinese results on that day.
life sucks to the core, to the point where magma is seen.

GIRLFRIENDDDDDDDD!
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!
hope you spent your special day with your special someone today(:
i may not be there visibly, but i WAS there at your side, just that you didn't see me. hahaha!
one year older alr, but you don't act like you're one year older.
but it's okay, that's what you call young at heart(:
and my love for you will always stay the sameeeeee! :D
think you just look so fascinating when i see you in the hall just now. wahahs(:



prelims are officially over for me!
though i don't feel any better that i have no more exams to sit for, for the next 2months and 13days.
but there's still english o level oral and receiving o level chinese results next week):

yesterday;
dinner. i requested for crabsticks because i love eating crabsticks recently and suddenly.

my brother was singing the "1,2,3,4,5 once i caught a fish alive" song.
then he came and eat the crabstick and started singing in that tune,
"1,2,3,4,5. i'm poking into a straight crabstick.
6,7,8,9,10, the crabstick flew right in my mouth.
why is it so crappy,
because it is called a crabstick.
which crabstick did i poke,
the lil one on the left hand side"

my brother is another fascinating one.


i was super pissed with my dad because he forbid me to study at night though i had an afternoon nap.
and when i get back my results?
scold me like shit and claim that i did not study.
i was in the room, he came into the room and nagged at me.
i went down to the study room, he came to the study room to nag at me and talked super loudly to my mum.
got so pissed with him and blast my mp3 into my ears. though i think it's considered quite rude not to answer him back when he talked to me.
so much for not allowing me to study huh.


today;
physics p2 and geography p2.
i didn't touch physics at all, and i didn't complete READING my geography tb.
so yeah. with the boost of the countless crabsticks i ate yesterday, i crapped all the way for the geog paper.

thinking that my dad's buying katong laksa home for lunch today, i did not go with melissa, rowena and ziqi to pizzahut for lunch.

reached home, sms dad what time is he coming home.
he called, i picked up the phone "eh grace. i think you got the date wrong eh. it's tomorrow, not today."
dammit. i went home and got excited for nothing.

went to rp to meet avril next.
macs. yummy. though avril finished her meal when i'm only done with one of the mini drumsticks in the mcwings meal and im left to eat all alone after that):
she studied for her science practical tmr, and i'm there crapping about chemistry.
poor thing. i'll be able to stay at home till evening tmr! :D

went for tuition next and wanted to doze off. think my seat is super comfortable to sleep.

on my way home, passing through a hdb flat.
there's this guy, came out of the lift, he saw me and thought i was going in. so he turned back hurriedly to press the button so that i won't miss the lift. sadly, i don't take that lift. but i still think he's super duper nice.
it's so RARE to see such nice singaporeans in the present society.
hmm..

chemistry p1 and amath p2.

amath p2 strangled me.
but yeah, it's easy to rate the difficulty of the questions just by knowing who's the setter of the paper.

plus the aircon in the hall was super duper cold today.
regretted purposely forget to bring my pullover for a simple reason, i'm just too lazy to carry an extra load.
it was much much colder than yesterday. brr..


okay. 2 more papers and i'm able to fly once more(:

and for now, i'm going to sleep till the sky turns dark.
nights.

emath p2 and physics p2 down.

emath.
the questions were so tricky and the steps were so long-winded. i almost gave up halfway while doing the paper due to the fact that i was lazy to think and write. felt like i was in the freezer as well.

physics.
some questions were so familiar yet i was unable to recall the steps of how to solve it.
which that feeling sucks like there was no tomorrow because the answers were so near yet so far.

regretted not going through the worksheet which contain those questions, which mr yeo still emphasized that we must read through the paper before the exam.

life is nothing but regrets, and more regrets.
even just by doing one paper also supported my statement.


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rewind says:
nope,havent even started. i think im dead
grace. says:
[thought you're still breathing]
rewind says:
hahah i didnt breath
rewind says:
(held my breath, HAHA OKAY LAME)
grace. says:
HAHAHAHA
rewind says:
and you laugh until like that,so sarcastic ):

it made me laugh out loud literally, not that i'm being sarcastic okay! hah.

laughing is good for health. so we should laugh often.
to do so, just chat with avril(:

on my way to tuition.
i accidentally stepped onto 3 "pools" of ants, which i thought it was dried leaves at first. then i began running and jumping out of no where. and i was alone-.- think people think i'm crazy.

when i saw those bunch of brownish big ants, i thought of avril.
moral of the sitution: i'll always think of avril when i see disgusting stuffs.
then avril replied my sms, "so when you and your bf watch porn, you'll think of me?" HAH. okay. no link.

and iris, chill.
i haven't get you your ice cubes yet. [not ice cream hor!]


[money is the root of all evil]

this is what our tuition teacher asked us to solve!
and he paid the first person who could do this question $2.

went cp with iris after tuition.
saw mrs lee. and she told us our class did not do very well for ss.
sad.


don't know why i suddenly feel very lethargic while typing this post.



still think you're such a jerk.
you suck to the extent that it seems as if the straw is of no use anymore.

seems like a long time since i've uploaded photos.

which i think some of the photos got white hair alr.

ms ng actually drew this on my ss worksheet. lol when i saw that.


the adorable lil white kitten we saw on our way to cp.




my mousepad. don't know why i fell in love with it at first sight.


HAN TAN. she changed her name alr.
remember to call her this name when you see her(:


taken on cca photo-taking day.

feel honoured that i was able to take photos with the SIs eh!

moreover i'm taking this photo with a retarded person. hah. jk jk(:


with adelineeeee(:


with my alr divorced husband.
miss her rubbish though):


didn't know adeline took this photo.



i dreamt that my bonnie was dead):


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sad. didn't go to school today, means i don't get a treat from mr pang):
so i spent my whole day rotting at home, and fetching my sister home.


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the phone conversations between avril and i had are funny.

avril is TFD, her name actually.
but yeah, changed it to TOTALLY FABULOUS DUMBO(:

then she named me zbj. zhu ba jie-.-



Yesterday you told me ‘bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree
I’m turning my head up and down
I’m turning, turning, turning,
turning, turning around
And all that I can see is just a another lemon tree

imagine if someone really did this. kept turning around and all he saw was 2 lemon trees. HAHA.

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running before daybreak says:
and now whenever i see you,i will be reminded of lemon trees and dead bonnies.