have been hearing that song till 4am. (: i've got nothing much to blog for today though. my father is back from africa. why is he back so early. now i'm not used to him being at home le. cynthia asked me to change my attitude. i wanted to, but it isn't easy. haiz. maybe i will change slowly when time goes on. sometimes i really feel like quiting my cca. base on my character, i don't think i'm suitable to be inside. if i joined other cca in the beginning of the year, everything would be different. but now i don't have a choice but to stick to my present cca. haiz. guess this must be my shortest post ever. no mood again.