ouch. my finger still hurts. but i know cecelia's foot also hurts more too. hahaha. met jolene at hougang interchange. i was late. she was later than me. she's well-known for being late. (X went to ps next. then we played percussion! (: very long never play le. finally i kicked off the habit of being addicted to playing percussion. yay. my congratulate me. spent $6 at ps arcade. and got blister. and it burst. it's SO PAIN!!! and before that, jolene had her lunch. i forced her to eat everything. in the end she was feeling uneasy and nearly vomitted. i'm feeling guilty now. after playing. we went right down to basement 2 by the escalator for no reason. then we decided to play percussion again. so we went up to level 7 by the lift. after playing we train-ed to sengkang. went sculpture park to find cecelia and yue ying. tried carrying cecelia with what we've learnt during ug camp. but cecelia is too heavy. she also don't feel secured with us carrying her. so she finally managed to reach the escalator after several minutes. went there to play percussion again. spent about $2.70 there. then it's about 6pm and cecelia and jolene needed to go home. felt abit guilty there again cos of something. haiz. but i realised it when i'm only on my way home. roamed at popular then we went to play percussion again. saw that "doctor jones" guy again. this time he changed his favourite song to "bon bon". guess he must be sick of "doctor jones" the song le. he should know that on the day he kept playing. he's no good in "bon bon". he only know how to ruin it instead of "advertising" it. am i a little too mean. no right. he's so rude la. supposed to be me who play next. cos the girl didn't want me to play with her. so i waited till that stupid guy came. i told him that that girl wanted to play by herself but not play together with others and he replied "i don't care. blah blah blah" if he next time join npcc. i wish him good luck. stupid idiotic guy. talked to him so nicely and he replied me so rudely. then decided to went home cos it's already 7.20pm and i supposed to reach home at 8pm the latest. the "119" bus came only at 7.47pm after 2 bus"87" and 2 bus"80" went off. of course i was late. but i'm smart. i changed my handphone time 7minutes earlier so it only appeared as 7.58pm but it's actually 8.05pm already. i'm so smart. tomorrow is a new brand year. 2006.. i don't want 2006 to come. i still want to be sec1. the smallest in the school. haiz. but i can't stop time. what else can i do. ): the phrase "next year", it seems so far away. but the word "tomorrow" it seems so near. but next year is just tomorrow.. haiz.

message to cecelia: take care of your foot okay. don't move so much. it may become fractured. i'm not cursing you hor. just reminding you that the consequences are like that. but quite good what. then go school can take lift. so cool. no need to climb the stairs.