last day of the year.
doesn't it sounds funny if people say tomorrow is next year? and that by tomorrow, we would say that yesterday was last year? next year sounds so far, yet it's just 5.5hours before today past.

made an effort to wake up at 5.40am, to visit punggol end to view the last sunrise of the year. iryani supposed to hop onto the bus when the bus reached her busstop. just as when the bus reached her busstop, and i was so eager to see her, she called me.
"hello?"
"grace, where are you now."
"eh? i thought you at the busstop alr? the bus at your busstop alr eh!"
"I THOUGHT YOU'RE GOING TO GIVE ME A PHONE CALL!"
was smiling to myself because history kind of really repeated itself - that she did not hop onto the bus successfully, just that this time round it's not that the bus driver did not see her flagging the bus.

managed to hop onto the bus she was in, and yep. was in time to view the sunrise(:

thought that there wouldn't be any sun actually, before i was pointing to some orangy red thingy at the far end and asked if that's a fire or not. iryani said it was the sun. seconds later, it really rose. got really excited and the sun posed for us.

before the sun rise.


the sun is so round (:


the stupid clouds are so thick -.-


was feeling hungry and went to rm to buy breakfast. yumm. went for training next. fastest timing - 12min 44sec! :D

was dismissed at 12 sharp. went home, met avril at 1.30pm at kovan next. guess i have the problem of speaking too loudly. avril said something to me when we entered macs, so i suddenly said "OEI!" super loudly and all the guys turned to look at me. so embarassing! -.- study session was rather productive, 5 trigo questions in 2 hours. wahahs! was still struggling how to do the questions, before i spotted a boy from the next table.

he's like munching the nuggets and started singing. couldn't resist the temptation of taking a photo of him.


stopped work at 5, and started roaming in heartland mall. heartland mall is so boring, and i still can't find my terrapins!

i have that sudden urge, to go back into the past.
the days when i'm with carmen, iryani and jolene.

the stayover on 6th july.
sat at the basketball to stargaze [though i think that there's no star actually] and iryani tried to act mona lisa with her towel and we bathed only at 2am, stayed till 4am just to listen to 4 in the morning, by gwen stefani, and jolene slept halfway throughout that song and she was perspiring like a mad cow after that. hah.


7th july, got super high after we were dismissed. tried to bang on the chair. iryani and jolene had solid bangs, while i had that jelly fish bang cos i hit the table and i nearly fell. all of us laughed out loud. i was the one who was caught eating all the time. almost all the photos iryani took contained pictures of me eating.
then night time, we went for the ndp preview. got super high when our school was performing and screamed out loud. after that, supper at casurina. and yep. went home at 12.35am. that 34 hours i had with them in that 2 days were really wonderful.


11th july, the day whereby we celebrated international shit day in my house. were scribbling on jolene's book, and carmen fell asleep. she's the sleeping beauty for the day. (: we tried to be funny and took so many photos. the day when jolene bit my arm twice DEEPLY and the markings are like full of saliva too. wonder whether my arms tasted sour or not. haha.


14th july, woke up super early just to go to punggol end to watch sunrise. low tide at that time, discovered crabs too. took 82 to punggol sec for area 7 games day. iryani were then having much problems with her stomach and was in search of ___. lunch at cp kfc and tried to be funny too.


i really miss those times.

i'm still dead tired, though i'd slept for 11 hours.
i can't stand myself. my hands are a lil black and my legs are very white.
disgusting, i'm not playing reversi afterall.

back from bonding camp. (:

thursday;
went to school at 8am for cca orientation training. zzz. all the way till 3 okay. except that there's a lunch break in between. bonding camp started = handphones were kept by teachers. annoying. so from 3 to 7pm, campcraft training. all the CIs went up, so my team's slacking big time at the side. heard footsteps and yep, immediately rushed to the working area and acted like we were starting. but we were a lil too late and were caught in action by sze hwee ma'am. hilarious scene. hah. dinner, 7 to 8.30pm, i guess i'm out of my mind to eat chwee kueh for dinner instead of breakfast. back to school, bathed and had hokkien mee [which i have no idea why i kept calling it mee goreng] for supper. yumm, iris, thanks eh(: many sotongs will find you. soon, you'll have stm too! (: back to bunk, gathered the tables together to form our sleeping area. we playing poker cards till 3.30am (:

friday;
realised i was the last to wake up again, - 7am. iris said i am a difficult one to be brought out of lalaland, and i'm the only one who could sleep so soundly throughout the whole night. :D prata for breakfast! cecilia, thanks! maybe some banmian will appear in your bedroom later. and yep, take care of your hands too. (: cca orientation training next. those sore hands plus that kind of sunlight, tiring. trained till 12.45pm before we had our lunch. said that i wasn't hungry at first, but i ended up eating the whole bowl of noodles, patricia's chicken rice and adeline's chicken soup. yummm.(: campcraft training, we're all shagged by then. patricia and me could hardly even peg the pegs into the ground. iris and zhi min were being such jokers to ride on mr chan's bicycle. interesting. (: endured till 5.30pm and yep. yay. were off with jolene and my squadmates to compass. squadmates ate at pizzahut, jolene bought food and we flew up to lrt area. roamed a while and left next.


and yep, ROWENA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:
a task for you yeah, you must spot 15 lizards today before you get to sleep. if not.. i shan't tell you. (:

got myself out of house and met avril at 12.54pm.
made our way to airport and started munching our cadbury chocolates.

she said we looked tall here.


were still eating before we saw one man sitting on the railing and turned to face the planes. avril tried, then me. was afraid that we might get caught by the authorities, i tried to get myself out. but who knows, it's so easy to get in, yet difficult to get out. avril tried and she agreed with me too. but she did turned over successfully at her second attempt, leaving me behind. she sat in front of me, mocking me. so i had no choice but to get out by the retarded way.

i feel that these two photos look nice, in a way.


it'll be quite nice if my hair is white.


went down to have dinner at bk. yumm. the bk student meal increased to $4.45! ANNOYING. why is all the prices increasing, except our pocket money?
did some amath there too. one log question took like half an hour alr -.-

went back to viewing mall, saw 2 cathay pacific planes there!


stayed there till 7 and home sweet home next.

these were the photos which bring back much memories.

my squad, during one of the cca orientation trainings last year.


2 faith, taken during the level camp last year.


have no idea why i like this picture so much actually.
a typical scene of heckers slacking.

merry christmas(:
"celebrating christmas without christ is x'mas"

santa gave me a really great present.
"englightenment"
i'll love santa for that! (:


edited at 2232hour,

went to eat dinner with father and brother.
wheeps! i love shopping at ntuc with brother! (:
so we're thinking of baking some cookies; choosing those ingredients, comparing the prices and all. he's as cheapskate as me afterall! (:

it's kinda hard to be a postman somehow.
took 2 whole hours just to drop cards into the letterboxes. how fast.
- the consequences of not buying stamps la huh.

passed by school, and i realised that the school gate is closed.
in school uniform and the school is locked up. lol.
met up with cindy, juliana, stephanie and zhi min next.
everyone was staring at us like they've never see our uniforn before.
went to the block opposite compasspoint and within 5 minutes, we're done carrying out our project!
got super high for a moment and they thought i was crazy -.-

cindy and stephanie flew off.
leaving the 3 of us being super bored there.
saw avril. she looked emo by wearing red and black. hah.
stoned at lrt area before one guy came and chase us off. ):
compasspoint's super crowded today.
that's so unlikely of a weekday afternoon.

editted at 2112hour;

met iryani for dinner.
some rather embarrassing stuffs happened. hah.
feels odd today somehow.
roamed around, and noticed that compasspoint's rather empty at 8plus.
shops closing early, interchange has got lesser people and all.

gay day today. (:

ate lunch at rp. detailed information in avril's blog.
went to avril's house next.
doing-homework session started with her mother's tender loving care.
emath and amath, i'm almost done(:
just need someone's work to copy the answers and i'm done with it.

was in her room doing math before avril wanted to take a rest. wanted to stop her and hit her with a bolster. we suddenly have some pillow fight and made loud noises. then suddenly thought of avril's mother may be suspecting that we're more than good friends. hurried back to our seats to do our hw. hah.
that scene was funny, imagine if her mother thought of those wrong stuffs and barge into the room to see what happen.
dramatic scene(:

avril was being such a nice pig to sleep while i'm there torturing myself with those homework.

she finally woke up and sent me to the busstop at 8.
119 came and i wanted to flag the bus and wave bye to her.
so in the end i waved to the bus.
lol, waved to her and flagged the bus like some dolphin.
it looked super retarded la huh.
avril was still laughing at me when i board the bus.
SO NICE of her. thanks eh, avril.

met cecilia and iryani at 5.25pm.
settled down in kfc for dinner. iryani finally lent me twilight too.
maybe i'll steal edward cullen from you, since he's in my hands now. (:

sent cecilia off next.
roamed around compasspoint again, then stone at lrt area.
wheeps. those mongolianish people are leaving tomorrow.
one of them look like mr bean!
and so iryani and me were discussing about mr bean. (:

they rested, we bought donuts and off to bus interchange.
4th bus arrived and i left. wheeps.

AVRIL,
remember i told you i'd post something on my blog?

tada!


sorry about the flowery background yeah.
didn't have much time to change the background colour because the chocolates were about to melt.

once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:
finally 15 eh.
in 3months and 3 days more..
wahahs!
i bet after you read this, you'll say "eh, today my birthday leh. give in to me leh."
that's so you. (:



met carmen at airport at 12noon.
mini party, which consisted of snacks. wheee(:
flew up to viewing mall, and there's so lil planes there.
bored, went to bk to have lunch plus study session.
was freezing till 5 and i'm off to compasspoint.

met avril and xinyi.
supposed to have dinner at kfc.
change of plans because we're still bloated at that time.
roamed and that pink girl nearly puke.
hmm. maybe i'll give you a smelly sock for your christmas so that you can puke successfully next time. hah!
but yeah, take care of your health too. (:

went home next. were in the bus before a group of guys were singing jay chou songs OUT LOUD.
brr.. if only my mp3 did not die on me in the afternoon..

JOLEEN,

BON VOYAGE!

enjoy your trip in CHINA.
hope you can stand those stinky toilets and all.
wahahs.
and hope you miss me during your 8-day trip too!

maybe i'll get you some DEEP FRIED DOUGH plus SWEET TOPPINGS ON IT when you're back. (:

supposed to have tuition, yet it's cancelled by the tuition centre weeks ago.
am i being a bad kid by not informing my parents about it so i can earn freedom by staying at home today?

having trainings in the day are really tiring, never fail to collapse on the bed not long after i get home.

tuitions and trainings.
so this is what almost made my 2month-holiday.
my holiday sounds cool after all. (:




a rather faithful reader of my brother's blog.
somehow, some posts of his remind me of the past you.

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added 40minutes later.


currently chatting with avril.
she professed her love for me, i shall do the same thing too.
she's the one who;
gave me the courage to go training at the last moment yesterday.
first to make me laugh today, again.
let my happiness spill out of me.
collected all my sadness and threw it away.
trying to convince that i'm crazy because i'm grace see.
and trying to say that i'm sick because my address has got 'tampines' in it. -.-

oh well, I LOVE YOU. [don't think in that sick way]

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added 6.5hours later.

father: eh grace, you change bag alr ah.
me: 50bucks. [just that i purposely forget to say that amount multiply by 2 minus $2]
father: so expensive!
mother: [asking father] how much is it?
father: $50
mother: $15 or $50
father: $50, 5,0
mother: so expensive!

and this took place in a very crowded bus and they were talking super loud.
was super embarrassed because my parents were being so pumpkin + everyone should know i'm lying to my parents.

a while later.

father: wait, how much is your bag again?
me: $50, for my christmas present what.
father: okay, i pay you the $50. take it as my christmas present to you.

bleh, i should have told him the actual price.

training today.
dramatic scene i guess. hmm.
last part of the training's fun.
though timing exceeds, yet it's a great achievement alr.
feel so proud of my team(:

rotted at kfc for almost 1hour and the auntie was glaring at us.
marie, thanks for the chocolate, it's really sweet(:
ate dinner with people and got super high there.
tried to spend quality time with yue ying and played percussion with her. embarassing to fail at the second stage. heh.

met up with iryani next.
roamed around.

the childish us.

imitated big bird. hah.


real big bird.


i'm with my idol. (:



then home next.

training today.
tiring but i love the sun.
went for dinner next before running for tuition.
zzz, the tuition's teacher super boring today too.

yesterday;
went pasir ris with family.
brother treated stella, sis and me to macs.
first time he treated me eh. suddenly became such a nice brother. (:
mother wanted to sign up for that decard which is only for 13years and above year old could sign up for.

mother: then could she[me] sign up too?
that guy at the counter: no, she cannot. wait, how old are you?
me: fifteen.
that guy at the counter: oh, she can sign up for it.

damn, i don't want to look like a kid younger than 13year old.

wanted to go bowling at kovan in the evening.
all lanes booked. bleh.
saw someone there instead. hmm..
anyway mother, happy belated birthday.
wishing you once again, if you ever read my blog.

today;
sharmaine woke me up. thanks yeah, if not i'll still be sleeping at the time we're supposed to meet.
met sharmaine at hougang mall, bought avril's present and off we flew to orchard to meet avril, shi han and teresa.
in the mrt, sharmaine and me came up with lots of creative ideas to present avril her present.

"whoa, this bag very stink eh"
"we overturn it to air it la"
[decided to overturn the whole thing and zip it up, hence it looked like a sleeping bag/shoe bag/bomb because it's black and rather squarish after overturning]
came up with a few more plans next.
that made sharmaine and me laughed out loud in the mrt. embarassing(:

how cute but scary the bag can be(:


reached kinokuniya. told the plans to shi han and left it at a corner.
shi han brought avril to "look" at the books while sharmaine and me went to hide at another corner to peep.
nearly laughed out loud when avril really fell into our "trap" by thinking that it's a suspicious item and teresa caught my face expression, trying hard not to laugh after looking at my what-they-called-retarded face.

swensens next. were tempting shi han with all our pastas. shi han's whinings entertained us during our meal because hers came much later than ours. heh. really had fun tempting her, blah, i'm such a saddist.

went window shopping. but i bought a crumpler. oh well, i'm totally broke for the day when i actually brought $122.85 out. ):
my piggy bank is super light too. ):

5.26pm, nearing peak hours, took the last off-peak train.

that cute yet scary bag is replacing shi han.


avril and sharmaine are nice enough to accompany me to roam around at compasspoint. thanks. (:

rotted at kfc, sharmaine decided to create one facial mask for me.
creative hor. (:


decided to satisfy my cravings for lemonade by spending the rest of money.
i'm lucky enough not to spill my drink this time round. (:

training.
rained on us the whole day. being a hardworking team, we had ponchos over us and started working.
it's rather irritating to be out in the rain, start pitching the shelter, but because lightning appeared so often, we had to unpitch the whole structure and get back into the canteen.
this happened to us 3 times today okay. so annoying.

after eating lunch, went to iris' house to see snowy. so soft-toy alike!

jacqueline ma'am with snowy. (:


my embarrassing moment of the day:
clearing up the area, the whole grass pitch's flooded with water.
trying to act smart to not get myself in the pool of water, i attempted jumping to the parts that's not being flooded. and boom, slipped and fell into the pool of water!
i'm drenched head to toe, inside out. shoes and trackpants are full with grass -.-"
so embarrassing! angie caught me in action! so she went on telling everyone, and i became the laughing biscuit[direct translation from chinese] of the day.
bleh.

after training, met up with shihan. shopped for mother's birthday present + christmas presents before entering kfc.
was practically shivering when i'm in kfc. since when kfc's that cool. act cool onlyyyy.

went home next after running an errand for my mother.

editted.

training today.
could see that the ponchos dislike us man.
time past fast.

compass-ed with adeline, juliana and zhimin.
macs-ed before i turned hysterical suddenly.
damn, i feel so stupid.
felt even stupid-er carrying a plastic of newspaper everywhere i go.

rushed to tuition next. guess i couldn't live without my spects.
was busy straining my eyes and wahahs, i still see 2 as 3 even though i'm just 2m away from the board.

amk hub-ed in the evening.
family dinner at shop small two [direct translation from chinese].
realised brother was rather a rather cute man.
ate finish the peanuts and he requested for more by using hand actions to the waitress.
mother asked whether does the extra plate of peanuts have extra charge or not.
he went to ask after that and the waitress said there is.
brother had that super-blur and acted-innocent look on his face and just continued eating.
quite cute for a 20-year-old-man i guess. HAHA. (:

but cute guys have got cute sisters too. (:

wheeps. 11hours of sleep today(:
today: study session with heckers(:

teresa came to fetch me and off we headed for the library. bishan library rocks, with those corners out of no where(:

had quite a number of long breaks in between. at least part of the homework is completed at the end of the day. and yumm. i even smuggled prawn crackers into the library. much munching sounds could be heard from me. (:

shi han's the santa claus today!
the presents she gave us.


set off for cp with avril next and were done with our dinner at sculpture park. (:

today is so not my day.
been living in my own world and kept on offending people.

training started at 9am, ended at 5pm.
kfc-ed next, cancelled my tuition.

now this laptop is always trying to be against me by being super laggy.
the msn brother installed in this laptop is also some alien language which i have no idea of how to switch it to english.

hmm..

i miss those times when i used my time to sit in front of the computer to just to laugh out loud instead of studying for the exams.

wonder where have those good times gone.

broke off from lalaland at 7.15am, reaching school at 7.50am. was kena suan-ed that the person who is always the latest to arrive actually became the earliest. who says pigs can't be early for the first time too.

look how messy np store is.


training started at 8.30am officially. and the sky cried on us at 8.45am. what a timing to start pouring. lunch! settled at the foodcourt in rm, which our plan was carried out successfully(: zhimin's the joker for today because she was being bullied by adeline, juliana and me to carry the umbrella back. she was so agitated and she banged the umbrella onto the floor and it opened. the person beside us got super shock and all of us laughed out loud and ran away, ps-ing zhi min at that table. hah!

jacqueline ma'am is holding an UMBRELLA. this is so not her.


back to school. played 007 till lunch time ended. carried on the discussion. 1.5hours went past rather slow and yay. training ended. stayed back in the store to clear up the mess plus preparing those equipments.

twines twines.. got so irritated with those. iris and jacqueline ma'am even used a saw to separate the twines from the poles. almost died of laughing just now. heh.

cleared for one hour before everything's in order.
home sweet home; with my shoes being flooded while leaving the dumb flooded school.

13 hours of sleep sounds cool enough.

maybe i should indulge myself in a 8.5hour-sleep later on to chase away all the thoughts swimming my head.

this blog supposed to disappear by now.
but guess i just couldn't kick that habit off.
blogs are drugs.
brrr..

went to school for some meeting. that meeting sounds rather scary afterall.
ended 25minutes late = 35minutes late in meeting jolene.

macdonalds later!
shopped for things.
saw gay. guess she's rather disappointed because she saw me with another girl. hah.
but..
"hahahah but I still love you gay,you can't shake me off that easily." quoted from her blog.
didn't know she love me that much!
<3s you too in return too (:

headed for airport after meeting iryani. heh.
bought cheese and grapes at ntuc, feeling so healthy today.

time past fast enough, headed back to cp - 7pm
i love shopping for food. guess that's the only thing which makes me feel relaxed.
food makes me full too.
listening to the song empty makes me feel empty.

mini party at the lrt area.
2medium fries in the afternoon, 1 small fires and potato chips during the mini party.
so potato today. -.-"

chiong-ed our way home next.
jolene must have felt irritated because of my complains.
treat you to herbal egg next time yeah.
and.. remember our outing to casurina after your pop! (: