everything quoted here is from the sec4npcc blog.

what iris has post in the blog. it just sounds so sweet yet saddening.

"no more doing of proposal
no more passing down of msg-es, even late at night
no more running about during trainings
no more getting scolding from TOs
no more meeting in the NP store
no more finding and searching for TOs to give letters or MC
no more chance to pon trainings
no more wearing of wearing of Full-u
no more wearing of PT-kit and Mufti in school
no more having me nagging at you guys
no more having debrief
no more meeting one another every friday's training."

cindy's tag.
"When we were in sec1 we wanted t be Ncos, when we were Ncos we wanted t pass out. And now we've finally passed out, we're looking back and reminiscing. (:"

it just sounds so true. i bet this is how each and every one of my squadmates think. being NCOs equals to no more punnishment, no more bringing 1.5litre bottle to school every friday [though we always put our bottles in the locker], and no more falling in at the canteen/outside np store every friday on the dot at 2.30pm. it's been so long since we've did punnishment as a squad. i think we still owe ms lee 70more push-ups eh? hah!

i think the "no more chance to pon trainings".
now we're thinking of having never-ending trainings. but before we pass out, even for pop trainings, we always have the thought of ponning trainings. now, don't have to pon training and yet not go for training, just sounds so weird and it just makes people feel like getting that "want to pon training" thoughts again. hah. it sounds confusing, but yeah.

but now, all i want is to go back to the before-we-became-ncos day, or rather, before we passed out, all the trainings and stuffs. one of the trainings in sec2, someone wanted to tie 2 ponytails. so, 1 for all, all for 1. those who can tie hair tied their hair into 2 ponytails. fall in like that, then, was told by yue ying ma'am that it's not allowed.

it may sound sadistic. but it seems like doing punnishment with the squad is such a wonderful thing. calling each other to endure and all. whenever we do push-ups as pt/punnihment in the past, we have to say "o-n-e one ma'am, t-w-o two ma'am and so on" so simple yet i always cant count correctly and in the end i gave up counting. wahahs! getting scolded and all. all of us always sulk right after being scolded, but i guess for now, we're more than willing to get scolded by seniors/TOs eh! hah. at least, we're being scolded as a squad(:

water parade!
yummmm-sayyyyyyyyy(:
always have to drink finish the whole 1.5litre bottle.
was bloated by the time i finished mine, turned to the person at my right, 1/2 a bottle more to go and she can't continue, no choice, have to drink for her. okay. i finished for her, turned to my left, she can't finish either, so yeah. on the verge of vomiting by the time the seniors asked us to stop drinking. HAH.

for pk course and lmsc course last year, squad met up at 6.30am at cp.
FOREVER rushing to catch that 161, taking mrt from woodlands to choa chu kang, then take 172. rushed hta at 8.15am, the 15 of us always have to squeeze into that teeny weeny lil toilet to get changed and to fall in at 8.30am. during lunch, DONT KNOW WHO FLOODED ME WITH ALMOND JELLY because they don't like, but i love it. so hui sei was like self-competing with me? hah! but of course, being the typical pig of the squad, i ate more than her by i think 3 almond jelly huh. hah. i miss snatching food from her):

passing down message to cindy, receiving the message back from hui sei, till yesterday. how i wish that's something that won't end. not that i want to purposely waste my sms or hear hui sei's voice. but it's something i really miss doing. ):

the best thing is that. i don't have the chance to take squad attendance anymore): every friday, if juliana did not take, i'll be the one taking. and i'll go outside store to count the number of people present and all. asking all my squadmates to follow the basic rules and all. sound like another auntie, but i bet i'm not as bad as iris xD

the thought of passing out = freedom.
but too much freedom = feels empty.
every friday is always booked by npcc.
suddenly, all my fridays are vacant.
spending my fridays at home studying while juniors are having training in school?
sounds weird):