the feeling you know best.

went back to sjc for farewell night.
and i was sort of lost again.
i thought the hall was on 3rd level-.-

there's so much leftover food, my squadmates played the number game.

gayatri's mouth filled with vegetables!


carmen, iryani and jolene:D








*credits to iryani's camera
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6.34pm


my day started out quite badly.
and the rest of the day went very badly as well.

met caleb before going to clementi sports hall to referee national trials.
how did i even managed to pass referee course?!
there's so many people who really want to pass, yet i was there trying to chicken out.
i had to referee 18bouts at one shot and omg, you didn't see the 6 fencers' faces. all of them wanted to kill me, bet the urge was so strong because they held swords in their hands.
they should have just killed me. that will make them feel better, and make myself feel better as well.

i'm best at screwing everything up:D

yet how many chances do i have to get it right?