happy birthday senior atiqa! your big day. is there a bigger day. or biggest day also can. haha.. it's at night now. doubt i will be able to sleep well tonight again.. haiz. how can i be such a hypocrite to myself. i was like so unhappy with the inner me. yet i appear to be cheerful and laugh at almost everything which doesn't even sounds funny. i've got no mood to go overseas. now i just want to stay at home and with this computer to acompany me. how i wish i was the innocent me in the past. haiz.