a 3.5hour talk with avril yesterday night.
hope i didn't annoy her with my 'how's.
wonder how many times had i said that during the whole conversation.
thanks though.
i still have not come to a conclusion yet.
i always suck at conclusions for both sbq and seq.


sudden outburst of blood, with my nose as the origin.
was shocked to realise that.
shouldn't have stopped the bleeding, so i'll faint due to much loss of blood.
and i'll be able to use this as an excuse not to go for english prelims tomorrow.
sad. i'm still moving):


i'm so not motivated by anything to study.
i'm only capable of stoning for the whole day.
distracted.


so the worm has been carrying 'true' out of my ears these days. [earworm]
but the fact is that i'm untrue to myself.