haiz.. what a sian day. chinese oral.. hopeless la. stutter so much. now, i have conclude that the worst job that a person could do is being a clown. even if a clown is sad, he has to act happy to entertain other people. the feeling is like.. very.. don't know how to explain la. today when bringing the chairs up to the funiture room. i suddenly felt a moment of losing all my closest friends, my relative members, which means im all alone by myself and i have depend on myself for everything. that feeling sucks i tell you. everything goes wrong for me. friends... i don't know. i just let fate decide. examinations.. i havent started revising at all.. i cant even manage well with my homework. my time management is always wrong.