talks talks and more talks.
so we had been listening to talks from 8am to 1pm in the afternoon, with a 25min recess in between.

the talk by cjc made me realise how stupid i am, how incapable i am.
with 9 as the cut-off point for science stream, i have to get a maximum of 13points.
sounds rather impossible for me, with me being not motivated by anything to push me further.

received our chinese o level results.
that moment totally sucks.
i knew i'd get that grade, and yeah, my "wish" came true.
though i was alr mentally prepared, the thought of not being able to do better sucks.
i knew i'd tried my best, or maybe not, i don't know.
but what's the point of talking about it when i don't have the intention to retake the paper? hah.
i don't wish to allocate the remaining time on some cheena stuffs anyway.
oh well, guess i have to rely on the other 7 subjects alr):

supposed to go home with avril. but i suddenly feel like stuffing myself with food, and more food, like as if there's a never-ending food supply in the world. alighted halfway, went to rp macs. i realised i ate a lot today. 1 plate of rice and 1 plate of glutinous rice just for recess. mcnugget meal for lunch.

did some math after that while avril was reading eclipse.
i miss edward cullen):

then she started doodling on the serviettes.