where can i find my voice back. i need it so much. now my voice is like going haywire. school was as usual - boring. after school, went to ask people if anyone can accompany me to somewhere. amanda wong was free! finally. i could only go on today. amanda wong called amanda tong to go too. so we went out of the school. went by the big gate cos i don't want to see someone at the side gate. stupid. make me walk long way. then suddenly amanda wong say she need to buy pe t-shirts, then she needed to go back again. so troublesome. realized the queue was long. so she decided not to buy. went compasspoint to go somewhere else. i'm sleepy.. tomorrow there's training. am i suppose to feel excited or sad? i just don't want to go school. how i wish i could just transfer out of this damn school.