back from school. school is still boring. i'm so quiet these days. tried to talk to people. but people just neglect me just like that. so what for i talk. i could just keep my mouth shut. i felt so isolated from my eyes. between my classmates, squadmates, seniors. practically everyone. i always felt like that. since nursury till now and i've had enough of it. as shown on tv, living on a earth is a blessing? i don't think so. instead i think that not living on earth is better of. life just sucks for me. if i die one day, no one will care about me. or maybe they will be happier without the sickening idiot sticking to them anymore.