i realised i don't have the mood to blog nowdays.. well, today i had training. as usual, my squad's dressing was always out. i'm kind of blur during footdrills. did some careless mistakes unknowingly. i hate to be timer. after that had pt. yay. overall, it was tiring. so many events coming up soon. i wonder will i get to stay at home and rot during june holidays anot. i'm still stink. anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELANIE!

well, i got scoldings from my father again. in the morning i got from him, after school i also got from him. can't he just stop scolding me for once. i will be very glad if you don't scold me for one day. his homework are endless, and he expects me to complete my homework. i still my school homework and projets. can't he just spare a thought for me.

went to sharmaine's house to swim today. as fun. will i be able to lose weight? lalala.. bathed at sharmaine's house. took photo at sharmaine's house. and now i'm back home, feeling sleepy..

yay. i get to stay at home all day. it's something to be happy of, for me. but that only applies to weekends. from morning till now, i've been copying that dumb maths punishment. but i don't seem to know anything from what i'd copied.

had sunburn from the campcraft finals. while cindy and iris were tanner. the whole competition is nice. we felt the tension when it's the starting of the competition and when they were anouncing the results. went home to rest for a while and bathed before meeting my father at hougang mall. went to cp to eat my lunch and took bus to school. halway met amanda, atiqa, cynthia and karin. so embarrassed. then they were bombarded with many many questions by my father. ac was nice.. but boring too.. lala. basically the whole thing was nice la. had been eating and eating after that. then me, atiqa and jolene took 119. stopped with jolene at that busstop. didn't felt like going home. so i decided to take the air-conditioned 132 bus to send her home. but after alighting at her house bus stop, i took a taxi home. and it should be $5.40. but then that dumb taxi driver's action so slow became $5.50. stupid. go eat my 10cent.

had np training today. fun fun. had been moving the spars to one side. so we did not have footdrills, going through of campcraft test paper and team-building games. lala.. interesting. i don't like footdrills.. lala. i must buck up in my studies le. i'm like one of the last now. so disappointed. haiz..

back from school. school is still boring. i'm so quiet these days. tried to talk to people. but people just neglect me just like that. so what for i talk. i could just keep my mouth shut. i felt so isolated from my eyes. between my classmates, squadmates, seniors. practically everyone. i always felt like that. since nursury till now and i've had enough of it. as shown on tv, living on a earth is a blessing? i don't think so. instead i think that not living on earth is better of. life just sucks for me. if i die one day, no one will care about me. or maybe they will be happier without the sickening idiot sticking to them anymore.

today obviously i had insufficient sleep. i was early in meeting lynnette. we are early in meeting jolene. cause the bus wasn't early. set up our usual campfire too. 132 came.. and it past just like that without stopping at the bus stop. me and lynnette took 119, then at the next bus stop, jolene boarded the bus and placed something which is around the same height as me beside me. lol. then jolene went to sit with lynnette. ps me with that. she was hyper in the morning, rarely see her so hyper. which made me felt matured just now. went to school and did the normal routine. had been carrying that big big plastic bag everywhere i go, thanks to someone who got me that tiny present :) got back science results. wasn't that satisfied with it. but that's fated. had physices test next. after school, went rm with iris. she bought me a cake. then at macdonalds she lighted up the cake and sing happy birthday to me. though it's lame. but that sounded sweet. decided to bring the cake back to school. was suggesting for a cake fight. but the cake wasn't creamy enough. so, cynthia didn't really got dirty. me and kong rui went to cynthia's house. watched king kong. it's so saddening. luckily it was dark just now. the people so evil.. go kill the innocent king kong.. haiz. then we took a taxi to cp to meet cynthia's clique. sat at kfc for a while before we left. lol.

i can't sleep! laid down for 2hours. i'm still awake. so i went to the table and wrote my science notes again. then i was sleepy. so i thought i could sleep. but when the moment i laid down and close my eyes. i thought of a lot of things. i'm sleepy, yet i can't sleep. you will be seeing a panda going to school in just 2hours later. -.-"

was studying science in the afternoon. cause there is physics test on monday. and i forgot to bring my phyiscs file home. wish me good luck. after that, my family went to goodwood park hotel to eat. it's so high class till the bill was $197++. ate until very full. out of boredoom, i went to take some pictures.

my grandparents.



my parents.



BANANA!

was late in meeting atiqa and cynthia. caused my mother forced me to have lunch and tangyuan for desert. thus i left my house only at 12.45pm. went to karin's house. i love her house. her dog too! i find that truffy so poor thing. abused by their owners. ): her dog pee-ed on me.. supposed to do homework. but ended up playing mahjong. they played altogether 20rounds. i played 5rounds. was busy looking at how they played before that. so it was 6.10pm before we left karin's house. was going down the stairs and truffy surrounded my legs. then obviously i did all the foolish actions cause it kept tickling my legs, and so many people saw it. so embarrassed le. after that, jolene and karin dropped at jalan kayu while me, atiqa, cynthia and yue ying continued our journey home.

had a sweet dream. but was disturbed by my alarm clock. stupid alarm. went to meet avril and sharmaine at kovan to do science project. went to watsons and popular to find the things for the project. bought the materials. but we can't do much. all the ingredients were too difficult for us to understand. we ended up slacking. went to the playground to play. i had my moodswings again. suddenly became sad. what's with myself these days. haiz. went home after sending them off to the bus stop.

met jolene at 10am. i'm early. she's late. must go punish her k. hehe. went to play percussion. but while going down saw people. i played percussion. jolene won me. i won jolene. so it's square and fair. yay. played until got blister. now i hate playing percussion le. can meet all kinds of people there one. and most of it is show off one. can't they just play for the sake of the funness. haiz. rot in compass till 2.30pm. then we took a bus to karin's house. but don't know why suddenly i became sad. a bad time to be sad. while walking to karin's house. jolene told me a lame lame joke. but to me it wasn't funny that time, though it should be funny. anyway, thanks for that "joke". haha. (: played with karin's dog too. it's so big now. went to the bedroom to sleep. but then sleep at all. while the others are playing mahjong. then at around 6 we went to prepare the steamboat ingredients. the salmon smell is still on my hand.. smell quite nice though. lol. started eating at 6.50pm. they said that don't know what before drinking. and i'm so not enthu. sorry for spoiling the whole atmosphere though.. lala. ate for 40min. then me, atiqa and cynthia took a taxi home. i really appreciated for what you've did for me to cheer me up. (:

began my day with calling avril to wake her up and chatted with iris in msn. lol. iris said she had a very difficult time to cheer me up yesterday. -.-" went kovan to met avril and sharmaine. supposed to do science project. took neoprints! fun. one neoprint was funny. supposed to squeeze our head inside. but then it end out then i look so, yuck in that. i like those neoprints! the first neoprints i took with 2 faith. yay. met marcelle at the bus stop too. so we went to buy food. then took 112 to my house. instead if doing our science project, we were like playing. we really didn't know what to do for the project. called mr pang. but it seemed to be of no help. lol. only waste my hp bills. so me and sharmaine were doing our maths homework. while avril and marcelle lied on my bed and talked. avril said my bed is nice. marcelle got to go home next. then me, avril and sharmaine took 80 to compass. after that, sharmaine got to go. so only left me and avril. while going to sculpture after bidding bye to sharmaine. there's one dumb malay guy was like "sisters. don't worry. i'm not to promote anything to you" then he took up the charity tickets or something like that and asked us to donate. i told him that i'm broke as i bought things, which is true. then that guy don't seem to believe me and show us that dumb face. stupid. then later on we went to climb the whale. i nearly fell off from the 3rd one. was going backwards. lol. avril nearly fell when we were at the fifth one. took some photos. next time shall post in it the blog. hehe. after that, we went home. is like, ya, we din't even do our project today. only read what we needed to do. lol.

hoho. i slept for 10hours today. i'm sleepy. burnt alot of brain cells in the afternoon. then after that i went to meet lynnette for bbq! at 6.15pm. wanted to meet at 5.30pm. but cause raining. then was quite disappointed. lol. ate alot of food. at least 4 chicken wings. 2 cups of curry. 2 otahs. 3cups of water. 1 fishball. 1 hotdog. etc. haha. yum yum. i needed to lose weight! talked about quite alot of things. then me and her sister gang up to bully lynnette. saw shervin too. went to find rowena ma'am. but she was not at home. haha. at 9.40pm then i went home. cause lynnette needed to go home le. haha. so interesting.

the mass is boring. lala.. npcc service day. my group - rou bing ma'am, cynthia, me and sherilyn. me and cynthia talked like all those people who opened the door. then lala. some were friendly. some were rude. some were okay okay. quite nice la. i was crazy during np. kind of regretted my actions.. after np, went directly home again. then i slept from 7pm to 10.20pm. im very tired. yet, after waking up, i still feel tired. my god. i rather sleep for days until i wont feel tired anymore. yay. thinking that now is march holidays.. won't be going back to school for one week. so sad. my locker will miss me.. thinking that term 2 first monday will be a stressful day for me. i don't feel like going school on that day! will have physics test.. haiz.

after school had ac rehearsal again. everytime get scolding. just go up to get a dumb cert which made us sacrifice our time and our poor ears. yuck. after that. was feeling moody. went to heartland mall myself. but at the busstop met christabel. she was in the 136bus. me in 119 bus. but both stopped at same time. she accompanied me to buy a new shoebag (: went to eat kfc too. i'm broke again. wanted to save some money. but in the end i ended up being broke again.

got back my history and dnt result today. wasn't satisfied with both.. ): went back to oln with sharon. this is my first time going back this year. the sense of belonging wasn't there anymore. i feel so odd inside. those people in oln, all i don't know. the standard in oln is like, yuck. i hate that school. lala. now my brother and his girlfriend are at home. and i'm upstairs hibernating with my computer.
kong rui having difficulty to come down.

adeline love the tail too much le.


that's the hopeless atiqa.

my total defence group (:
me and kong rui. 04032006

today, quite interesting. i hate art! always fall on that 50+ category. maths, i'm a goner. i totally don't understand. i hate chinese!! always so much homework. wednesday got to hand in that 500words reflection from the storybook and zuo wen. she think we what. for the first time english is fun. had the chance to run down to the general office. then back to class. then to the toilet. after school, had the presentation. it was so eeek. we read word by word. though i tried memorising the script. i still had to read it from the paper. hope we can pass it. after that. iris went home. ): me, adeline and kong rui went to cp. went kfc eat. saw the sec3 clique. adeline and kong rui at first were reluctant to join. i wanted to walk out the kfc. but then, they made me went to sit at that dumb table. i gained alot of fats today. went sculpture park next. fun. i managed to climb the fish bone. FINALLY. i always stucked at the second one. but then today, i managed the whole thing. cause adeline and kong rui can do it and i can't. atiqa, cynthia and karin so cute. made so much noise when going up. shall post atiqa's photo when i had the photos inside the computer. atiqa stayed the longest at the fish bone. cause she had problems coming down. stayed at sculpture park for quite a while before heading back to cp to bus home. bored.. i still got ALOT of homework to do, especially chinese. i just can't understand love.

woke up at 10am today without bathing yesterday. imagine how stink the whole room can be. arranged to meet adeline, iris and kong rui to do the np total defence project. met adeline and iris at 12, the expected time at kfc. but then iris and me met at 12.03pm at the bus interchange. lol. adeline came at 12.30. so early. was supposed to meet kong rui at my house bus stop at 12.20pm. but. hoho. we only reached at 12.54pm. how early can we be. when we see her, her face damn long. so scared of her. then did the project till 4+pm. then set off for kovan to take neoprints. saw atiqa there. she looked weird in make-up. after that, we took a train. adeline stopped at hougang. while me, iris and kong rui stopped at sengkang. kong rui went for her cathotism class, iris went home. i went to wait for my mother. supposed to meet my mother at 6pm. i was 20min earlier. yet she was 44minutes late. make me wait for so long. went to eat swensens next. yum yum. i'm full. and i gained tons of fats. haiz. that place gave me so much memories.. everywhere, everything. if got composition "compasspoint" i sure can write at least 3 pages one. after that home bitter home. gotta go moutains of chinese homework. i dont understand what the chinese teacher wants my class to do. all the dumb idiot lame homeworks that she gives.

happy birthday brother. realised that i did not celebrate my brother's birthday with the whole family midnight. lala.. felt so guilty. and i forgot to get you a present. wow. today chinese test. i don't know what i was writing. campcraft test is nice.. yay. haiz. nothing much to say la. i just don't like today...

morning. was nearly late. cause of the damn bus. took a taxi. was actually cutting queue of a green uniform girl and 2 nvss girls. then that green uniform girl not happy. went in front of us, dragging her foot. like as if her foot weigh 100kg like that. then she took a taxi. we took the second one. lol. lessons are boring. after school. stayed back for that ac thingy. that's very boring. don't like it. it's just a cert. make it so formal for what. waste time, waste energy, waste electricity. after that went out with atiqa, cecelia, cynthia, jolene karin and yue ying. went hougang mall. took neoprints again! i'm broke again too. spent a total of 10 bucks today. congratulate me. shall be on diet tomorrow. the most faint during np only. the group separated at 5+. took 132 with jolene. didn't wanted to stop at my house. so, i went to jolene's house. it was already in the evening le. played at her playground. then she went to change. she became an auntie suddenly. (: went to thomsom plaza. then she told me about how cruel people can get to slaugher animals in a cruel way. bought alot of food. then jolene bought books to study. then. it's 8+ le. rushed home cause i got a missed call from my father. argh. we were eating in the bus. and everyone was staring at us. happy birthday kerissa. and happy birthday to shao wei too. (:

i got 3marks deducted for maths. ): i'm going to do well in my maths. bought a maths assessment book which made me so broke and now i owe jolene $1. after school, stayed back a while with atiqa, cynthia, jolene, karin and yue ying. they ate their lunch. i'm so pig today la. atea plate of rice which cost $1.40 and a cup of drink, $0.50. sushi, $2.40, for lunch. bought chocolate and sweet for $4.45 and the assessment book $12.60. my friend birthday present. let's count today i spent how much.. lala.. $21.35 + my friend birthday present. I'M BROKE!!! kay. shall continue on my story. went off with jolene halfway to accompany jolene to her dental! she brought the wrong card. waited from 4.16pm to 5.13pm. so long right. but in the end i also din't study. haha. went to hougang mall. spent alot of money there. then jolene ate her dinner.. she only ate half and she brought back the other half home. lol. played chocolate box game. pushing the chocolate to each other. people thought we crazy. oh ya. on the way to the mrt station when we going to hougang, i was siting down cause i needed to tie my shoelace. then jolene was standing up. then she was talking to me. then the people at the opposite escalator saw her talking. but they can't see me. so. they thought jolene was talking to herself. and when we got off the escalator then she realised that. HAHA. SLOW. so fun. went home at 7+pm. she haven reply my answer! lalala.